水蓝色的雪

Actuary Today event - THE END

2011-07-26T21:36:00.004+08:00

It has been a very long time ever since the Melaka Trip!

Recently I was very busy with Actuary Today event, assignment, tests..

All sort of things all come at the same times, make me cant breathe.

This semester I take 6 subjects, and mostly are heavy subjects,

kinda regret now of putting so much burden for myself.

Last Sunday, The Actuary Today event has officially end.

We all have put our best effort on this event,

especially for the 3 main parts: Challenge, Competition and Exposition.

Now all committee members finally can focus more in their studies where most of them have left behind as they put all their attention on the event.

Here, I would like to say: You all have done a very good job!

Our event poster.. nice?

And myself, was one of the committee member as well, under the Advertisement and Publicity Department.

I dont know about others, but during the event, I can see that the number of peoples are much lesser than what I've been expected.

Ok la, maybe one of the reason is we did not promote the event very well,

but another thing is, people may not want to attend this kind of event,

except for those who take part in challenge and competitions.

Anyway, the event is over.

This Saturday got another Mathematics Competition, and I have volunteered myself to be the helper.

I seems to enjoy being one of the committee in the event, hehe..

Last year I also a helper of Maths Competition, and I was the invigilator of the competition.

Since that time, I know how's the feeling to invigilate someone in the exam hall, is like.. NICE~~

This few weeks I'm struggling with assignments and tests.

All falls within 2 weeks, and it's really really packed.

Last Thursday, I have Business Finance mid term and at the same time have to hand up Islamic Finance assignment, which just start doing on Monday.

Then the 2-day event, that make me short of time to revise Life Cont I,

and today, my paper end up: puff! It's gone..

Plus, I finally found an intern company: Public Bank. Hooray!

At first was very worry about my internship program,

afraid that no company will accept me,

and this month I got called from 2 companies, not bad..

haha.. I hope I will do my job well in their company so that I can be recruited in again to be permanent worker.

All 6 subjects! I'm going to challenge you in the final! Roar~~

表妹开的韩国skincare网路店

2011-05-16T03:03:00.003+08:00

今天我不想说别的，只是我还蛮佩服表姐妹，可以自己搞生意。

我更惊讶的是，表妹还可以用韩语和韩国的supplier说话、订货。

本来可以早一点回吉打看她的，如果不是遇到那么倒霉的事情，

我现在应该在吉打和她们颠了！

既然她们这么努力，想说替她们宣传一下。

我表姐妹开的网路店叫Fairy’s FacialShop，全都是韩国产品，有：

1) THE FACE SHOP

2) TONYMOLY

3) BAVIPHAT

4) MISSHA

5) SKINFOOD

我相信大家都知道The FaceShop和SkinFood，

其他的虽然都没有听说过，

可是我表姐妹她们set的价钱是非常廉价，比外面卖的便宜很多，

而且她们的货都是货真价实。

你们可以到他的网站去看：Fairy’s FacialShop

还有，现在她们有做promotion！从11/5到18/5有10%的折扣，

有兴趣的话可以告诉我。

如果过了18/5，放心，他们set的价钱真的比外面卖的便宜很多，所以不用怕。

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话说回来，这次我的假期过得很闷，

遇到这样的事情，有点害怕出去外面玩了。

又没有钱，真的很不方便。

所以：不管什么理由，都不可以把重要的东西留在车上。

爸爸告诉我说：This is a very expensive lesson.

唉，这次真的是非常昂贵的教训和经验。

我非常想念我的东西啊！T.T

Melaka Trip - Part 2

2011-05-14T22:56:00.012+08:00

The holiday started, but I have nothing to do.

During the school days, I was desperately wish to have holiday,

but when comes to holiday, I have nothing to do.

Weird right? Just keep watch movie...

Like today, I dont know how many movie I've watched in PPS.

So, let's continue Melaka trip:

On the second day, we woke up around 730 something,

then we have our breakfast with bread and jams like normal.

The we checked out. We took photo with the wife and their child.

The baby is very cute right? so so adorable!!

We unable to took photo with the husband and their daughter,

they were not there. What a waste.. We should take photo with him at the previous day..

Then, we said goodbye to them and off we go to visit other places.

1) 中华茶室海南鸡饭 (Lorong Hang Jebat)

Finally, we manage to eat the so-called popular chicken rice.

But for me, the taste was almost the same, nothing different.

And it's a bit oily...

Hai nan chicken rice..

Sushi

Siew Hie

Siaw Wei

Frog

2) Melaka Muzium House

We pass by this full of antique things house.

All are baba nyonya ancestors used before.

The drawings, the tables, the chairs and the building also old.

3) 永春会馆 (Jalan Tun Tan Cheng Lock)

It located at the same row of the shop. It's more like a temple.

We have to write our name in a red book.

When we were walking, we saw a wheel house at the opposite side.

4) Donald & Lily Restaurant

We actually search for the restaurant very long,

keep asking other people the location of the the restaurant.

And we even met the pure Baba & Nyonya people..

5) Red House

We decided to walk to the Muzium Samudera, although it's far away.

Then we decided to visit to the red house since we pass by the place.

The whether was really hot, we all wear sunglasses.

I dont know what is the name of this place, but it's interesting.

6) Muzium Kastam & Muzium Smaudera

We were so happy when we reach Muzium Kastam, because at last we found a place that full of aircond.. The whether is really hot.

Muzium Kastam is just located beside the Muzium Samudera.

The things inside there all are used by the kastam people in the past.

Muzium Samudera is a big ship and inside is full of the statue.

That's all for today.. Too many pictures to upload le.. ^^

Stay tune!!

Melaka Trip - Part 1

2011-05-13T10:24:00.002+08:00

I cant believe that stupid fella will choose me as the victim.

After came back from Melaka, we decided to go to the Pasar Malam Connought.

Then we want going back to the car, then we only realized that the car has been smashed.

Window broken into pieces, and my things all gone, plus frog's luggage bag.

My handbag, my souvenirs, my important documents all..

Stupid!!

I really hope that he will receive the punishment as soon as possible.

And the window cost me RM160 to fix it.

But, at least, I got a very memorable experience with my gang in the Melaka.

Actually I posted the first day trip yesterday,

however, dont know why the blogger website a bit sot sot..

What I posted yesterday all gone.

Never mind, I can pose another one.. ^^

We depart from our campus and start our journey to Melaka at around 11 something.

Because Sushi they all having their final paper on that day (10/5/2011).

I was driving while Siaw Wei was reading my novel

For the first day, we went to:

1) Old Town Guess House (Jalan Temenggung)

I love this place! The environment is clean, and the motel is belong to a Western family.

Er, cant say is Western la, half western half malaysian, because the wife is our nations,

while her husband is from Western, which country I dont know, but he speak a bit slang English. So I'm thinking that he's from Russian or other places.

The look of the motel, and the rooms.

There is a lot of toilets outside the room, because some rooms does not provide toilet.

Although it looks messy, but still it makes me feel that it is a home and not a motel.

2) 古城鸡饭粒 (Jalan Hang Jebat)

Actually we want to eat the other chicken rice which is popular,

but when we reach there, it already closed.

And we were hungry, so we went to the other restaurant to have our lunch.

It is also a chicken rice restaurant, not bad, it's delicious.

This is also my first time eat rice ball, hehe..

Me.. ^^

Siew Hie

Frog and Sushi

Siaw Wei

3) Jonker Galery

After we finish our lunch, we went for a walk.

Then we saw this Jonker Gallery, which full of the souvenirs.

I bought some, but thanks to the stupid theft, all gone.

And left this memorable gift from Melaka.

Luckily that day I wore it, if not.. haiz...

Me and Sushi..

The scene where we pick our souvenirs.

4) Capitol Satay Celop

We know this place from TV program. In Malaysia, only Melaka have this kind of restaurant.

It's more like a steamboat, all are seafood, but the different is just the satay paste,

not the normal soup. It's really nice.. ^^

When we reach there, there is quite number of customers already queue up to wait for table.

So were we. So we use the time to find our next location in the map.

We keep get lost that day.

Siew Hie and Sushi

Me and Siaw Wei

Our lobsters...

When finish eating, the table was so dirty..

They count the number of stick to calculate the total amount.

We altogether ate 86 sticks, and each of them is RM 0.80.

They recognize the price of the drinks with the colour of the cup.

Different colour of the cup, different price they set.

Their operation is quite systematic.

Me..

5) Dataran Pahlawan

After that, we went for a walk at Dataran Pahlawan.

And we notice behind the red building, the background is really beautiful.

The river is called Riverine, and we just saw the western people stay over the motel beside the river, I guess nobody knows that there is such place behind there.

Isn't it beautiful?

At night, we went to the Dataran Pahlawan Mall to watch a movie.

We watch B+ Detective, and it's horrible!

And end up me and Siew Hie dont dare to switch off light to sleep.

Stay tune! Will post more about Melaka trip. ^^

I'M FREED!!!

2011-05-09T22:23:00.008+08:00

Today I'm FREED!!!

haha.. actually since last friday after FE paper,

I'm already in holiday mood,

so end up no mood to study for the last paper,

in another words: I screwed my last paper - Adv Cal!!

I actually can get an A for this paper,

but because of my laziness, I dont really remember the steps to solve the problems.

But, I do not care anymore, it's over!

The most important is my holiday!! wakaka..

So today after exam, I suppose to hang out with my gang,

but I just remembered that I have to go check my car,

as I have to drive it to Melaka with my house mates tomorrow.

And it costs me RM 180. *SOrry Dad.. T.T

I really hate my car horn, I dont know how many times I went to the service centre just to fix my horn.

So to reduce the troublesome, today I just asked the guy to help me change the horn,

and it's much much louder than previous one!!

Of course not only the horn, I also fix the other part,

called lower arm.. I dont know what is that, but it's connected to the tyres.

Ok, whatever, as long as my car wont die on the half way of the journey,

it is ok.

Today went to Sunway Pyramid with my sister.

Long time dint watch movie in cinema already,

And today we watch THOR..

The main male character is so handsome!! He's fit!! OMG...

I also want to watch Fast and Furios 5 and The Pirate of the Caribbean,

but I decided to leave during sem break to watch it next round.

Besides, we went to Starbucks to have a 'tea break'.

It has been so long after the last time I went to Starbucks.

I dont even remember when I stepped in to Starbucks for the last time.

Espresso and Green Tea

You should try Green Tea, very nice!

My sister..

We went to Popular to buy some Chinese novels.

And.. I bought a new bottle for myself..

And this time I really really dont want to loss it again!!! I will make sure of it.

Another thing...

Is it look familiar to you?

Yes it is, but this time is not letter, it's a book mark.

Thanks to my room mate, Siew Hie!!

She will stay in Sarawak for internship, so we wont meet for around 5 months.

She did this book mark for me.

I really appreciate all the gifts, and most of them I wont use it.

She felt so touch when she heard this, but it is the truth.

I'm really want to express my gratitude and how much I really want to thank her,

that she willing to hear my secrets and everything else.

I hope one day her dreams will come true..

That's all for today, tomorrow going to be fun. haha..

Looking forward to it!!

My Exam dayss...

2011-05-04T17:09:00.009+08:00

I just came back from my campus,

was very rush when doing the 3rd paper of final exam:

Applied Statistical Model.

I have to memorize 6 chapters of formulas,

and luckily I did not miss out any one of them just now.

Haha.. I am dare to say that,

I'm quite good in memorizing the formulas, good in understanding them,

(cant tell in exact ;p)

but THEORIES definitely NO!!

I'm very admire those brains that can absorb those explanations,

all the grandmother stories telling you what actually this thing works,

why this thing works, how this thing was discovered.

Every time I see these theories, the first word come out of my mouth is OMG...

And for this semester, got 2 subjects are involve theories,

but not as much as Biology..

Microeconomics and Financial Economics I.

However, because of our kind-hearted lecturer, dearest Mr Har,

the tips he gave to us is very useful.

Luckily we all trust him, because normally lecturer cant be trust,

especially those tips. (All of these is because my past experience.. T.T)

Like what I mentioned in my previous post,

I'm having very very terrible serious problem with Financial Economics I.

My overall coursework marks is just only twenty something out of hundred.

Two days from now is the day that I'm going to "engaged" with FE I,

but I dont know how to deal with it.

The textbook is open in front of me, but I dont know where I should study from.

Is it horrible?

Yes it is!

Yesterday I also having a nightmare with IAM,

Introduction to Actuarial Mathematics.

But I cant blame anyone, because I myself dint really study the solution in manual.

Hate myself! ><

SO how do I spent my exam days?

Besides study, study and study,

we eat noodle soup for almost every dinner time.

I know it's not healthy, but we lazy to go down to the restaurant and eat,

so we buy bee hun, maggi mee, seaweed, and today is a bit special,

we add on hot dog to our meal. hehe..

These days keep raining, sometimes the wind also strong,

even a shirt from no where flew into our window outside. Kinda funny.

Ok, that's all for my updates.. CHAO!

P/S: Thanks to exam, my skin now is like an old women face...

Maybe one day I will become crazy woman because of the exam.. haiz..

The future of me.. Arrgh..

考试前夕

2011-04-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

明天是大考的第一天，我还在这里写部落格，

我还蛮佩服我自己。

今天下午Microeconomics的分数揭晓了，

除了assignment的分数出乎我意料之外，midterm的我还满意。

（19/20，你说我满意吗？我第一次拿这么高的分数哩~）

前几天FE的分数揭晓了。

当我看到FE的coursework分数的时候，

虽然可说是进步了，拜第三张试卷所赐，我拿到一半的分数，

大大的提高了我的总分数，可是不能说是安全了，

因为……还是FAIL……

当初我还在为这张试卷烦恼的时候，

情绪不是很稳定，天天在唉声叹气，

不知道因该drop掉，还是不要drop了它，

怕如果我把它drop了，延毕了人家会比手划脚，

怕这个怕那个，总之就是爱面子。我承认。

下午爸爸从澳洲打电话来，问我的状况咯，

然后又谈谈妹妹的大学事情，挂电话之前一直重复告诉我：尽量读啦。

我的决定：豁出去了！

那些像芝麻小、爱面子的事情就不要理了。

最近我的housemate说王力宏的《你和我》很好听，

你和我

亲爱的听众朋友我是你的代班dj

想找你陪我一起聊聊这世界

整天的工作重复疲惫的画面

麻木你的感觉

耳边才刚刚听到仇恨要靠理智解决

谩骂和子弹却在那头满天飞

学了一辈子的爱没勇气说出来

弥补那些伤害


你和我在世界同一座擂台

别懦弱拿出勇气对待

让眼泪流出来不是因为失败

幸福那个梦

就看你和我你和我你和我


美丽的主播说的都不是美丽的新闻

彩色的报纸能让鲜血更逼真

当媒体播报的全是绝望的气氛

谁该负点责任

那么多的人只敢窝在网络里面生存

慢慢都忘记计算机屏幕没灵魂

科技的发达让人的距离被拉开

再也拉不回来


你和我在世界同一座擂台

别懦弱拿出勇气对待

让眼泪流出来不是因为失败

幸福那个梦就看你和我

你和我你和我你和我

你和我(我们做得到yeah)


你和我也没什么不一样

该学习地球如何分享

为什么我们会忘记怎么拥有简单的大爱

that's right,

你和我我们都要做的更好

你和我在世界同一座擂台

别懦弱拿出勇气对待

让眼泪流出来不是因为失败

幸福那个梦就看你和我

你和我你和我你和我


我也去听了，也觉得不错，歌词也蛮有意思的：
虽然这首歌是很久了，也许以前我没有怎么听歌，
所以觉得还不错。
好一个“别懦弱拿出勇气对待，让眼泪流出来不是因为失败”
对咯，Fail了大不了就延毕考过。 
（我现在这样坚强，也许当我拿到成绩的时候我未必会勇敢面对。）

希望，明天会更好！！祝我和大家考试顺利！！
P/S: 我要染发，什么颜色好呢? =)

2 Rounds of Pizza

2011-04-22T08:29:00.001+08:00

Do you believe that I have went to the same Pizza Hut for 2 days in a row?

However for the first day, I do not have mood.

Because that day is the day we register for the subject we want to take for the next sem.

But, out of 5 subjects, I just manage to register 2,

and this 2 subject's time slot also not I want to take.

I dont know why UTAR dont want to upgrade their system since every sem most of the students face the same things like me.

And they dont even bother whether you want to study or not,

you dint take, means you are too bad.

STUPID you!!

(Sorry that I'm using harsh word, I just get mad when I think back..)

And therefore, I have no choice that I have to register it at the first week of the next new semester.

Ok, back to the Pizza Hut..

So yesterday we actually went to Pizza Hut, again..

And this time besides the 4 of us, Jun and Foo also joined us..

The first day me and Dada share one set,

which include drinks, bread, mushroom soup, one plate spaghetti, and one cheesy tuna pizza.

I ate the spaghetti, and it's taste really good;

while Dada ate the tuna pizza, and I ate one slice of it,

I dont really prefer pizza with cheese, so it's just ok for me.

So yesterday me and Jun share one set again,

but this time I ate pizza, Jun ate spaghetti.

I ordered Pizza Chicken Trio, and it's better than the previous one.

This is the spaghetti we ate, you should try this..

-Jun Jun & Me-

-Frog & Foo-

This plate of rice is ordered by Frog, she said not bad..

I know most of you like to put cheese into the mushroom soup.

But Foo put half of the bottle of the cheese into her mushroom soup.

Frog actually got took picture of it, but sadly her memory card suddenly got prob,

all the pictures she took disappeared.

After we ate finish, we took photos and chit-chatting..

- with Foo-

-with Dada-

-with You Zi-

We took funny pic of Youzi.. hehe..

Frog with 'imaginary long leg' ... *cute!*

-Dada & Jun-

-Youzi, Me, Dada, Jun-

-Frog, Youzi, Me, Dada, Jun- (Photographer: Foo)

Besides, I've done the most craziest thing in my life..

I've PASS the LOVE letter to my friend's crush one!

Shocked? I also shocked to my action.

I really unexpected that I dare to pass the love letter to the guy.

I think I will be very embarrassing when meet this guy..

So, next time when I saw this guy, I have to turn back..

Or else..

Yesterday evening, me and my friend got chit chatting a while, and..

Thanks to my friend who says that I'm very important to her.

Thanks to her also because she trusts me and know me well.

Thanks to her that I feel that I'm still useful for someone else..

I just feel that, being a friend, not just have to discuss school works,

but some times you need a really trusted friend to share a secret, or happiness.

And later on, when I think back of my action,

it actually nothing, what I've done is just helping my friend to pass the card to the guy..

So, live like normal.. That's all..

For the past few days, me and Him chat quite often,

but then since 2 days ago, we din really chat..

I wonder if is it because of the topic we chat in the msn?

The Magic Of Love

Love is like magic

And it always will be.

For love still remains

Life's sweet mystery!!

Love works in ways

That are wondrous and strange

And there's nothing in life

That love cannot change!!

Love can transform

The most commonplace

Into beauty and splendor

And sweetness and grace.

Love is unselfish,

Understanding and kind,

For it sees with its heart

And not with its mind!!

Love is the answer

That everyone seeks...

Love is the language,

That every heart speaks.

Love can't be bought,

It is priceless and free,

Love, like pure magic,

Is life's sweet mystery!!

- Helen Steiner Rice -

Have a nice day.. ^^

Pasar Malam Caunnaught

2011-04-21T16:48:00.006+08:00

I actually should write this post yesterday, but I was busy with the assignment.

So today I use my whole afternoon to edit the pictures and write this post.

I know it's waste of time.. I promise I will put double effort on my studies.

So yesterday, 4 of us decided to go to Pasar Malam Caunnaught, Cheras.

Since they will be busy with their internship program for the next 5 months,

so they feel that they should go for the last time to the pasar malam.

I even brought my camera out to take pictures.

On the way to Caunnaught..

When we reach there, a bit surprise that the people is quite few.

Normally, the place is crowded with all kinds of people.

Our first food: Chou Tau Fu

This is my first try eating Chou Tau Fu

Not bad, although it smell yuk! I personally like to eat taufu very much..

My room mate took pic with the auntie.. cheeze~

She likes to wear the wrist chain, she bought one with RM10.

We tried this mango ice, but name unknown, forgot already.

It's very refreshing and taste nice..

Here also got sell books, although it's 'pirated', quality not good.

I wanted to buy, but I later on I decided to give up.

I normally buy book at Popular Book Store, and it's become a habit to buy books there rather than anywhere else..

We actually eat a lot, but I dint take down photos.

In the half way, there's a little raining, then it stop after a while.

During the trip, I actually received a lot of phone message,

regarding the calculus assignment.

Then at 9 something, we all full already, so we decided to go back.

Before that, we went to a stall to buy 'supper' for my room mate's sister.

You should try this, especially the seaweed flavor..

While we waiting, me and my room mate took photos..

She bought all kinds of things, but of course, mostly are foood..

I bought this small cute contact lens case for myself..

It cost me RM8, and it's easy to bring out just in case I have to wash my lens..

K, that's all.. This post I upload more pictures,

I kinda lazy to write the descriptions..

Hope you enjoy.. ^^

LOVE letter ...

2011-04-19T20:01:00.008+08:00

Finally I finish my Y2S3 test papers today!

Although feel relief, but now also it's the time to start for my final revision.

From last week till today, I sat 3 test papers: ASM test 2, Adv Calculus test 2 and FE test 3.

ASM test 2 was ok, although I feel very confuse with some of the concepts and equations, but I manage to get it right before the test started.

and today also is the day where all the ASM test papers return back to us.

When I got the paper, I really want to bang myself to the wall, no..

Is jump building..

I was upset when I saw many careless mistakes I did in the papers.

I wrote the correct equation, but I count wrongly..

SO SO SO STUPID AM I!! ><

Of course, I have to calm down because I have to sit another paper at 5pm.

So, I targeted myself to get an A for this subject, I promise myself to work hard in the final. *Gambateh!*

2nd test, Adv Calculus test 2.

I took 2 days plus to understand and memorize all the formulas in my brain.

The syllabus covered in the test was Chap 3 to Chap 4.5.

And it's A LOTTT ...

After test, I feel kinda exhausted.. Some more I have to prepare another dame subject -- FE I test 3,

which I totally no confident at all..

However, surprisingly, I can do most of the questions!

Kinda proud of myself when I finish the paper 2o min before times up.

Although I'm not sure about the answer.

Ok, that's all my mumbling about the tests..

Hehe, the most exciting part comes.

My dear good friend wrote a LOVE letter!!

I always thought that this scene will only appear in drama,

but I was so surprise that this can be happen in reality life,

and more over it's was in front of me!

Asked the owner's permission to take the photos and upload in my blog.

At first, I thought that she will only wrote in a piece of colorful paper,
with an any color letter, but.. It is decorated so nicely and beautiful!

She asked me to blur the name.. Sorry ~

Translate: Thanks to God that give me the chance to know you,

maybe you don't realize that, you have become one of the wonderful part in my life.

(I dont know I translate correct or not, hope you know what I'm trying to say la..)

I feel that writing a love letter is not just write for fun,

it needs encouragement, and strong self-confident.

Because, once you give the letter to your love ones,

there are many possibilities can be happen that you will never know.

You have to think what are the possible consequences,

and are you able to take it or not..

My friend just wan to write her feeling towards the guy,

and she does not expect anything from him.

Actually I'm very admire her courages.

I wish that one day I will become like her, although I know the percentage to become like her is 0. hehe...

What will I do is avoid him. SEE the difference?

I'll choose to walk far away from him rather then close to him.

I know I'm weird, I just cant help it.

So now, for the time being, we all are busying with our assignment,

and also busy preparing for the final..

Besides..

I LOST MY DEAREST, NEWEST BOTTLE AGAIN!!

wa~~ T.T Till now I still cant figure out where I left my bottle.

What I remembered is the bottle is always with me, I drink the water before the test started.

PLEASE, anyone who take my bottle please return me back!!

Yesterday my housemate experience very unforgettable UTAR bus ride..

haha.. Because the bus bang on the traffic light!

When my housemate tell me the story, I laughed non stop!

Actually yesterday the driver is not the usual driver,

Every time when he wanted to make a turn,

the bus sure will hit on the divider beside the road, but the funniest is the traffic light.

So whoever seen this post and curious about the story, find me! haha..

ok, that's all for now.. Tata!!

我的烦恼，朋友的“教诲”

2011-04-11T23:05:00.004+08:00

如果可以回到过去，

也许就没有今天的我。

如果当初我做对的选择，

也许今天我就不会这样痛苦。

如果可以从头来过，

我和家人的关系应该不会像今天这样差。

如果当初我可以听取别人的劝导，

我就不会做让我今天后悔的决定。

当然……

如果我的头脑可以灵活得像那些聪明到像神一样，

我今天应该不会因为一个科目而想撞墙。

如果UTAR没有聘请烂的老师，

我今天应该不会因为一个科目而想杀了那个老师。

如果我没有认识他，

我应该不会因为他而死命的想他。

如果这世界上可以公平一点，

我希望大家可以得到平等的待遇。

可是，

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会认识所有对我好的朋友。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我的人生也许未必会好到哪里去。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会遇到我那三个三八又可爱的housemate。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会交到一个可以骂我的好朋友。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会认识到他。

人生真的由不得你。

我真的常常在想这个不是人都可以回答的问题：

我，为什么是我？

我，为什么会走上这样的人生？

我，为什么不是别人？

今天晚上，和这个好朋友MSN，他说：

“說實在的，有人講，你要做好一件事，首先你要喜歡上他。

當你沒有選擇的時候，是不是應該就算沒辦法喜歡他，

也要嘗試不討厭它呢?”

虽然我觉得有道理，可是不是每件事情你可以用这样的心态去想。

不是每样东西可以这样催眠自己而做这些事情，

这些事你可以选择不去做，不用这样催眠的。

有时候，在你要做一个决定之前，你会去在意人家说的话。

在意人家的指指点点，在意人家的比手划脚。

可是，如果我不走这样的路，我又会遇到什么样的烦恼？

不一样的路，有不一样的烦恼，有不一样的结果。

我们的人生，为什么要这样过？

他骂醒我：

“ 想一想你以前中學的時候

你那時候會覺得你努力讀都拿不到一個 B4嗎?

信心是自己給自己的

你自己都沒有信心那要怎樣考?

乾脆現在去drop 掉他

不要想那麼多浪費腦細胞

還要影響其他科

現在我們的時間不算很多了

你想那麼多不如拿來讀?

果斷一點

做個決定，要考，那現在開始就去讀

不要婆婆媽媽

我不會像某些人一直講好話給你聽

所以人緣不好 =.=

但是我講的是真話

珍珠都沒那麼真”

朋友，我是过不了我自己这关。

然后，他送我一句话：“當斷不斷反受其亂”。

我想，我是时候该做决定了。

警告：我现在是处于emo的状态写这个部落格，

请那些关心我事情的朋友们，不要把它挂在嘴边。

Test, test and test... then Relaxx...

2011-04-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I just sat my IAM Test 2 paper,

luckily I got do MLC manual paper,

because some of the question in the test are came from MLC.

The worst is, I had terrible headache and stomach ache,

both sickness came to me at the same time,

I was having a hard time when I want to revise back what I've studied.

Thank goodness that I've work hard,

try my best to answer the worksheet of MLC,

and also does not waste my time study in the library for whole week,

memorize, memorize and memorize all the formulas in the lecture notes.

However, I think I cant do well in the exam if I dint do MLC.

Now, the thing that makes me headache is FE paper.

I dont know what to do with this paper.

I now preparing for the coming test, ASM test 2,

which will be held in this coming Friday.

When I see the course work marks,

I was going to faint!

Although I know that I will get horrible marks,

but it was out of my expected, it's lower than I thought!

Most of my friends get quite high,

they all said dunno how to do, but at the end get high marks than me.

Sometimes I was wondering if they care our feelings before they said: "I get very low marks leh, XX nia.."

So I'm planning to spend most of my time in study.

For these 2 days, I will read through the ASM lecture notes first,

then on Monday and Tuesday I will revising FE from A to Z..

and I'll start to consult tutor.. Mr TZM..

Ok, let's talk other things..

I know that it's kinda impossible that I just spend all my time in studying..

So what I do when I got bored?

Besides Facebook, nowadays I'm reading a Chinese novel,

and I'm almost finish reading it..

It's called 《鲸鱼女孩，池塘男孩》, translate: Whale Girl, Lake Boy,

I know the title of the book is a bit weird,

but if you read this book (for those who know Chinese, hehe..),

you will understand why the author give such title to this story.

I like the books written from this author - 蔡智恒,

and I read a lot of his books,

it's funny, and enjoyable..

and actually I got post some of the funny part in Facebook,

but some seems dont understand what am I writing..

Here's one of the part that I feel it's quite funny..

This part is actually about the main character B,

add wrong person S in his BBS (something like MSN),

and whenever B online, S will go find him,

but B feels S very annoying, so what he do is,

he used all kind of weird way to get off her..

Besides, my health conditions is getting poor,

I'm having serious constipation..

Now I'm controlling my diets, keep eating fruits and drinking tea.. T.T

Anyone can give any advices??

haha.. so that's all of my updates..

Good Day!! ^^

Make Up Girls!

2011-04-02T22:34:00.004+08:00

This morning when I woke up, my youngest sister asked me to bring her to buy her sport shoe.

She was suppose to have one as she recently just joined golf club.. (Mum asked her to learn play golf ..)

At first, we went to the nearest Giant, but cant find any of it,

so I decided to go to Summit USJ.

After we bought the sport shoe, we realise that there's a some sort of make up contest was going on at the middle hall..

As you can see, there were a lot of contestants participated in this event,

and the models were well-dressed,

Out 2 of these contestants were men..

When the stylists were helping the models make-up,

the judges walking around and at the same time giving marks to the stylists.

Do you know who are they?

Kinda weird you know? They were wearing high heels, standing besides the sofas,

watching around that's it.. They're guards!

Feel pity of them where they were dressed nicely, but just have to stand there..

Meanwhile, I was thinking of myself.

I never make up in my entire life except for some special occasions like,

I make-up when I was small for the tadika's performance,

then until when I'm in NS, I make-up also because of a drama..

That's all.. haha..

Recently, I just start using skin care..

and I was thinking to buy a concealer to cover my dark circle..

When we're getting older, we'll start to care our image,

especially when you are no longer a teenage but an adult.. T.T

Tonight, I start searching some simple natural-look make up in YouTube,

and I found this video clips by Michelle Phan,

and I notice that she made a lot of make-up videos.

These are the videos that I would like to try, ONE DAY..

*although I might not look good as Michelle ;p*

This one is natural look with eyeshadow applied.

and this one is also natural look but no eyeshadow applied.

Besides, I also found this video clip (also by Michelle Phan),

I like this video clip, because the make-up is simple and it's beautiful,

and also it's natural.. Especially the eyes part..

Michelle's make-up are focus more on the eyes part,

different situation you are different eyeshadow you apply on your eyes.

Haha.. I just browse through these video clips for fun,

but I hope that I can apply them to my own face someday.. ^^

Enjoy!!

P/S: Before you watch the videos, please scroll down and pause the music first. These videos took me one night to upload, that's why I only can post it at the next morning. ^^|||

平静了……

2011-04-01T19:48:00.001+08:00

最近，我的心情平静了很多。

一堆的考试，一堆的测验，一堆的assignment，

弄得我没有那个时间去想别样的东西。

很久以前，我就说过，有些事情不是勉强就可以得到的，

就算你勉强得到，你也不会觉得快乐。

我也有这个决定，是时候该放弃了。

因为不论我多渴望，不论我多想，我还是一样这样的呆着，

没有改变，也不会有任何的改变。

我的幸福，以后来找我的。我相信。

光是这个星期就有两科很难的考试，

尤其是Financial Economic I，简直是要人家的命！

我为了这张paper，花了我不少的时间，根本没机会读另一科，

可是，我还是一样不能做，可以说是直接拿颗零鸡蛋回来。

最后我还是没有去那我期待已久的Masquerade Ball。

就像我之前说的，AS的人很少会去那种场合，大家都觉得没有必要花那个钱去出席那个场合。

我觉得那种场合应该会是很高雅，很多贵族的气氛，大家都穿着好看的礼服和tuxedo，

听着音乐，跳着慢舞……

算了，希望以后有人会陪我去ball吧！

放学后，我和Frog到Jun的家做assignment，可是Jun生病了，

我又不知道要做什么，结果上Facebook，写blog。

Jun 她非常的不舒服，希望她可以快快好起来！

今天是四月的第一天，也是我们考ASM的一天，

一大清早，整班同学都被Dr Chua整了，就只是为了让我们清醒一点。

其实我们都没有想过今天是愚人节，心里只是一直想着考试而已，

所以我差点就被他搞到火大，还好是愚人节，有点苦笑不得。

回Subang，就急着看着我们四个买的包包。

这是我的包包，好看吗？=)

其余三个，恕无能奉告。

还有我妹妹不知怎么了买了这个passport套给我。是很可爱啦……

这篇有点无聊哦？就先这样吧……

祝福大家！

P/S：给那些关心我事情的朋友们，不要再问我了，我怎么样都回说不是，也不会告诉任何人的。谢谢！

My Birthday Surprise

2011-03-21T12:46:00.008+08:00

After early celebration on 19th, on 20th we do our things.

Before I returned to Setapak, I was just wandering alone,

Msn, Facebook.. Then at around 4 something, I drove back to Setapak.

That time I actually feel a bit moody, because I dint receive any wishes from him.

That time, I knew one thing, we cant force anythings that is not belongs to you.

Even everyday you dream about it, you think about it,

cant means cant.

HOWEVER,

I got a surprise from my dearest house mates!!

I dint expect to celebrate my birthday..

Moreover, it's Sunday. I thought I will only receive wishes from friends.

I'm very happy ..

This DIY birthday card made by Soke Sien, Siew Hie and Siaw Wei.

Originally there is nothing at the front page, the "Happy Birthday" plat was then only added after we ate the birthday cake. It was placed above the birthday cake.

Besides, they also did a power point slide show with a birthday song.

I really surprised and also touching..

My birthday cake.. About 3 quarter ate by me.. *full~*

Then today, at 21:21 sharp, I received a present from 12 people.

It's a red huge watch, very nice. But I dont know if I wear it on my wrist it will look nice.

My room mate and I decided to go to the Masquerade Ball, Dada too..

I'm looking forward to the ball.. haha..

However, He's not coming.. T.T

Lastly, I really want to thanks to all my friends who wished me,

thanks to Him also although his wishes a bit bit late..

thanks to those who have done so hard to surprise me,

made my 21 birthday a meaningful and memorable day I ever have among these 21 years.

I'm really glad to know you all guys!!

Thank you so much! I Love You all!! Muacks!!

Early celebration

2011-03-19T22:43:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I slept very tight, from 11 something until 9 something this morning,

these days in order to prepare exam, everyday I almost slept only around 5 hours,

after exam I'm feel a bit boring, I dont know what to do,

lazy to study for the next paper, and these are what I did after I woke up:

Facebook, watch half epi drama, msn, eat lunch, then wander around,

roll myself on my bed.. haha.. Sounds like I'm very free hor..

Then later, around 5 something, we departed from our house and have our dinner outside,

we went to Tenji at Mont Kiara, japanese buffet to celebrate my sister and mine's birthdays.

My sister's birthday is 4 days after mine.

Mum got Tenji's voucher from one of her friends, so it also can be consider as free.

At first I thought that Mont Kiara is a big shopping complex,

when we reached there, I feel a bit surprise where that area is quite similar like Jaya One nearby the UTAR Foundation.

The restaurant is decorated very beautiful, the place is big,

but the food is just ok for me compare to Jogoya..

The dishes are limit, not many things can eat.

This is the look of the Tenji.

The outside view from inside .. My sister shot it..

Me~ deng deng..

Me and my dear sister..

My youngest sister is eating sushi.. She's enjoying..

She loves sushi very much, especially sushi-s with fish eggs..

Me and my youngest sister..

drinking coconut..

After finish eating buffet, we went for a walk.

This the night view of Mont Kiara.

According to mum's friend, at night there will be a lot of people come here.

Because here got a lot of launch bars, clubs, many people like to come here,

gather around, drinks..

Today is 19 March, recently I heard a lot of rumors that this day is the day where the moon is closest to the Earth pass in 18 years,

and the Earth may have some changes.

But seems like we all are safe, nothing change at all..

Hope everything will be fine as always..

Cleverness is not wisdom

2011-03-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

Hi!

Finally I've finished my 2 test papers, which I did them very bad.

Especially the Financial Economics I, maybe for William Sue is too easy,

"The questions are quite direct, theory's out, but no need to memories."

When he said this to us, I was kinda relieve at first,

me, and other 2 of my friends, were studying for the whole week in the campus,

we discuss, we try to solve the questions, we try to understand what the contents are talking about, we try to ... We Did A Lot.

And today after the test, it tells me that no matter how much I studied, you will always gg..

Kinda disappointed, but I guess everyone others also having the same feeling like me.

Another test is quite ok for me, just that I dont have enough time to finish the whole paper,

damn it that my mind gone off when I suddenly forgot one of the formula.

and ends up, I cant make it for the second page, although I'd finish the 2nd questions.

AM test 1 out this afternoon. Although I know that I'll get low marks for that paper,

but I realize that I've not ready to accept my low marks compare to the others.

Every time when I see results, that feeling always come to me.

I cant share with others, I dont think that others can understand.

Anyway, congratulations to all my friends!! Teach me ya~~

HIM! We chat a lot recently, in MSN though..

Still, I really hope that we can actually face to face with no feel embarrassment and chat from A to Z. This matter quite bothering me.. how how how??

Actually I'm kinda excited when UTAR Dance Club & Art Club cooperates to organize a Masquerad Ball on 18 of April.

I wanted to go with him. I asked a lot of my friends to join with me,

and most of them are refused to go. RM118 per person is an amount that really heavy for them. I think among the whole AS student, I'm the only one that looking forward to the ball.

HE said he was considering all along, but more the 50% I think he wont go.

I hope my roommate can make it. *Hor, dear.. *

"Cleverness is not wisdom" - Good answering skills or having good results does not means that good attitude or you are an ethical person.

This was quoted by our dearest Dr Chua yesterday,

who was so frustrated and upset with our attendance.

I dont know who is the stupid person who actually bring the MC in front of the lecturer, yet his attendance was signed in the attendance sheet.

and guess what? This is the 3rd cases..

and thanks to him, we all scolded by our dearest lecturer,

and students whose attendance are lower than 80% are not allowed to appeal for this paper anymore.

Very good..

I'm not blaming that person, just that we all should have this kind of common sense..

Before you hand up the MC, make sure your attendance is clear.

Recently, I'm kinda enjoying reading a traveler's blog.. Kennysia.com

How he actually travel around the world, what things that make him so surprise and interesting,

what was happened around him..

So, just drop by and have a look!

My BIG day is coming. I wonder if I will get any surprise? ;p

Him and Family

2011-03-14T22:04:00.001+08:00

Today I have my Adv Calculus Test 1.

This morning I took UTAR bus at 0715 and reach campus after 15 mins later,

The campus so quiet, only few students walking around the campus.

I walked straight to the study room, planning to do revision there,

until its time to exam, and most importantly, I MET HIM!!

I got a little excited, but I manage to hide my excitement.

After 2 days revisions, I try my best of the best to do the paper.

It was alright, just that I did a lot of careless mistake.

I got very frustrated when the lecturer announced the answer.

I became to hate myself.

Then, I MET HIM AGAIN!!

Well, he just sat alone there reading his notes. **Gambateh!!

I dont know why am I so different from the others,

maybe from the others point of view, my case is not worst of all.

But I got so annoying when sis called me and start to complain.

What mum did, what qeen did, what fei did, I really really upset.

I want to tell my story to somebody, and I really wish is HIM,

I dont feel to go home this week. All these things make me feel that my home is not a home,

I dont want when I go back I have to face all those things.

Yup, I'm escaping from there.

Random

2011-03-07T16:24:00.003+08:00

If you see my previous post, you know what am I bothering about..

Now both of us never talk to each other, its already more than 5 days,

well, I dont know what he think, and I'm being so coward to face him now.

I really hope that our friendship will not be degraded..

Last weekends when I was at home, surprisingly I never talk to any one at home except the maid...

I just sat quietly in the study room, watch my drama, read my FE,

I feel that I am happier when I stay in Setapak than at home..

Today, we went to hear a talk about the Actuary Career, Ms Sophia Ch'ng,

her info is very useful, and quite scaring too..

the way she describe how the insurance company runs their duties,

what kind of knowledge should know if we decided to go for this career,

what kind of personalities and characteristic we must have to be a succeed actuarist,

what kind of skills that we must have,

and the most important thing is, we will have to struggle for about 5 years to adapt the actuary environment.

anyway, the most important thing is I must pass my degree course first...

Haha, tomorrow I'm going to Matta Fair!!

My sister and I plan to go to Taiwan in this coming May sem break..

Cant wait forward to it!! ^o^

喜欢的困扰

2011-02-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

这几天我才发现，当我发现我对某某人有好感，

我会去逃避他，因为每次看到他的时候觉得好尴尬，

我不知道要怎么去面对他，

只有打招呼的时候我们才会轻轻的说一声：“Hi!”，

放学了，就说一声：“Bye!”, 只有这样而已。

所以每次这样以后，我们的关系也越来越疏远了，

我也知道这样会让他以为我怎么了，不和他讲话，

对他不友善，还是什么的，

但是我就是这样的一个人，我无法面对我喜欢的人，

只有MSN才可以自由自在地，开心地说话，

也只有这个时候，我们两个之间的关系才是近的。

怎样才会不会发生这样的状况？

我要去旅行……

2011-02-23T22:27:00.003+08:00

最近在看一部台湾剧，里面播出的海边超级的漂亮，

让我有想要去旅行的念头，

我想一个人去旅行，

没有人陪伴，自由自在的看另一个世界是什么样子，

想知道那边的环境，了解他们的文化，

也想熟悉他们的生活。

最近的我去找台湾景点的资料，

更让我想冲动地飞到台湾去。

垦丁、台北、日月潭…… 真的很好奇，

但比起好奇，我更想去那里玩乐，放松自己。

最近的我好闷，不知道要做什么，

最不想做的就是读书，真的很烦恼，

在家里也不知道要做什么，

只是上网，看电视剧。

我的生活真的很苦闷，旅行是我唯一最想做的事。

去看不一样的东西，玩我没有玩过的东西，

走我没有去过的地方，看我没有看过的风景，

吃我没有吃过的美食，去体验我没有过的生活。

除了旅行，最近的我也参加了课外活动-游泳。

这个星期周末是我的最后两课了，

我想去射击，虽然我以前在国民服务握过长枪，

可是，我好想试一试短枪，是什么样的感觉。

射击的时候声音大声吗？

这些念头应该不算贪恋吧？

过了二十几年了，想做一些特别的事情，

想尽情地享受着年轻疯狂的时间。

2011 !!!

2011-01-13T14:04:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year 2011 is around the corner!! Everyone is so excited about it,

all of them are preparing to celebrate the cny...

Currently, I'm already a Year 2 Sem 3 Bachelor of Science Actuarial Science UTAR student.

The time flies so fast, and I am still not ready to face the world outside.

I'll go for my internship program at the end of this year.

A lot of my friends had their intern last semester, means last Oct 2010.

Most of them really enjoy their internship life,

how their colleagues treat them, how they supervise them...

I really hope that my future intern program will be as fun as theirs.

So, last year, there's really a lot of things happened.

and of course mostly, are not good.

my family broke up, my studies not going well, our financial problem grows up..

my dad went to the Australia to study further ..

really really miss him so much! He came back to M'sia last Christmas 2010,

and back to Aus at 1st of Jan 2011.

As for me, I not really remember what was happened,

but of course some are still in my mind,

I talked to a friend where we do not keep in touch after the first year of U,

I make some new friends, and I'm kind of crush to one of them..

however I know that my luck in this kind of relationship is always 0,

so I keep it in my heart.

my studies not good, my CGPA drop until below 3.00 ,

and I slowly realize that, this course might not suitable to me,

I know it's too late, so I decided to try my best, stop watching drama during school day,

try to work hard to increase my CGPA.

Recently I sat for one of the professional actuarial science paper - Exam P/1,

and unfortunately fail to pass... That day, my friends (3 girls 3 boys) attend for the exam,

the 3 boys all pass the paper.. Congratz to them..=)

Mm, I dont know what to say dy,

I think I'm not going to enjoy my CNY,

my sister received an email from NUS,

they asked her to sat for an entrance examination on 7 & 8 of Feb...

haiz... No mood now...

Hope HE will see it and comfort me..

I wish u enough..

2010-08-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

This is a forward email from my dad, I received it this afternoon...

I wish you enough!

Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.

Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.'

The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.'

They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry... I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'

'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'.

'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said.

'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' May I ask what that means?'

He began to smile. 'That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone...' He paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and he smiled even more. 'When we said, 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.' Then turning toward me, he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger....

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

He then began to cry and walked away..

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them; but then an entire life to forget them.

*Only if you wish send this to the people you will never forget and remember to send it back to the person who sent it to you. If you don't send it to anyone it may mean that you are in such a hurry that you have forgotten your friends.

TAKE TIME TO LIVE....

To all my friends and loved ones,
I WISH YOU ENOUGH.

Lastly, wish all the best for those will sit for few tests next week!! ^^

Crazy Week

2010-08-15T13:24:00.005+08:00

This week I was nearly gone crazy!!

3 tests, 2 assignments have to hand up, where we did it last minutes,

and the worst is I dont even know what am I writing in the assignment.

I do not have any confident to get high marks for both assignment..

Monday -

I was so tired as I slept at nearly 1 o'clock something..

and woke up at around 5 something,

the Macro assignment finally done and we passed up it during lecture class..

I really really feel so worry about this assignment,

the next day I'll be sitting for Public Speaking (PB) mid-term test,

and I haven start revising.. God damn there's a lot a lot of things need to read,

need to memorize, although some of the things I'd learned during my foundation year,

but it's 2 years ago, and I almost forgotten what all about...

so I studied till around 1 am then I went fall asleep..

Tuesday -

The day where I hate the most, and it's also the most boring day in this semester..

PB lecture and tutorials and Math Stats lecture..

We all sat for the PB mid-term test, and I think that I fail to score it...

It's kinda simple actually, but some of them I did careless mistakes,

it's over, cant do anything, then during tutorials,

that annoyed tutors tell us our course works marks..

Out of 60 I just got 35.. T.T This time I dunno is my fault or is the tutor strict..

One of my gang got 42.5 out of 60.. so envy of her..

But I have to admit that some of the presentation I know I din do well,

I was so unlucky to get hard topic for my impromptu speech..

guess what's that? "Human Rights"...

This kind of topic, for those whom English very poor like ME,

is unable to elaborate the points and will not speak well without any preparations..

So I think impromptu speech is the part where pull my marks down to the end..

Wednesday -

Craziest day I ever had.. We haven done our Risk Management (RiskM) assign,

I skipped one of the tutor at that morning just to do the assignment,

and yet too many things need to consider..

the worst is, I haven prepared for my next day test, which is Math Stat test 2,

I fail the first test, just got 6 out of 30.. haha...^^|||

that day our internet line also bad like hell.. I have to go to CC just to the assignment

to my friends.. But that day I'm kinda happy, cos one of my friend and I chat in msn,

we were talking about why our friendship is getting 'further'..

We almost did not talk to each other since last few semester..

However, that day I finally voice out my doubt... hehe..

We are kind close again, since we know what's the problems to us.. yeah~

then I din sleep that night to revise my Math Stats test 2..

So tired ~~

Thursday -

My panda eye.. We submitted our RiskM assignment,

then later we sit for the test 2, still, the sufficient statistic killed all of us..

I dont know how to do most of the questions.. I was freaking out...

but then what to do, dunno how to do means dunno..

although we did glanced through the paper beside each of us.. hehe..

then we all start to revising our FSA ...

At night I went to Jun's house to study...Thanks to Jun,

I finally know the EPS calculations...

but by the time I started my car engine to go back,

my car lamp cant switch on again!! I think this is the third time I faced this problems..

And that day was one of my house mates' birthday = Siaw Wei!!

So we actually celebrated her birthday yesterday mid-night at 12am punctual..

So, wish her all the best, and...

**dun la show black face everytime, scared all of us neh~~ ><**

Friday -

I din know that risk management class had cancelled,

I reached school only know.. so went to study room study fsa..

then after loss model class I went cut hair..

hhe.. kinda satisfied my hair cut.. although nothing diff from the previous ..

but I really like it...

Ohya, I also want to thank to Tham Tham for some information he provides to me and some of my friends.. hehe...

Then another sleepless night, and my panda eye is getting darker,

some of my friend asked me whether I din sleep for few days..

I was like : OMG.. is that obvious?! @@

What to do? haven revise finish, dun dare to sleep earlier ah..

So yesterday,

Retest FSA.. really have to thank Tham Tham, his info is very useful...

and Jun also... if not because both of them,

I think I will not be able to do most of the questions..

mm.. I think that's all..

next week will be another crazy week, but is better than this week la...

2 presentations and 1 test.. ==

CHAO!!

双鱼座 PISCES

2010-08-13T17:47:00.003+08:00

双鱼座

双鱼座(PISCES)2月19日～3月20日 |男性|女性|

多愁敏感，爱作梦、幻想的星座。天生多情，使他们常为情字挣扎，
情绪的波动起伏也跟脱不了关系；但他们生性柔弱，很喜欢奉献，也不会随意伤人。

守护星：海王星(象徵著高超的幻想力)
守护神：希腊－波西顿
幸运石 : 血石
幸运数字 : 5,8
幸运日 : 礼拜五
幸运地点 : 海边或近水的城市
幸运色 : 各种色度的薄荷色

双鱼座的性格特色

双鱼座是古老轮回的结束，这种古老轮回後的灵魂，是一种透澈。也许正因如此，
他们总深陷在灵和欲之间，退缩在一种自创的梦幻之境里。他们爱作梦，也无时不在幻想，
也常将这种情结搬到现实环境中，而显得有些不切实际，但他们是善良的，
有绝对舍己助人的牺牲奉献精神；他们是敏感、仁慈、和善、宽厚、与世无争、
温柔、多愁善感的纯情主义者，也是十二星座中最“多情”的一个。
双鱼是个古老复杂的星座，包含了太多的情绪，所以在情绪方面起伏非常的大，
矛盾、敏锐的感性、知性、诗情和纤细的触觉，种种冲击之下便产生了无与伦比的
艺术天才。例如在我们所研究的古典音乐大之中，双鱼座便是十二星座中最多的。
也许，这也是他们另一种沈醉的表现。
总之这是一个充满神性、魔性、理解力，观察力强却又忧柔寡断、缺乏自信、
神经质的（如果是女人则更是泪水做成的，女人中的女人）、自制力不强、
又善变的像谜一般的星座。
双鱼座的星座象徵，正是两只鱼各往相反的方向游，一只向上，一只向下；
没有什　比这幅画面，更能正确形容双鱼座的复杂性格了。

小秘密

鱼儿会把结婚想得太美好,在憧憬下结婚，不过温驯的双鱼座，也有冷酷的一面。

双鱼座的魅力

他浪漫和迷糊个性,有著一股挡不住的魅力,丰富的想像力和同情心,略带羞怯、
隐藏、神秘的特质,教人不爱他都不可能的。

双鱼座的理想情人

你是天真纯朴、为对方牺牲的人。你是纵使被骗, 仍会为对方牺牲自己的
“有牺牲自我精神”者, 所以诚实且忠心是做你恋人的第一条件, 花心巧言
令色的人要敬而远之，且对方要有包容力,才能容忍动不懂就发脾气的你,
最好是能让你撒娇的人。

你的理想对象是有包容力的人

与双鱼座恋爱要诀

感受性敏锐, 才能丰富, 是富有创造性的艺术人才, 为人仁慈, 怜悯殷勤,
就因此柔情易为感情所动, 对於诱惑几乎未有抗拒的能力. 要以你的才华循循善诱
加以鼓励节制乃为上策.

双鱼座的财运

金钱方面容易受骗..且经济观念淡薄..易造成挥霍习惯..也因此常受金钱的痛苦!!

双鱼座与其它星座之互动关系

最欣赏的星座－巨蟹座
最信任的星座－双子座
最佳学习对象－处女座
最佳工作搭档－白羊座
最容易被影响星座－射手座
最易掌握的星座－白羊座、双子座、天秤座、摩羯座
最需注意的星座－金牛座、狮子座、射手座、水瓶座
100%协调星座－巨蟹座、天蝎座
90%协调星座－金牛座、摩羯座
80%协调星座－双鱼座
同类型(水象)星座－双鱼座、巨蟹座、天蝎座
对立星座－处女座

双鱼座的1999

经过去年一整年的力求表现，今年的你应该保持稳定、自重，太过招摇容易遭人忌，
何况到了下半年你又会遭受一次变动，所以稳住“EQ”变得异常重要。

男性：他的性格、情感和爱情生活

　　神秘，有些不可思议，人们无法知道他在想什么或希望什么。象在生辰天宫图中
受海王星影响较强的人一样，这一星座的人有点乌托邦的思想倾向。生活上也经常
得过且过。在困难或矛盾面前他不喜欢让步，总渴望有奇迹般的解决办法，
而当需要他做出决择时，他又常常束手无策。

　　在爱情方面，如果对方不主动向他倾述衷情的话，他从不考虑去付之行动。
他需要一个能指导他言行的精明强干的生活伴侣。由于在恋爱问题上缺乏主动性，
任人选择和追求，容易促成并不随他心愿的结合。

　　他不能忍受孤独，本能地受到团体的吸引和影响。周围的一切都会在他的思想中
打上烙印，有时是很深的。他的思想有时会飞到虚无缥缈的世界中，有时也会陶醉在
音乐、绘画、诗歌和幻想的美好意境中。

　　他很有可能成为男性中品德高尚的楷模，也可能成为不专一的、迷恋桃色的或
不可思议的人。这将取决于他所接触的环境及所受的教育和影响。

　　双鱼座的男性一般都缺乏实际感，比较爱挥霍。对处于困境中的朋友有强烈的
同情心，会毫不犹豫地慷慨解囊，真诚相助。

　　生辰星位在室女座的女性是个严谨而能干的好主妇，她能扶佐他的事业，照管好
他的财产，主动地承担家庭的责任。

　　他与温情的巨蟹座女性或乐于欢娱的天蝎座的女性也会相处融洽。

女性：她的性格、情感和爱情生活

　　性情温柔，易于相处，她的身上有一种令人难以抵御的奇异的魅力。这是一个浪漫
而富于幻想的人，对生活充满热望，但缺乏应变的能力，因此，她十分需要有人保护。
她喜欢别人把一切都替她安排就序。这一星座的女性多半象天真可爱的孩子，希望自己
是丈夫的掌上明珠。

　　在激动人心的大事面前，或令人沮丧的情况下，她的情绪变化并不很激烈，相反，
会趋于平稳和冷静。她的性格比较脆弱，有些反复无常。别人很容易用感情融化她，
使其听凭别人的支配。她需要学会说“不”字，这是她最好的自卫方法，然而，
这对她又是何其难也！

　　她的一生是充满想象和富有强烈精神追求色彩的一生。内心中经常映现出五彩缤纷
的幻想。她钟情的人也许与她想象中的偶像截然不同，但她还是会热情、真诚地投入
他的怀抱。她忠于爱情、并愿意为爱情而献身。她的爱情生活充满神秘色彩，或者全然
听天由命，或者追求柏拉图式的意境。

　　双鱼座女性的兴趣面比较集中。物质或钱对她吸引力不大，甚至对其缺乏必要的概念。
有管理家政和经济方面，她需要有人协助。

　　生辰星位在室女座的男性真诚而审慎，能够理解她、支持她、尊重她。

　　巨蟹座的男性在性格上与她有许多共同之处，他们彼此心照不宣、自然、和谐。

　　天蝎座的男性对她会产生好感，并会用富有激情的爱打动她的心，而她也喜欢
他的男性气质和力量。

双鱼座不适合在现实及竞争的社会中打滚，因为不会拒绝人的个性与温柔的他，别人
会因他特有的本质而利用，他往往被人利用还在替他数纱票，在如今现实的社会上，
双鱼座如要在事业上成功，最好多少抱持一点防人之心不可无的心态才不会亏,具有
优越的美感创造力,因此想要事业成，选择从事属于艺术工作，同时双鱼座一生的运势
与成功，决定在朋友的关键很大，因此择友方面一定要小心慎重。

星座：双鱼座

出生日：2/20-3/21

诞生石：海蓝宝石

诞生花：水百合黄水仙

诞生树：柳树

适合颜色：淡绿青绿

幸运金属：白金

幸运数字：2、6

象徵符号：两条相聚在一起的

象型：水象

适合送的花：香水百合

建议送他的礼物：印象派油书、艺术品、羊毛帽、手套、围巾

建议送她的礼物：银制烛台、餐具、相框、小背包、毛线帽、围巾

掌管星宫：第十二宫，主管潜意识、梦想和秘密敌人

性格元素：阴性水象（适应力强）

成功条件：菩萨心肠、敏感无私、有想象力与艺术天分恶评：意志薄弱、不切实际、
优柔寡断、模棱两可

成就动力：有助于升华个人想法经验与感情的投入

相关职业：演艺业、艺术创作、医疗保健、社工人员、文字工作者、航行家、宗教传播、
时装服饰业

名人：萧邦、罗西尼、雨果、郎法罗、米开郎基罗、雷诺瓦、达利、爱因斯坦、
伊莉莎白泰勒、乔治华盛顿

Bad Luck...

2010-08-06T22:28:00.003+08:00

SO, this week actually suppose to be a quite relax week,

as there's no test..

But we all are busy with our assignments!!

Last minute do assignment definitely not a good idea..

and I also suffering, and struggling for this whole week..

The first day of the week I met an accident..

I was so tired, and I bang the car in front of me..

Fortunately the damage wasn't serious, I only have to pay RM 150..

However, because of that accident, I having bad mood for the whole day,

plus bad results released at the same day..

I've got 2 bad results during this week...

I was planning to study during this week,

but the assignments made me crazy!!

Especially Macro assignment, I dunno what am I writing,

what am I reading, I dunno how I should start..

Kinda struggling now...

Going to be mad because of these stupid assignment..

also start worry already..

I DESPERATELY NEED SOMEBODY HELP ME OUT OF HERE!!!!

Be the helper of Maths Competition + Watch TWO movies in one day!!!

2010-08-01T00:30:00.007+08:00

Ok, so basically today I was at outside for whole day,

from 6 am till just now 12 am midnight..

What a day!! Actually now I'm really tired,

my waist pain till like hell again..

But I cant wait to share my whole day with u guys..

So this morning around 6 something a.m. ,

I reached campus, I was invited to be the helper of Maths Competition which was held today,

we all helpers are required to wear in formal,

and I as usual, besides wearing formal, and of course wore high heels,

and it was really really tiring, as I wore to walk, and stand for about one and a half hours.

My role was being a registrar of the competitors,

although I'm in charge of the new comers, but it's quite busy,

as a lot of new participants last minutes decided to join the competitions,

the competitors were included three Arabian students (if I'm not mistaken),

and also 12 students from one of the local uni (I dun remember what's the U ).

Then, I also was one of the invigilators for Category C,

which is the group competitors.

For me it's kinda new and fresh experience to be a invigilator,

as finally I know how does it feel to invigilate the competitors.. hehe..

I was expected to be alone for whole morning, as there was nobody that I know among the helpers,

but then luckily, I met a new friend,

I was so happy, at last I'm not alone for the whole event...

These are the photos that I took at the maths exhibition...

hehe... there's another two: put +, -, x, /, (), [], {} in the blank...

1 2 3 = 1

1 2 3 4 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 6 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 = 1

3 3 3 3 3 = 0

3 3 3 3 3 = 1

3 3 3 3 3 = 2

3 3 3 3 3 = 3

3 3 3 3 3 = 4

3 3 3 3 3 = 5

hehe... why dont u all have a try on these questions?

Then I went to Klang fetched my sis,

straight away headed Summit USJ to watch two movies:

Twillight Eclipse and The Sorcerer's Apprentice ..

and the conclusion, The Sorcerer's Apprentice is really amazing!!

As for the Eclipse, just normal as I'd expected..

the second movie ended at around 11 something pm,

that's why we reached home very late..

Ok, I really damn tired .. See ya!!

Have a nice day.. ^^

That feeling came to me again...

2010-07-30T16:26:00.004+08:00

I really really need somebody to tell what's going with me?
No matter how much effort I put in, the results are always dissappointing..
Every time I got the low results for any subject,
the feeling of embarassment will make me dun wan to face those high score students,
the feeling of dissappointed will make me down,
the feeling of upsets will make me feel that all my effort will not come out in good results,
I dont know what to do..

I had this kind of feeling quite often recently.
Since last few sem, I dont know what going on..
I know what I've studied, but when the question paper is in front of me,
I dun know even what the question is asking..
Before that I dun face any this king of problems in my study,
but nowadays, I'm just like those who taught 100 times but still dun understand,
I'm just like those who dun even bother about the studies,
I'm just like those who dun wan past in the exam and let them be..

I really feel embarassing when face my friends,
as I am not who I am before..
I'm now face a lot of problems in my study,
I dont know who I'm going to ask..
I believe that even I asked lecturers or tutors, I'm sure that I still dun understand.
and even I understand at that moment, at the next moment, I will totally forgotten what they told me few seconds ago..

I've told my problems to one of my friend, despite she said I'll do better next time,
but still I cant manage to reach my target..
Although I've told myself so many times that,
I must do better next time..
I wanted to win or beat those who beat me this time,
I wanted to be proud in front of my friends and especially the most important is SHE...
But, I think I'm fated to be a failure in my university's life,
my dream to continue my study in overseas broken..

OMG!! Maths was the subjects that I'm proud of..
and now I started wondering if I've made the wrong choice at the beginning..
Should I just give up?
I've already tired of feeling embarassing and do not dare to face my friends..
as I'm once the one they asked a lot..
I really really dun know what to do...

Does anybody can tell me, what should I do?

老师overuse权利

2010-07-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

最近我们一直被老师们骂，我觉得这不是骂，这应该叫做针对……

我们这个学期有个科叫FSA，我不知我们哪里得罪了她，

但是我很肯定的是，她一定要这个机会来说我们，

我不知道我们去上课是为了被她骂，看我们不顺眼，没事就骂一下才爽，

还是她自己最近心情超级不好的，所以找我们来出气。

我要说的是，我们不是出气筒，

而且，不是骂了我们，我们就会被激去读书，拿好的成绩给她看，

我们不是木头人，我们有感情的，难道她就不能用别的方式来教我们吗？

我不是要说她的坏话，但有时候她自己也没有发现自己也有问题，

可以一动也不动的站在礼堂前面，手上拿着等于没拿的麦克风，

然后接下来就是只有嘴巴在动…… ==

我真的觉得她不可思议，更^*&(*&&^*的是，

我们因为写错或是没有写她的姓氏在assignment，

她可以大约用了十五分钟骂我们。

我知道念错或是写错人家的姓其实是件没有礼貌的事，

但是没有到要penalize我们的地步吧……

为什么因为姓氏就要影响到我们的分数呢？

她真的真的超级奇怪咯！

我想补充一下，我真的不想讲她的坏话，

我只是不明白，她为什么做一个老师要做成这样？

心情不好也要有个限制吧，不是找人骂一骂下就会舒服，

就不会想一下被骂的人哦？

各位，如果我有伤到哪位的心，觉得我不应该这样说这位你最敬爱的老师，

我很抱歉，敬请原谅，还有，请不要传出去，

要骂心里骂就好，或者找我来骂，不要到处宣传，谢谢合作！

说些开心事吧！前两天是我爸的生日，

虽然不能跟他庆祝，但我深深地祝福他……

生日快乐！

祝他长命百岁，学业进步，工作顺利！

miss daddy..

2010-07-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

这世界上为什么要有这个懒字？

最近的我非常的懒，懒的出门，懒的读书，懒得做assignment，

懒得走，懒得站，懒得起来，什么都懒……

上个Sem，成绩出炉后，心情不是说很好，我退步了！！！

我觉得我不够好，而且我不知道我是怎么了，

读了是读了，但还是不知道为什么考得还是不好，

我看着问题，问题看着我，互相望了很久，结果我还是投降……

现在的我在另一个学期中，就因为这“懒”字，

把我在一开始的几个星期白白的浪费了，

我可以面对着我的电脑好几个小时-- Facebook，追连续剧，

所以现在的我已经有一个摩托的小轮胎在我的腰上（肚腩！！）T.T

我刚刚才发现很多人都有看我的部落格，想借此谢谢各位都有看的人，

其实这里我并没有常常来update，

现在的我，就是因为“懒”，所以才比较少去看看我的部落格。

Dad's now is going well in Australia, recently seldom skype with him,

dunno why, nowadays kinda miss him, and just now,

I jus realised that my cousin, Pei went vacation at Australia,

and she met my dad there! haha..

Dad started his part time job in a restaurant, his course also just started,

he'll be studying 4 days a week, and work twice a week.

I really hope that he will keep it up, and learn a lot of yummy's cake,

then cook for us when he come back.. haha...

I really want to go to Australia very much!!!

Things that happened since Jan 2010

2010-04-24T23:26:00.005+08:00

Since January I posted, I never touch my blog again till now...

B'cos of my laziness, and also the line at my condo here is really bad,

P/S to everyone: before apply P1 WiMax, please be make sure that your area can get the line,

if not you will easily get into bad mood just because of this stupid line, like us!!

So, my blog is alive again! And I may update my blog quite often after final...

That's right, our final exam is around the corner, in 2 weeks time...

actually quite rush, cos really a lot of things need to revise back,

memories all those formulas, formats and so on...

My dad now is staying with my third aunt in Melbourne, Australia.

For him is no choice, becos of my mum...

Ever since last year, my family's problems getting worst till they divorced,

my dad really really dont want this to be happened, but they still end up in this bad situation.

All because of my mum... I dont know why she's so stubborn..

The reasons all she gave me are nonsense! And my dad has to sacrifice himself to divorce with her...

Wth, and since then me and mum's relationship become poor,

I never talk to her, I seldom go home, I rather stay at KL,

I just feel very annoyed to see her...

My dad decided to take a degree course there, and apply student visa so that he can work there...

I really feel sympathize of him, he's already old and yet he still need to study and find work..

Everytime when mum mention him, she always complaint he did nothing for the family..

I really wondering how can she say dad like this?

Who's the one cares the patients more than the family?

Who's the one always hang out with friends and came home late?

Who's the one dont even care the children's studies, and dont even know my results since foundation till now?

She just complaint how she works just for the family...

How many times I've argue with her and she just dont wan to listen to me..

I really get fed up, I dont know how to communicate with her..

I really miss my dad so much...

Recently damn lots of tests came to us and we finally got to breathe one week ago..

However when the results came out, I really shocked with my result..

I got it very bad!! I fail some of the papers, and I really hate myself,

no matter how I study hard I still cant did the paper well,

I really worry the final exam..

And because of these, I felt very embarrassing when I faced my friends,

I dont know how to speak to them, I dont know how to communicate normally with them,

I really feel embarrassing..

I taught them, and I myself get worser result than them..

So recently I'm quite emo.. Although I feel really really sorry to them,

but I just need some times to recover..

REALLY REALLY SORRY... PLEASE FORGIVE ME..

Then, just few days ago, I met the CHEAPEST person I've ever seen,

I dont know why he want to live in such cheap life..

He is so selfish, always think how to get benefits from other ppl..

He never feel guilty in his entire life, I really wonder why his friends still can interact with him,

But then I found out that, his friends also kind of weird ppl... haha...

I never feel so mad to a person in my whole life except him,

I really really hope that he will not appear in front of me,

if not I dont really think that I can control myself from scolding him... @#$!#$%...

that's all for now I think.. I'll be back after the final over..

This is recent me..

Doctor said my brazers can take out at the end of this year,

when I heard this news I was really shocked,

because I always thought that I will be wearing this brazers till I graduate...

That's what I heard when the doctor help me put the brazers up on my teeth..

This is my messy tables, now I'm revising calculus,

which I fail it's test paper few days ago.. T_T

我不想要这样

2010-01-30T21:42:00.003+08:00

本来，搬家是件好事，应该很开心的，因为可以到新的环境生活，

但是，为什么这么烦恼？为什么这么不开心？

还不是为了家人的事情，搬家后，他要到哪里去？

需不需要做到那么绝啊？

以为自己是最有道理的，更是离谱到底……

新年也快到了，但是我根本就没有要过新年的气氛，

家里的气氛有一段日子是死沉了，

屋子还没好，现在突然间说要开始搬大样的东西过去了，

心理也一瞬间沉了下来，

他，听到过后，脸就开始拉了下来……

没想到那么快……

我不想要这样……

看着他自己伤心还是帮忙收拾东西，

真的真的很心痛……

After 2 months "died" ... ==

2009-11-26T08:22:00.005+08:00

ok, so long din update my blog already, this week is the 6th week of the short trisemester..

YUP! I'm now is at Year 1 Sem 2, and we just study for 7 weeks nia... hehe...

anyway, after the last exam Sem 1, I've got my result which is just only 3.00 for my CGPA...

That time I'm not satisfied my result lo, 6 subjects I only got 1 A-,

and others are B's... haiz....

But still, I know some of my course mates got 4 flats, one word to describe them... genius....~

last time, during the sem break, we TD1 foundation had a gathering at One U...

I remembered I leaded the driver the wrong way to One U,

most unbelievable is we can ever drove to Puchong!!

Luckily, I called Sushi, and her mom was so kind and help us to go to the correct way,

and you know what? we crossed 4 tolls... =.=

of couse I paid la, but not all la... that time was so sorry to Joe.... T.T

That gathering was really great, we were expected to eat buffet till really late,

but most of them got full already, so later we went to play bowling...

My skills getting worst, I got the almost the lowest marks among my friends...

But we had a great day...^^

After the 3 weeks sem breaks, we started our Sem 2 on 19 Oct...

My 3 female housemates, all Chemical Engineering, are given 3 months holiday,

means I will never see them for 3 months, 2 of them are from Sarawak,

another 1, which is Sushi, she apply for 2 LAN subjects,

and she just study for 3 days per week.

This sem I just took 4 subjects, only one counts the CGPA, which is sociology,

others are counted in grades...

During the schooling days, I feel very boring lo..

for the 1st, 2nd weeks, most of the time I just watching dramas.

Teambuilding and Leaderships Skills, this subject was really fun,

we just finished our class on Week 5, and we all really enjoyed it...

Thanks to Mr Derik and Ms Felicia.... ^^

Pengajian Malaysia and Sociology, this 2 subjects are the most boring subjects lo,

during the lectures most of us just talking and chit-chat lo...

We went the nasional library often also because of this 2 subjects' assignments,

So sorry to frog cos most of the pengajian malaysia assign she did,

and I really contribute a bit nia...

And for the sociology, my group last minutes only do.... hehe...

My group, Group 3... (That day I was late, but luckily the lecturer din say anything...)

Whole Family...

Then we had our half-merdeka for the following weeks...

We watched 2012, New Moon, and Ninja Assassin, these movies quite nice lo,

but I still preferred 2012, and also Ninja Assassin, New Moon ok ok nia lo,

a bit boring, but I still looking forward the next episode...

Some more we went to the book fair at Mines Wonderland buy books,

me, frog, and sushi each of us bought 2 books, but dada din buy anyone,

she just accompanied us go there, some more she never went there before...

I bought two Chinese books, which are...

1) 《流浪的终点》which written by a taiwan author Hiyawu - 藤井树，

2) 《血色童话》which is about the vampire stories.

I actually bought 2) book because I know my sister likes to read this kind of book,

although it's quite expensive.

On 29 Nov, I went to pyramid with my 2 secondary friends, Dhanu and Bee Shan,

Yesterday was Bee Shan's birthday, so we decided to celebrate her birthday at pyramid.

We took our "big head photos", it's already quite some times I never take this kind of pic,

and surprisingly, I saw my foundation friends there, she was with her friends too...

Thats all for today la... I'll try to post some photos later... =)

exam and annoyed

2009-09-13T22:03:00.009+08:00

So, yesterday I just sat my first paper of final exam, which is Calculus exam...

and the questions all are sucks!! What the hell are the lecturers thinking?

Want us to suffer or want us to repeat?

I tot the questions will come out just like the way how they set the past years,

but, unexpectedly, the questions are seems like too general.

Although I can answer the questions, but i dont have confident to score it,

because I think the marking sceme they set will also unexpected wan la...

Anyway, it's over, the next paper will be the Programming paper,

have to face the code again... =.=

BTW, after we finish our calculus exam,

me and my other 3 crazy housemates decided to eat Pizza.

The UTAR bus uncle dropped us beside the Pizze Hut.

What make us decide to go there and eat?

Of course absolutely not celebrate the exam,

my housemates 'poured' their complaints at me once they saw me when I reached the UTAR bus, very hard la, going to fail la....

It's just because Sushi wanted to eat at there and the others 2 agreed as they took it as an aid to release their exam stress...

And I dint think too much, I just follow them lo...

(hello... doesn't means that I'm ok with exam k...)

Inside the Pizza Hut was so quiet... Seldom ppl went there eat pizza,

But then I found out that, the whole Pizza Hut,

only 4 of us were the loudest, doesn't matter, we used to it le.... =p

We ordered 4 persons package de,

with 2 small pizzas, one big jug of coke, 4 slices of breads and 4 cup of mushroom soups.

The flavour of the pizzas we ordered are Thai Seafood and the Supreme Island (tuna),

very delicious (as my dad always ordered vegeterian pizza... =.=)

Siew Hie jie taught us eat the breads and the pizzas with cheese,

and we crapped a lot.

Me and Siaw Wei =p

Siew Hie jie and Sushi...

After that we went back home, but instead of start our revision,

we watch movies... walao... I was wondering why am I not worry at all?

But later on I did studied some of it and I went to bed.

This morning, 4 of us went to pasar pagi have our breakfast.

and then after I came back, I have no mood at all,

cos my sister called me and something terrible thing is going to happen in my house.

I dunno what to do, and please dun ask me, it's my private things.

I hope it wont really happen, but seems like it's really hard to avoid it.

Now I tried to study and concentrate, but then it will distract me,

I really dunno what to do....

Oh my goodness..... what am I going to do.... T_T

The most horrible movie I ever had

2009-09-05T21:17:00.004+08:00

Actually yesterday is the last day of my degree course year 1 sem 1,
but then today we have to attend Programming lecture class for replacement,
so we have to consider that today is the last day.
Then, dailou they all decided to watch movie The Final Destination after the class,
at first I didn't think that I want to go, cause last time when I watch movie with my mum,
I saw the trailer of the movie, it was quite scary and horrible,
but then at last I persuaded myself to go with them,
cause I wanted to watch movie with them,
so sorry to Wei Hao because he let his ticket to me,
although he himself didn't really want to go, but then still sorry to him.

At first only got 6 persons going de, then 2 people joined with us,
luckily still got places, if not both of them going to be alone while we are watching movie.
Our class ended early today, around 11.30 am,
then we played 大D till around 12 something, then we tumpang dailou's car headed to leisure mall, which is nearby long ge's house,
haha... at last I know where is his house already,
and my first impression to longge's house is -- a lot of clothes, ^o^...

We stopped at McD to have our lunch there,
then we hang out at the comic shop, and also at popular book store while waiting Tracy they all come ,
quite sien lo, cause nothing to do ma, and i'm the only girl that time,
then we went to Speedy and saw there got sell keychain.
While we were finding the keychain to dailou and yeewen, tracy they all appeared.

Me, tracy and sushi went to see some clothes at Voir shop,
and accidently saw Gary held his mini concert there,
it was quite pity cause the amount of his fans of being attended his concert was small,
but then some of his songs quite nice de...
then we headed to cinema and get ready to watch the movie.

I was nervous at the beginning,
luckily I brought my jacket, cause the movie was really really scary,
and it was horrible and disgusting,
the way they displayed out how the people died in the accident,
wow... I screamed all the time and mostly I closed my eyes,
I cant stand it, long ge even geng, he didn't even open his eyes for 2 hours plus,
haha.. I told him to not watch that movie de la, he dont want listen to me...
but then tracy, shen joe, kc, jack seems like enjoyed watch the movie,
others including me were freaked out...

After watching movie, we saw the J family (Tracy mentioned this in her blog, if I'm not mistaken la), they also watch the same movie like us,
the whole geng wear caps, haha... Its like their traditions already...
Then we thought we want to have our dinner de, but then we cant actually decide where to eat, so we decided go back home only eat lo...
Shen joe fetched me, sushi, jack and kc home, thanks ya shen joe!
He drove safely compared to his cousin, wei hao lo... haha...

Sushi and I have our dinner at KFC,
we ordered chicken rice and it was quite delicious, haha...
a lot of malays having their dinner there,
and this month is puasa month, so that time got a lot of people came having their dinner lo,
some of them came early and buy, then waited the time comes to start their dinner...
geng leh...

Next saturday is my first day of my final exam --- Introductory Calculus exam,
Need to start stude le, if not I will be died in the examination hall...
But still, I'm looking forward the movie Avatar and 2012, at 17 December, hehe...
=)

P/S:
Mum's birthday is on Monday, but I dint go back home ler, want study,
so here I wish her ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!
SORRY CANT CELEBRATE UR BIRTHDAY, I MISS YOU!
祝你长命百岁，生意兴隆！我爱你！

no bowling but shopping!!

2009-08-29T01:42:00.006+08:00

Today suppose go with dailou they all to celebrate Long Ge's birthday at Time Square,
they want to play bowling, but I cant make it because of the teeth adjustment appointment,
haiz, so long din bowling le, wanted to go with them so so much ...

This morning woke up, outside raining, weather so cold,
so nice to sleep, but i have to wake up, need to pack up,
ready to go home, taking LRT and KTM, although scared of H1N1,
last time after come back from home, i started cough heavily,
this time i clever, wear mask... But in the morning not many people taking LRT and KTM,
so it's not crowded like usual... But I still wearing masks la, for my own good.. hehe...

I left the Discrete Maths lecture around 10 am,
cos dad said he only can come and fetch me during his break time,
and his break time is from 11.30 am till 12.30 pm,
but then when i reached there around 11.30 am, I called him,
he said he can only left his working place at 12.30 pm, =.=
so I went to Jombali in the Carrefour, and ordered Jombali Coffee set,
do my programming assignment and wait lo...

then later on, after he fetch me, he drive to his office in the speed of light,
then I drove his car back home, cos I need the car to go to the clinic.

After see the doctor, go to Maybank.
dad asked me to help him take cheque book,
but unfortunately, maybank close le, then I went to my mum's shop.
Once i reached there, dad called me to fetch either sis or he first.
So I decided to fetch sis first, cos if not later on the klang roads all will jam like hell,
puasa ma... the malays need to go back home eat eat ma...haiz...
All the way I'm the driver, hehe...

Reached home, around 8 like that mum came back liao,
then we went shopping at Jusco... haha...

Each of them is RM 19, both are so nice,
but I prefer the white wan lo... hehe

Surprisingly, mum allow me to buy man... haha..
Last time she dun let de, and it's so expensive,
but she still willing to buy for me, guess how much?
(Answer see down..)

This long pants actually is accidently buy de,
mum just suggest me to buy this, then maybe my sis mix up le,
luckily it's fit me... if not rugi liao... It's cost RM 59

Actually the purpose for me to go shopping is buy shoe,
I'm lack of shoe, then mum buy this for me, so nice,
I like the design and colours, although it's simple... Only RM 39 hehe

In conclusion...

Tada... haha...
oh, plus one 'girl's stuff'... haha...
Although I cant celebrate birthday with Long ge,
but I shopped, so it can be replaced...

Still.. I want to wish Long Ge...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, LONG GE!!!
ALL THE BEST IN THE FUTURE,
DUN ALWAYS 'HAIZ'....
IF NOT UR LUCK WILL GO AWAY DE... haha...

That's all for now....
chao...~ :p

P/S: Oh ya!! I heard that PTPTN already bank in the money in our Public Bank acc,
so please go check la... ^^

(Cost of the black short pants: RM83.90, minus 10%)

frog的简单生日会

2009-08-24T22:25:00.008+08:00

这个月，也就是8月，很多人生日，
月头的时候是大佬的生日，然后siaw wei的生日，
而今天是frog的生日，接下来还有一个人…… XD

昨天我、大佬和龙哥在讨论要怎样庆祝Frog的生日。
结果哩，本来想买条适合Frog的项链的，但是因为不知道要在哪里买，
龙哥和大佬也不知道要怎样选，所以变成送puzzle给frog。
Frog今天早上拿到生日礼物的时候，感觉有点swt，
还怀疑自己有没有那个耐心去玩puzzle，
然后我就提议买tiramisu的蛋糕，因为很好吃。

不幸的是，学校的Cafe uncle不肯借冰柜给我们放蛋糕，
就没办法，七早八早大佬就要我们一个两个早去学校，
frog本来在睡觉的也被他吵醒了，哈哈！
本来要给她一个惊喜的，唉……

Tiranmisu 蛋糕

frog切蛋糕

frog用嘴巴夹蜡烛

这是什么表情……=.=

再次筑frog生日快乐！！祝你每天开心，快高长大！！

昨天和前天都在忙着Prob and stat的assignment，
真是的，那个老师就只给我们一个星期的时间把问题做好……
但是我们上个星期有3个考试，没有什么时间给我们做assignment，
所以有点赶，还让我浪费了很多纸……
今天还得赶去学校做assignment，
把那些东西print出来，谁叫我们都没有那个spss的software，
有是有，但是不一样的version，所以得到学校做。
结果，两个小时的programming lecture我和Frog只上了一个小时的……

接下来，又回去轻松的过日子了，但也不能太过轻松，
因为final即将到了！！

随缘

2009-08-18T18:37:00.006+08:00

越多事情你越想得到它，反而往往会远离你，正所谓凡事不要太过强求

　　在这个世界上，凡事不可能一帆风顺，事事如意，总会有烦恼和忧愁。当不顺心的事时常萦绕着我们的时候，我们该如何面对呢?“随缘自适，烦恼即去”。其实，随缘是一种进取，是智者的行为，愚者的借口。何为随?随不是跟随，是顺其自然，不怨恨，不躁进，不过度，不强求；随不是随便，是把握机缘，不悲观，不刻板，不慌乱，不忘形；随是一种达观，是一种洒脱，是一份人生的成熟，一份人情的练达。

　　何为缘?世间万事万物皆有相遇、相随、相乐的可能性。有可能即有缘，无可能即无缘。缘，无处不有，无时不在。你、我、他都在缘的网络之中。常言说，“有缘千里来相会，无缘对面不相识”。万里之外，异国他乡，陌生人对你哪怕是相视一笑，这便是缘。也有的虽心仪已久，却相会无期。缘，有聚有散，有始有终。有人悲叹：“天下没有不散的筵席。既然要散，又何必聚?”缘是一种存在，是一个过程。

　　“有缘即住无缘去，一任清风送白云。”人生有所求，求而得之，我之所喜；求而不得，我亦无忧。若如此，人生哪里还会有什么烦恼可言?苦乐随缘，得失随缘，以“人世”的态度去耕耘，以“出世”的态度去收获，这就是随缘人生的最高境界。

　　“随缘”，常常被一些人理解为不需要有所作为，听天由命，由此也成为逃避问题和困难的理由。殊不知，随缘不是放弃追求，而是让人以豁达的心态去面对生活；随缘是一种智慧，可以让人在狂热的环境中，依然拥有恬静的心态，冷静的头脑；随缘是一种修养，是饱经人世的沧桑，是阅尽人情的经验，是透支人生的顿悟。随缘不是没有原则、没有立场，更不是随便马虎。“缘”需要很多条件才能成立，若能随顺因缘而不违背真理，这才叫“随缘”。

　　生活中，常有人会有这样的感慨和迷惑：“为什么有的人不喜欢我?”“为什么有的人不理解我?”“为什么会是这样?”若从随缘的角度看，不喜欢不需要任何理由，喜欢也不需要任何理由；理解不需要任何理由，不理解也不需要任何理由。缘分就是缘分，不需要任何理由。

　　大千世界芸芸众生，可谓是有事必有缘，如喜缘，福缘，人缘，财缘，机缘，善缘，恶缘等。万事随缘，随顺自然，这不仅是禅者的态度，更是我们快乐人生所需要的一种精神。随缘是一种平和的生存态度，也是一种生存的禅境。“宠辱不惊，闲看庭前花开花落；去留无意，漫随天外云卷云舒。”放得下宠辱，那便是安详自在。吃饭时吃饭，睡觉时睡觉。凡事不妄求于前，不追念于后，从容平淡，自然达观，随心，随情，随理，便识得有事随缘皆有禅味。在这繁忙的名利场中，若能常得片刻清闲，放松身心，静心体悟，日久功深，你便会识得自己放下诸缘后的本来面目：活泼泼的，清静无染的菩提觉性。人们获得缘不是靠奋斗和创造，而是用本能的智慧去领悟去判断。

　　佛家多讲随缘，有“随缘不变，不变随缘”、“随缘，莫攀缘”等说法。“随缘”不是随便行事、因循苟且，而是随顺当前环境因缘，从善如流；“不变”不是墨守成规、冥顽不化，而是要择善固守。随缘不变，则是不模糊立场，不丧失原则。就在世间上做人，要通情达理、圆融做事，这样才能够达到事理相融。

　　随缘不变，则是不违背真理。庄子妻死，他知道生死如春夏秋冬四季的变化运行，既不能改变，也不可抗拒，所以他能“顺天安命，鼓盆而歌”；陆贾《新语》云：“不违天时，不夺物性。”明白宇宙人生都是因缘和合，缘聚则成，缘灭则散，才能在迁流变化的无常中，安身立命，随遇而安。生活中，如果能在原则下恪守不变，在小细节处随缘行道，自然能随心自在而不失正道。

　　随缘，是一种胸怀，是一种成熟，是对自我内心的一种自信和把握。读懂随缘的人，总能在风云变幻、艰难坎坷的生活中，收放自如、游刃有余；总能在逆境中，找寻到前行的方向，保持坦然愉快的心情。随缘，是对现实正确、清醒的认识，是对人生彻悟之后的精神自由，是“聚散离合本是缘”的达观，“得即高歌失即休”的超然，更是“一蓑烟雨任平生”的从容。拥有一份随缘之心，你就会发现，天空中无论是阴云密布，还是阳光灿烂；生活的道路上无论是坎坷还是畅达，心中总是会拥有一份平静和恬淡。

这篇文章是我在siaw wei她们介绍给我的一个小说网站找到的，
其实我觉得很有道理咯，缘分这种东西其实不能强求的，
大部分的东西都是随缘，是属于你的就一定会是你的，
不属于你的，你怎么想要、怎么求也不会归你。
不只这些，还有就是在人际关系方面也是一样，
你看不顺眼一个人，沟通后还是不能接受，或者改观你对他的看法，
你们俩就不会什么更上一进的关系。
相反的，如果你和他/她很投缘，但命中注定只是当个好朋友，
你们就注定只是好朋友；
如果命中注定他是你的另一半，迟早你们一定会相遇而在一起的。

我一直都觉得，一切所发生的事情，
（一）靠你的努力而争取
（二）就是上篇所说的随缘
你要强求，可以，但你会不快乐。
注定你一辈子是一个人，那就不用奢望什么爱情。
有时候，当你觉得有什么可能性发生的时候，到后来你只会觉得绝望而已。
而我，好像每次都会遇到这种结果。

所以，一切顺其自然好了。Just accept it!

我是一个白痴

17/8/09 星期一
前一天网上8、9点才到genting klang，因为隔天就是要叫PTPTN表格的日子了。
就听朋友说父母有工作，就一定要有Payment slip，
天啊？我那时候哪里找来一个payment slip哦？
我一直都以为只要有borang pengesahan pendapatan就可以了，
我还是给SUMPAH签名、盖章的哩！
结果各位...

不可思议的事

隔天拿去学校的时候，给DSA签名，还好她们没有看出来，真的很佩服我自己。^^
早上本来11点才上课的，结果因为PTPTN我必须早去学校，
又没有上课哦，PTPTN真的很重要到可以牺牲lecture和睡眠。
站了2到3个小时，终于交出表格，当场被approved了，yeah~
终于可以松了一口气，然后星期二又考calculus test 2，
自从那天星期五坐KTM回老家，咳嗽变得更厉害了，喉咙变得很痒。
HINI真的不可以轻视咯……

18/8/09星期二
咳嗽越来越厉害，咳到我的肚子肌肉那里痛，
更惨的是，为了calculus读到三更半夜的，睡眠不足，还伤风了！
有点头昏脑胀，还好考完calculus，calculus lecture取消，
就回家一趟睡一下觉，然后大约12点多又来上日语。
日语老师给我们看一场日语电影，《鬼嫁日记》，
故事大纲是有个男人娶了一个恐怖的老婆，
老婆长得很漂亮，每次笑的时候更是灿烂，身旁的男人都被他迷住，
但这些男人都不知道这个美丽的老婆的真面貌，
直到有次这老婆开了个家庭party，请了她的好友一家人来参加，
这些好友的丈夫才终于见识了这个老婆的恐怖。
故事大概就是这样，而且很好笑，哈哈……
晚上更是辛苦，整身没力，大约1点多就去睡了，还拼命吃妈妈给的药。

19/8/09
精神好多了！也没有一直在咳嗽，偶尔就咳了几下而已，伤风却还是照样。=.=
下午上完我们的最后一趟课，就去吃午餐，
才发现cafe来了个fresco摊，来这里“打广告”，
还请了一个我不认识的明星，他是来代言这个Fresco水的人。
Weihao、jack、jeremy、frog、大佬和我参加他们举办的游戏，
最快喝下fresco水的就可以赢6罐fresco，结果出乎意料，
Frog赢了这场比赛，而我们输了各各还可以拿2罐，Jeremy拿了3罐……
那fresco水里还有一粒一粒的椰，很难一下就喝完，frog还可以硬吞哦 =.=
今天得留下来做Prob and Stat Assignment，
从12点多做到6点多，整整半天，终于差不多大功告成了，
回到家休息一下，就去逛一逛附近刚开的泰国衣服摊，
很好看！又便宜，我买了一件，本来还想买裤的，
但可怜的我没有钱了，连吃晚餐的钱也是借sushi的，
明天又要提钱了，唉……

fresco 水

这几天的日记

2009-08-12T22:57:00.005+08:00

7/8/09 星期五

我烫直我的头发了，忍了那么久，
终于可以再次摆脱掉乱乱的头发。
我在我们这里KFC隔壁的台湾小林发廊烫的，
很满意那里的服务，又快又便宜，
决定以后能的话就在那里烫了。XD

星期四的时候，siew hie的妈妈来到我们西马了，
siew hie显得很高兴，那天放学后就到她阿姨家住到星期日，
和妈妈相处4天，还有很大的收获--〉shopping咯……

9/8/09 星期日

早上大约5点起床，准备好后就到KFC等Jun来载我，
因为那天是我们学校UTAR的毕业典礼，地点就在马华公会礼堂。
而我这个局外人去是为了卖花，为我们first aid society赚钱。
看着一个两个senior带着四方帽，父母一个两个为他们的孩子买花，
还有一个人愿意为他的某某人买下RM120的mashimaroc超级大娃娃，
有点羡慕咯……
不只我们first aid society，还有mass community society、
art and crafts society，他们都是为了来帮忙卖花……
我们first aid society是负责从6点多到1点多，
然后art and crafts society来shift咯。
卖花真的很辛苦，整个早上只坐了一下下，
大部分都是站着的，而我的腰又来痛了……=.=

1点多会到家，我就倒下床睡到5点多，真的累死我了，
sushi也在我睡觉期间回来了。
然后赶急冲凉、吃晚餐，就要温习功课了。
因为第二天就考第二次的practical assessment，
然后星期三的时候就考Prob and stat test 2，
不想再次考到不理想的成绩了。

这是我们的摊子，大多数都是玫瑰花，
然后才有卖casablaca，还有康乃馨。

这些熊娃娃都是用来插进花里面的，一个RM10。

忙着“拉”彩带，就是说要把彩带分开。
（注：穿红色衣的人很像Ms Lim，超像的，连讲话方式也像，
怀疑她们俩是不是亲戚。)

中娃娃，分别卖RM15和RM30，
不是帮在花的前面，就是把这些娃娃用玻璃纸包起来。

10/8/09 星期一

Dillion的生日！临晨00：10左右写信息祝福给他。
但是没有准备礼物给他，我也没有想过要准备礼物给他，哈哈……
无论如何，祝他每天都快乐……

考practical assessment，还是一样一个会做，一个不会做==
老师非得要把问题出成这样吗？
还以为读了那些lecture notes还有做一些练习，
而且也会做老师给的trial assessment，考试应该不会像上次一样那么惨卦，
没想到，还是一样那么的惨……

我的个人电脑终于换上“新衣服”了，
半透明的protection sticker，花了我RM17.90，
还是TS sms问我的。我收到他的信息的时候还真吓了一跳。

星期三考prob and stat test 2了，我还是搞不会discrete distribution……

12/8/09 星期三
这么重要的一天，昨天的日本班应该是上到6点的，
结果还是给我们早放学，是为了今天的考试而想提早回家，
wei hao向老师提出了要求，不只如此，
老师还生病了，应该是要休息才让我们提早回家，
但是昨天的他的心情好像特别好，会和我们开玩笑，气氛好很多咯。

知道了discrete maths的成绩，蛮不错一下的，
不过呢，今天的考试还是一样的很难到要撞墙咯，
虽然龙哥帮了我很多个忙，让我对discrete distribution明白了很多，
但是还是没有把握可以拿超过一半的成绩。

整体来说，可以用一个字来形容这次考试---烂！

这天也是siaw wei的生日！
祝她每天都过着美好，身体健康，美梦成真。

@P/S：大佬的桃花运越来越好哩……呵呵……^o^

近来的感觉

庆祝大佬的21岁生日

2009-08-06T07:01:00.002+08:00

这个部落格是关于两天的事情，昨天和今天。
昨天，是我们present出我们的日本assignment。
而且是穿着formal装present的。
我和frog上个星期才开始做的。
我们迟迟都没有开始做，是因为我们不是很清楚要怎么做，而且我们还有考试，
当然再加上懒，所以昨天表现的时候比别人的差很多。
所谓别人，包括kee beng那一组，他们表现得很好，尤其在creativity方面，
又容易明白，还有山猪那一组，也是很好。

今天哩，特别的日子，大佬的生日咯！
早上去学校，竟然下雨，我和frog跟大佬开玩笑说，
都是因为今天是他的生日而下雨，天不容大佬，
我们和tw都在讨论等下要怎样庆祝，但因为Frog不能去，
我们就在想要说服她的妈妈，所以我们上完课后，就去frog的家。
是frog的小康之家~ ^o^

她的家就在chow kit的一个旧flat那里，看过后就想起我外公的家，
不过我外公家是一层楼的房子，很怀念~
但是，没看到她妈妈，frog放下书包就去找她妈妈，
我和sushi也跟丢里，就去frog所谓的批发商店里看看，
我和tw还看到一个自言自语的人=.=

Frog妈妈终于答应让frog去庆祝大佬的生日了。
本来要去买蛋糕的，才去返屋企跟tracy和大佬meet，
但到了目的地才发现那个蛋糕店关了，而tw的voucher就不能派上用场，
只好到tracy的家，和她一起去买蛋糕。
第一次去Tracy的家，她的家又像我阿姨的家。
（每个人的家都没有分别卦…… =.=）
我们才发现Tesco也远在天边，近在眼前----tracy家面前而已。
Tw很无聊的玩起tracy家的按摩椅。

tw玩按摩椅，本来身体好好的，结果驾车的时候自己感觉在斗……=.=

只来过一次tracy的家，拍来做纪念。

过后，我们去了3间蛋糕店，终于做了决定买Black Forest。
然后就一路去返屋企，而就在一个Junction，tracy和tw又无聊玩拍来拍去。

很多蛋糕，但是不比secret recipe的好看。

tw在康乐中学校外泊车，只见大佬也刚到。
才发现大佬也这么隆重，穿了鲜艳的红色衣服、长裤还有前几天刚新买的sport鞋，
其他人，也就是我们都穿着短裤和拖鞋来。哈哈……真的啼笑皆非。
到了返屋企开始了我们的“生日派对”。

这位就是大寿星---大佬。

大佬的生日蛋糕。

大合照，tw是camera man。

用嘴巴夹蜡烛。

冰淇淋。

我和siaw wei没有拍照。

吃完蛋糕，他们就照样叫了两盘“一大堆”来添我们8个人的对子。
他们一个两个也叫了yam冰淇淋，只有frog和tw的不一样，
一个是巧克力的，一个则是苹果和凉粉，
只有我没有叫，各位，我是有理由的，不过不是你们下午说的理由哩……=.= |||

吃完后，就玩起“大D”，而我这个玩一次忘记一次的人也玩。
而frog，siaw wei，siew hie和sushi就下去逛吧刹了。
我也没有输到很惨啦，在最后一轮的时候勉强赢了……
然后就下去逛了，买了一条短裤，很好看，
然后也买了一个类似DIY钥匙圈给大佬，和siaw wei kongsi。

就在7点左右，frog就要回家了，我们也跟着回家。
还没到8点就到frog的家了。
我们也满载而归。
满载而归当中，我也被tw的驾车技术吓倒了，“一级棒”。

大佬和SX，祝你们21岁和18岁生日快乐！

祝你们天天都快乐，美梦成真。

大佬，希望你会喜欢我们送你的礼物。

SX，祝你身体健康，

你的礼物我会再补给你的。^o^

P/S：还有，我的不落个现在才可以Post上，因为昨天晚上不懂搞什么鬼，
一直不能upload咯，所以，见谅见谅……

:P

温习功课

2009-07-29T17:12:00.004+08:00

今天又来考试了，这次是考Accounting。
为了准备考试，wei hao昨天特地来我家读书。

如果没有坐他的车的话，我也不知道他驾的nissan是manual的。
他先载他的死党去LRT，然后才一起去我家。
他驾车的技术，无话可说，“一级棒”来形容吧……
我刚上他的车，就在要转弯要经过KTAR出大路的时候，
无端端他的车死火，还好他反应快，不然我不知道还有多少双眼睛看着我们这辆车。
然后哩，载他朋友去LRT后，一路上就有聊一下天，
快要到我家的时候，又被一辆车“宾！”了一下，
所以，我就说嘛，他驾车的技术是不是一级棒哩？ ^o^

还好啦，到家后就是各自温习咯，他有问题才问我，
不然就是静静的……温习嘛，不然哩？

^^|||

然后大约4点多，他就回家了。

今天考accounting，真是令我打开眼界。
没有想象中的容易，因为之前老师说，theory是从chapter 4 到chapter 7，
我温习后，因为老师给的Notes里没有什么东西，
尤其是Chapter 5，更加不知道老师会从里面出怎样的问题考我们。
结果呢，比较难是难在写account的部分，
所谓难，就是问的问题会让人觉得乱，不懂应该debit还是credit咯。
Wei Hao，如果觉得这次请教我没有什么，没有帮上你的忙，
真的很不好意思……希望你不要介意。
如果你觉得我有帮上你的忙，对你这次的考试有帮助，
是我的荣幸……

这几天，sushi和siaw wei心血来潮，突然下厨起来了。
蛮不错咯，只用两个饭锅就可以煮到蛮好吃，我这个不会煮的人就真的非常的惭愧，
以后就请他们吃饭好了。再加上siew hie的tomyam酱，好吃！

今天考完试后就回家了，明天的课我skip掉了，
因为明天是我去看牙医的日子，父母做工不能来载我回家，
所以就牺牲了明天的课，这样我父母就不用拿off。

绑牙，真的真的真的真的真的真的~~ 很麻烦。

聊天

回家

2009-07-27T01:19:00.003+08:00

星期六的时候，我们都考了discrete maths。
我还以为老师会出得很难很难，但是出乎意料之外，
也许是因为都是true false true false而已，
再加上一两天的熬夜，所以这次试题都还好，也没有刁难我们到要撞墙的地步，
只不过，虽然掌握了老师所教的东西，但是要我们写出理由的时候，
还是会徘徊在那个问题上，而我就是其中之一，
现在回想起来，还是超担心老师到底会不会接受我的答案……

考完后，我便开始收拾收拾，回家咯！
算起来，应该大约有2、3个星期没有回家了，爸爸也没有带日常用品给我，
除非我叫他来，不然他是不会浪费车油来的啦~
而为什么我不是每个星期都回家，相信认识我的朋友应该都知道吧。
回家前，我先把衣服洗干净，至于牛仔裤，我就拿去附近的dobi洗，
因为--我不会洗牛仔裤 ~ hehe...

像往常一样，乘LRT和KTM回家，
KTM还是一样，死鬼的慢，又热，这次更死，
火车很明显的已经换去比较旧款的火车，
所谓的旧款，就是说，座位就是两排两排的，然后中间的走廊窄到很可怜，
而我，就非常不幸运的被逼站着，由于我背上背着一个背包，
所以每次到一个一个站的时候，我就必须往里面弯，
不小心弄到人家的头就得跟她说声“对不起、对不起”，“sorry、sorry”,
过路的人更不巧的，大部分都是大只的，我就还必须躲到那两排两排之间的“逢”，
弄到人家的脚又要说“对不起、对不起”，“sorry、sorry”,
我都不知道我到底跟人家道了几次歉，haiz……

站了很久，我的腰开始隐隐作痛，肩膀更是酸痛，我也只能忍咯，
每一站很少人下火车，也很少上火车，一路上乘客的数量没有分别，
多到一些人没有位子坐，就像我，
我还看到一个“阿莫朗”，他那大大的行李很明显的阻碍了人家的路，
他手上不时不时的会拿出他的手机sms，不时不时的就拿出他的地图看，
一路上都是重复这两个动作，没有其他的，
哦！有有有，就是跟人家微笑~ =.=

乘客的数量开始大量的减少，偏偏就是我要下的站--Subang Jaya，
爸爸过了不久就来载我了，然后我叫他载我去popular一趟，要买东西，
full scape paper，偏偏popular又没有……
我要买的是一整叠有400张的那种，那边却卖的都是一本一本的，
我就放弃直接回家咯。

各位都知道我的钱包不见了，所以我没有Licence，
没有Licence就要做咯，去找那个Mr Yee，Mr Yee却不在，
而是他的另一个同事在，他却说：“哎呀，这要自己去JPJ做咯，我们不能帮你做的。”
当初问Mr Yee的时候，他说可以帮我做的，现在又不能做，
只好打电话，没人接，就sms，他问我：你是谁？
爸爸就sms他，Mr Yee说要RM40，我就把我的照片留给爸爸，
好让他哪个晚上得空的时候就去见Mr Yee一下。

晚上，去我妹妹的学校，她学校举办了华乐团演奏会，
这也是我回家的理由，我妹妹没有问过我就买了票，一张票就要RM12哩……
演奏了十首歌曲，好听也只有一两首，有点闲，
看完后就去吃宵夜，我们之前都是空着肚子去听那个演奏会，
只吃了点面包，因为妈妈说要出去吃嘛，所以这一吃就变成了我们的宵夜和晚餐。
（一举两得的后果就是肚子胀到……）

星期日，我中学朋友约我去pyramid shopping 和看电影，
我们先买我妹妹的生日礼物，她的生日已经过了很久，
但迟迟没有送上什么礼物，而她偏偏就一直记得到现在，
我就买了一个类似钥匙圈的，DIY，可以做她的名字的。
然后就是shopping，就去Ichibean Ramen吃午餐。
我叫了Kimuchi Fried Rice，韩国泡菜炒饭，
Carmen 和Dhanu 都交了拉面，东西蛮不错，就是贵了点。
接着就是看电影的时光---《Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince》,
看过这部电影的朋友都觉得不好看，不值得看，
还好咯，有些情景真的有点吓倒，差点就要喊出来，
然后有点不大明白咯，无端端Snape变成Half Blood Prince，
而且又是后面后面要到结尾的时候Snape才自称是Half Blood Prince，
有点swt，接着就直接回家咯，准备收拾收拾，回setapak的第二个家。

爸爸买了小桌子给我，好让我可以在房间读书，
当然是坐在地上的那种，我很喜欢。
这小桌子很贵咯，大约RM80，我爸还买得下手哦……

今天是爸爸的生日哦！哈哈……
虽然爸爸不知道我有写部落格，
但是还是想在这里祝爸爸生日快乐！

爸爸，生日快乐，祝你长命百岁，天天快乐！^o^

你……猜对了吗？

2009-07-24T15:44:00.006+08:00

其实这个我们都很熟悉，也许你们会觉得很熟，就是想不起来，不要紧，我也是……之前朋友或老师都有问过我们的，要猜这些都要 think out of the box，（不懂用对没有，hehe……）
不要这样快scroll下去，feedback一下，看你还会没有~

Put on your thinking cap… GO…

man
1. ------------
board

Ans. = man overboard

Okay, let's see if you've got the hang of it.

stand
2. ------------
i

Ans. = I understand

OK . .

Got the drift ?

Let's try a few now and see

how you fare ?

3. /r/e/a/d/i/n/g/

Ans. = reading between the lines

4. r
road
a
d

Ans. = cross roads

Not having a good day now, are you ?

Redeem yourself.

5. cycle
cycle
cycle

Ans. = tricycle

Easy to figure out, ha!

0
6. ------------
M.D.
Ph.D.

Ans. = two degrees below zero

C'mon give it a little thought ! !

knee
7. ------------
light

Ans. = neon light

( knee - on - light )

I'm sure you'll have not problem getting this one.

ground
8. ---------------------------
feet feet feet feet feet feet

Ans. = six feet underground

Good One, try this!!

9. he's X himself

Ans. = he's by himself

Here's an easy one!!

10. ecnalg

Ans. = backward glance

Not even close ?!!?

11. death ..... life

Ans. = life after death

Okay last chance ..................

12. THINK

Ans. = think big ! !

And the last one is very fun- - -

13. abababababababababababababab....

Ans.. = long time no 'C

有些答案很炸到咯，还long time no C tim.... =.=

hehe, frog 和大佬，不要怪我太无聊……
给大家介绍一下，你们所看到的上图，
是我们上完calculus tutorial后，frog和大佬帮忙擦白板的情景。
为什么他们那么乖哩？
因为，calculus上完后，我们一些还在抄着答案（很明显的就是从白板抄下来的），
但是老师好像很赶时间似的，所以那时候老师千交待万交待，
抄完后一定要把白板擦干净，不然会被投诉的……
然后呢，不知道是太怕被投诉呢，还是太乖了，
大佬奋不顾身的拿出自己的纸巾把白板擦起来，
然后frog又奋不顾身的帮大佬擦了起来，所以，整件事情的来龙去脉就是如此……

也没有什么啦，只是无聊而已，
不过大佬和frog这样的“精神”值得学习哦……
（也不知道是真的没有咯……hohoho~）

成绩揭晓了！（更新版）

2009-07-22T00:31:00.006+08:00

今天早上差一点就迟到了，早上睁开眼睛看时间就已经是8点多了，
我知道我是赶不到UTAR巴士了，
只好坐Metro 巴士去，那辆巴士也真是的，
走了一下又呆一下，走了一下又呆了一下，
拖了我很多时间，我都快迟到了还是这样慢……
到了KTAR我也是跑着去的，喘到我要死，
到了学校，我、大佬、龙哥、tw和wei hao一起去找老师，
我们这才发现，原来UTAR的老师也很IN的，
我通知Ms Quah说我们来见我们的Ms Yap的时候，
她就用MSN去通知Ms Yap，蛮省钱的……

Ms Yap其实蛮不错的，也很幽默，
整个一个小时几乎都在笑，哈哈……
龙哥变成了Mr Average，老师问他问题的时候，他都说没有问题，
大佬就回答，normal啦，也顺便想知道为什么我们的tutorial class那么挤，
搞到那么多人，又很吵，尤其是我们的prob and stat还有accounting，
然后轮到我的时候，我则回答ok ok lo，
问题差不多跟大佬的一样，再加上japanese的class也是一样挤，
便提议老师起初应该负责把我们分配我们到各自的班，
而不是我们自己做选择要去什么班，后果就是像现在这样，
搞到老师要我们自己转班，问题是我们已经把我们的时间分配到好好的，
现在却要我们换时间，这样做不对咯……
tw也很搞笑咯，本来说没有问题，后来又说很有问题咯，
真的很矛盾咯，哈哈……他的问题就是在于parking方面，
最后就是wei hao，说他的问题就是我们全部的问题，
作最后一个被interview的真的很方便咯，geng...

就这样我们终于见到了我们亲爱的Academic Advisor -- Ms Yap，
原本还以为老师会很严肃的，现在终于松了一口气，
以后就不用怕被bar了，哈哈……
又听说Ms Yap会当我们的academic advisor持续三年，
也不懂是真的没有啦，看以后咯~

（继续前篇：）
虽然那人有错，开门见山的说他（她）或许还可以谅解，
但是如果直话直说的人XX心情不好，而XX却用那种不爽的语气和别人沟通，
就算那人有错，也不必用那种语气告诉他吧，
甚至那人如果没有错，为什么他们喜欢把气发在别人的身上？

给wei hao，
说随便和没关系的人，也不能说他们一直都很在意或很在乎，
每个人都不一样，但是每个人都有自己的限制，
也许那些说没关系的人或说随便的人，只是为了不要伤和气，
而直话直说的人，如果他们还是这样“随心所欲”的直话直说，
等到那些人真正爆发的时候，才说那些人很奇怪之类的，
难道他们说没关系的人或说随便的人都有错吗？

这也是纯粹我的意见，哈哈……
我也是有感而发的，写下我的意见。

（P/S:To大佬、龙哥、tw和wei hao，
老师说会寄一份report给我们，那份report我收到后会给你们看一下啦~）

21/7/09
上几个星期考完几个科目的test 1或quiz 1，
今天就派了calculus和business accounting的test 1，
成绩还好，我记得我们这些读第一年的第一学期的学生考的第一张test 1就是calculus,
考完后我还以为我考到不是很好，因为答案跟别人的不一样，
我的问题跟frog的差不多，不一样的地方只是在sign而已，
意思是，我的问题是positive的，问题一样，但她的是negative，
所以那一天我都在担心我的Calculus，谢天谢地的就是，原来我没有看错题目，
根本就是不一样，听说老师set了6张不一样的考卷，
所以，我很开心。下星期就开始mid term的calculus了，
我又要加倍努力了~

还有,business accounting，其实也不是派回来啦，
就是，老师给我们知道我们的分数咯，
还好我错4题而已，当然也有人比我高很多，
Jun咯，她真的比别人厉害、努力很多……
所以，以后有什么问题，找她问她是没错的啦……

Assignment，头痛~！
Japanese的，还有两个星期的时间，
我们却还没有开始做哩，下星期有开始考试了，
还有Programming的，更惨，不会做，
因为大部分的东西我们都还没有学过，
像是function、array、file的，一窍不通……

明天要去见我们的academic advisor了，
不知道明天会说什么，也不知道老师会问我们什么东西，
谁叫我们每个学期都要见自己的academic advisor，
而且是必须见，不见的话我们就不能考试，
还有这样的道理，真的很奇怪……
但是，今天msn大佬用了柴九的口头弹：
“人生有几多个十年？”
所以，为了不要被bar，就将就将就见一下她啦，
不然就算有十年都不能考试啦……

今天我才知道龙哥昨天做了一件蠢事，
M烫直了头发，而龙哥因为只看到背面，又做在S旁边，
还以为那女的不是M，就说“那个女的比M美很多”；
结果才知道那女的真的是M，才知道他说错话了，
还很可怜的被我们这些朋友笑，龙哥也因此叹息比平时更多次，
摇头也比平时的更“摇”，一直在懊恼自己说蠢话，几乎一直说#$%#%^#$,
而我们也笑的比平时更大声 ^o^ hoho……

人，一定要直话直说吗？
难道他们没有想过这样会很伤人家的心吗？
为什么他们只顾自己不顾别人的感受？
就算要表达心中的不满，也不用开门见山卦……
那些忍别人直话直说的人，有一天一定会“火山爆发”的。

康乐吧刹一日游，还是个倒霉日子

2009-07-15T23:42:00.009+08:00

今天是个又倒霉又轻松的一天……
是不是被这句话混乱了？confuse?
其实很简单，倒霉就是考试非常非常非常……地不顺利；
轻松的，当然就是这个星期的考试考完了，今天的这张该死的prob & stat是这个星期考得最后一张，然后我就很讨厌的把考卷纸写得不三不四，我觉得我真的快完蛋了！！！

上了大学快8个星期了，多6个星期，第一年的第一个学期就快完了，
我还是觉得我还没有适应大学的环境，还是我赶不上大学的课程，
还是我……那种心情真的很难受，真的很想大哭一场，
当然，我不想吓朋友他们，我没有在他们的面前出丑过，我真的很难受，
我记得我在form 5的时候fail过一次，我也没有这样的心情过，
这是我第一次这样难受，怎么办？

惨

今天考完试后，我们之前就约好要去康乐吧刹，
我本来就因为那该死的考试，搞到我自己没有心情要去了，
但我不能放大佬他们的飞机，我也是第一次没有去过那里的吧刹，
因为听说那里有很多东西吃，也很好走，所以想说去一次，
也拜龙哥所赐，他说了很多他的“陈年往事”，弄到我笑到肚子痛，
心情也变得好很多……
今天他很惨，因为只等tw的车来，弄到很迟才可以回家，
也弄到不能上网，还规定10点就一定要睡觉，所以他很#$@%@$……哈哈~

我今天终于见识了康乐吧刹，真的很长，还很多人，
看的出大多数都是年轻人，看来康乐吧刹真的很受欢迎，
我们在那里跟sy ting和tracy相遇，她们早就到那里了，还走了两圈，
已经闲了，sy ting也很早就走了，留下tracy一个人在那里，
我终于吃到大佬他们说的炸豆腐，还有炸鸡，还有我买的什么槟城果年糕，
我还买了两对耳环，花了我很多钱……
我们还去了那里的“返屋企”吃晚餐，大佬叫了yam冰淇淋，
我们一起点了一道名字很奇怪的菜，叫“一大堆”，
里头包括了薯条、炸寿司、hotdog还有其他的料，
刚刚给5个人，除了我们四个还有yeewen，syting回去了，
tracy 很可怜，syting放了tracy的飞机……
食物还蛮不错的，如下：

叫作“一大堆”的菜肴

这叫作“一饺饺”的炸水饺，还蛮不错的……

大佬的yam冰淇淋，结果大部分好像是我们这些“四人贪吃鬼”吃的，
结果这个冰淇淋也变成算我们的……

tw的酸饮料，忘记叫什么名字，好像是什么八宝的。

我和tracy的合照，我每次拍照都很难看哩……

大佬很幸福咯，被两个美女包围，还有……嘻嘻……
知道的应该都明白吧！^^

唯一的三个女的：YeeWen , Tracy和我

三个女的加tw，（tw摆的post真的很不斯文……）

吃完后，当然又逛吧刹咯，sushi拜托我买韩国炒年糕，
siew hie本来也要去的，过后又没有去了，因为这个星期五他们考试，
所以我也要帮她买炸豆腐，我们从头到尾逛了很久，
逛到我的腰又开始痛了，我本来就有腰痛的毛病，
我的脊椎骨也有问题，所以事实上我是不能走太久的，或者站太久，
还可以忍啦，一路上要一直按腰罢了咯…嘴巴还长了ulser，很痛…

回到家已经是11点多了，
谢谢tw肯载我回家，谢谢大家介绍食物给我；
让我“满载而归”，也让我又要过着穷日子了……

现在，我在想，我的第一学期要怎么办？

终于可以上网了…… @ 杀手

2009-07-09T21:32:00.008+08:00

终于可以上网了！
等了那该死的一个月后，我终于可以摆脱苦闷的日子了~
但，也没那么夸张啦，就是没有上网的日子，什么东西都不能做咯，
不能下载歌咯，不能下载电视剧咯，不能update部落格咯……

都是那streamyx的错，害我们等了整整一个多月，（拿sushi的话了），
不管了，今天我们考了accounting test 1，对我来说，一半好一半不好，
怎么说？就是前面不会做，后面就还好，总之就是不能用“容易”这两个字来形容了。
我还有不好的预感，觉得我的考试成绩会不好，尤其是calculus，
我简直去撞墙算了……

美女，它的定义到底是什么呢？
我不明白，在男人的眼中，在他们的字典里面，美女是什么？
很多人都说内在美才是真正的美，那时心底话吗？
还是敷衍我们这些一般的女生而已？

我承认我不算是美女，而且还很丑tim...
我也不了解男人眼中的美，当然，我的一些女性朋友也是如此，
有时候我觉得那人美的时候，他们就觉得作呕，
有时候我觉得那人只是一般般而已，他们就说那人是美女，
每个人的眼光是不同，但未免相差太大卦……

算了，这些东西想来想去还是没有答案，
如果我去和朋友讨论这种问题的话，我看他们一个两个觉得我傻了卦，
“深奥”的话题，我可能会从mc^2到真正的einstein了……

今天，我们终于发现了一个很大的新闻，
tw有女朋友哩……
不在场的人，最好不要问，不然tw会骂我八卦……
其实，我真的看不出来咯，哈哈……还是意想不到的事情哩……
tw，不错不错，之前我还错怪你了，不要怪我太单纯，
因为有些事情真的弄到我误会了你咯……体谅体谅我这个头号mc^2的人吧……

下星期有来考该死的试，尤其是那个日本试，
不会哩，还有那个日本的assignment，什么鬼teaching aid for beginners哦？
我们还是beginners的beginners哩，还要教别人哦，%&*%^$%^$@#……

好啦，这里有个稿，还是我妹写的，
以前我说过，她有投稿给星洲日报，拿到稿费……
和你们分享…… ^^

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殺手

2009-04-10 18:52

血，染在白皙皙的雪花中，綻放。

紅色的血，白色的雪，相映。除了紅與白，天地似無間，甚麼顏色也沒有了……

輕輕地，他把敵人身上的劍拔起，血頓時濺了一地。劍身還殘留著敵人的血液。輕輕一甩，他把劍收起。那是組織授予他的名劍，青宏劍，還有賜予他的名字，青。名列組織7大頭號殺手之首，可以在幾分鐘內單鎗匹馬便殺光百餘人，也因此受到許多想僱傭殺手的人青睞。

是的，他，是一名殺手。名為冷酷無情的殺手。以殺人領賞為生。

他剛剛結束了他的任務。目標是一個城鎮的郡主，一個無惡不作的人。任務是滅他全家。那是很簡單的任務。他在20分鐘內便殺除了整個家族包括僕人等近百人。看著他們那求饒的眼神時，他的心也沒有停過一秒便揮刀了。但是现在，對著眼前的女子，他安靜了。手裡的劍停了下來。

眼前是一位身著素衣的女子，睜著美麗的大眼睛望向他。臉中儘是淡然哀傷的樣子，但卻沒有哭泣。而她懷中正抱著一位一身裝束華麗的婦人的屍體。看到那個屍體，他的眉頭皺了一下。那是無惡不作的郡主的妻子。那麼，這女子是他的女兒嗎？

那女子靜靜地問道：“你，不殺我嗎？”

“如果你是與這個郡主有關連的人，我就殺你。”

“那麼你可以動手了，我是這個郡主的侄女。”

他猶豫了。第一次，他猶豫了。看著眼前這女子，一段往事突然在腦海中浮現。那是好久好久以前的事了。曾經，有一位女子救了被仇家追殺的他，雖然，她知道她救的是一位殺手。當時的他受了很重的傷，再加上仇家在追殺，因此而匿藏在女子的家裡一陣子。他曾問為甚麼女子願意救他。她只是笑笑說，“為甚麼這麼問呢？”。最後，他因她而生，而她卻因他而死。她被他的仇家殺害了……

他轉過身，只丟下一句話，“快跑吧。”便回去覆命。女子愣了一下，然後才轉過身，緩緩流下淚來。她的懷中藏著一把匕首，原本想與殺手同歸於盡。但是他竟然放過了她。她跌坐在地上。為甚麼呢？殺盡了她所有的家人，卻不殺她。而她，也在殺手眼中看見了一股哀傷。

當殺手回到組織後，便向組織報告了結果。當組織的統帥得知殺手竟放過一位女子，感到十分憤怒。手下留情，那是一名殺手絕對不能犯下的過錯。他被囚禁在密室裡，組織另外派了藍和紅兩名殺手準備去殺了她。他聽見後，急了，卻苦於無法脫身。這時藍出現了，他給了青一把鑰匙，讓他趕去救她。但是，他還是遲了。

當他趕到時，她已躺在血泊中，奄奄一息。他流下了眼淚。可是，當那女子睜開眼時，卻輕輕一笑，然後便在他的懷抱中瞑目了。她死了！她也因為他死了。他仰天大喊！他害了以前的她，也害了現在的她。他恨自己，好恨好恨。

他離開了組織，帶著她的骨灰，灑在藍天白雲下。然後他來到了深山的寺中出家。他想念她，那女子被殺前似乎知道他們將重逢，而在懷中藏了一封短信，他在她死後发现了這封信。

信中，只有兩行字。

“放下屠刀，立地成佛。”

星洲日報／城人小說‧文：火玄‧2009.04.10

吃steambot的一天

2009-07-04T10:47:00.010+08:00

(昨天写的部落格，今天才post上去的)

3/7/09 （星期五）
好久没写部落格了，今天就补一补它。
今天我们吃了一顿Steambot，早上9点上课到11点，只有一堂，
所以我们就打算去carrefour一趟，买材料。我们还一起穿短裤去学校。嘻嘻……
sushi也要跟我们去，昨天还跟siaw wei去kfc过夜，早上10点才回家，
洗刷完毕才出发到学校和我们碰面。但是，sushi却很搞笑的上错巴士，迷路了。
还好那个巴士司机的人很好，还sushi钱又载她会genting klang，才可以搭上正确的巴士到学校去。
在那期间，我、大佬、lengzai、和龙哥一起到lengzai的condo，拿lengzai的车，
我们这才知道，原来lengzai驾车的技术“非常的好”，好到在转弯的时候可以不用踏break。
我们开始的时候觉得很危险，还好出大马路的时候，就好了很多，像平常一样。
那时我才知道，他驾车可以驾到车速179km/h，超吓人的。
到学校载sushi和frog她们咯……siaw wei 和siao hie也有去，她们改变了原本的念头，
本来要上课的，为了steambot就逃课和我们一起买材料，真伟大……
一路上是我驾lengzai的车的，我们不大会路，所以一路上都一直走错路，
而大佬还因为跟着我们的车，兜来兜去的，显得有点不高兴，在回家的路上，我还犯了很大的错误：我在一个不能U-turn的路口U-turn。对不起，大佬。他在车上肯定骂了很多XXX……我看我以后甭想在他的面前驾车了。
到家后，我们就开始准备了steambot，lengzai还为我们借了steambot的锅。
Siao Hie和Siaw wei 还发挥了她的“母爱”，帮我们洗那些材料。

选着各种肉丸，买了很多只花大约RM10

我本来要选那个青色的菜花，但他们都不要吃，所以到最后就没有买咯。

大佬、sushi、lengzai和龙哥在选材料。
（大佬好像要玩弄sushi，可怜的sushi却不知道。）

看到sushi手上的黄色一包一包吗？我不知道叫什么名啦，
但我知道类似蘑菇丝这样，他们都决定买很多那种东西，
而我还以为太多了，但他们都坚持买，也是啦，因为那个东西倒后来被我们都吃光了。

选材料当中……

选好东西后，就付钱……
我们还买冰淇淋吃，ikat perut……（那时我们开始饿了）

龙哥都是在负责推车篮，很重哩！

我驾着lengzai的车，蛮不错的，感觉有点不一样。

大家都在忙着洗材料，当然有些只是kelefe……

我们都在忙着中……

siaw wei发出“母爱”，帮忙清理虾……

我们的steambot

sushi放好东西进去，准备吃咯……

可以吃了，不要以为食物看起来“胀胀”的，很好吃哦！

我们的饮料，coke 和 root beer

我和siaw wei 都在吃……

还有大佬和龙哥……

lengzai 和siao hie...

"一家人" 哈哈……

东西好像买到太多了，我们都没有吃完，都吃到很饱，肚子很胀，
我们就决定去走走，还买poker卡到家来玩“chua dai di”，siao hie 本来不会玩的，
还会出八张的，也有赢的时候。不错嘛，哪像我，玩了就忘了怎么玩……
不过，sushi今天好像没有mood咯，有点静……

吃太饱了，我们全部就休息一下，siaw wei和sushi就看电影。

大佬、龙哥、lengzai和siao hie就玩牌……

我也在看电视，一边吃一边看。

然后，就开始第二轮了。
（我们吃一点点而已，就丢掉剩下的，因为真的已经吃不下了）

大佬和frog在帮忙洗刷盘碗，有点像“夫妻”（还是兄妹？）

全家福（1）

准备take 2……

全家福（2）

然后，我们就到我们condo的篮球场打篮球，当然，篮球是跟thomson借的，
我的篮球技术超差的，他们一个两个都在打，特别是龙哥，发挥了他打篮球本能，超劲的。
大约7点，大佬、龙哥、lengzai、还有frog就回家了，
我、siao hie 和siaw wei一起去我们condo的游泳池“浸脚”，哈哈……真的很舒服。
所以，我们都决定游泳了，哈哈……
那时7点我们去浸脚的时候，没有什么人的，怎知到了大约8点多的时候，
我、siao hie和sushi都决定游泳的时候，人越来越多，我们都很懒下水了，
当然，后来我自动自发先下水，因为等那些人离开游泳池也不是办法。
太久没有运动了，才游几下就已经气喘。后来sushi也下水了，
但她很夸张，她是跳水，不是慢慢的下水，有点吓倒，^o^|||……

就这样，过了这么一天，肩膀开始酸痛，没有什么力气。下星期考试，读书！加油！