Scholarships~ @ Thanks ah gor...

today quite calm down already, compared to yesterday..
this morning actually 10am only start class,
but i departed early from my house, because i want to go to Bank National Malaysia to open account and buy the student pin for application of PTPTN,
i thought 8 something should be ok, i mean no traffic jam,
if got jus a bit nia, but.. haiz...
at kesas highway there, jus because of a narrow lane,
the cars wanted to squeezed in that lane, and cause traffic jam...
haiz... these drivers not sien de meh? everyday traffic jam...
but luckily, i stucked in the traffic jam a while nia,
i din use LDP road, or so-called SS 2 road to go school,
cos that time not really jam,
so i used the highway to go lo, and also made me easier to go to BNM ma..
when i reached there, that person gave me 2 forms,
and asked me to fill up, then only come again and apply,
so i took those forms and go to school lo...

end class at 2, then at 4.30pm we had our mid term web page test,
and unexpectedly, the ques are very hard~
haiz.. i think this is my first time not doing well in the exam,
and i was so worry about it... haiz, haiz, haiz~ how leh?

then in the car, ah gor and i chating,
but not those nonsense craps, is talking about my problems,
now ah gor know already what is actually happened to me,
and he also understand that yesterday how come i so depressed..
tell the truth la, i really glad i have this ah gor,
i never tell anyone of my frenz about my problems,
i really dunno how to open my mouth and say it out,
luckily ah gor dun mind, and i dunno why,
i just bla everything out in front of him..
and of course, i feel quite relief la, but still,
i haven put them down from my heart..
and of course, i apologized to ah gor of my scary behavior yesterday,
but ah gor said he was ok with it.
so, i decided to not accept his pay for this week,
but he insists that still want to pay me, as it just nothing to do with it..
haha, i just want to express my apologize ma...
or maybe one day i belanja him or what lo...
thanks ya ah gor~ hehe.. ^^

after came back from school, i was thinking to apply Sin Chew scholarship,
maybe i'd influenced by Siaw Wei and Frogzai, today both of them submitted their forms to Sin Chew lo.. But tomorrow is the dateline already,
so i was busy the whole night to print out and fill up the forms,
to arrange the forms and my certs,
some more go out photostat, but after come back home only realize still got something haven photostat,
so i decided tomorrow only photostat at new junction nearby the school,
is really a lot of thing to write and to consider when fill up the forms,
some more need to write the reasons of application..
mm.. quite troublesome, but what to do? financial problem ma..

but i dun expect to get the scholarship, got apply means got chance ma, although it is small la..
i know i will get the scholarship if only i'm lucky enough,
haiz, Tracy and Shen Joe no need to worry about lo,
they will get the UTAR scholarship itself,
good results ma, CGPA must exceed 3.80 only can get,
but i only 3.70, no choice, have to find external scholarships or loan lo...

oh ya, today sushi got a new name.. --> Pig Lai Ren @ Pig Lion @ Mouse Pig Lion
haha, thanks to Tracy, Dailou and Frogzai...
(dunno the spelling correct or not la... if yes remember correct me o!)

this saturday the plan to go find house fail,
sushi cant drive as she has no car that time,
her mother need to use the car,
so, sunday only go find, dailou also will go o...
i need to ask dad to borrow his avanza, kembara cannot fit too many ppl la..

k la.. that's all for now, haiz..
friday summor got management test..
and i'm going to die if i nvr do well again.. =.=