B'cos of my laziness, and also the line at my condo here is really bad,
P/S to everyone: before apply P1 WiMax, please be make sure that your area can get the line,
if not you will easily get into bad mood just because of this stupid line, like us!!
So, my blog is alive again! And I may update my blog quite often after final...
That's right, our final exam is around the corner, in 2 weeks time...
actually quite rush, cos really a lot of things need to revise back,
memories all those formulas, formats and so on...
My dad now is staying with my third aunt in Melbourne, Australia.
For him is no choice, becos of my mum...
Ever since last year, my family's problems getting worst till they divorced,
my dad really really dont want this to be happened, but they still end up in this bad situation.
All because of my mum... I dont know why she's so stubborn..
The reasons all she gave me are nonsense! And my dad has to sacrifice himself to divorce with her...
Wth, and since then me and mum's relationship become poor,
I never talk to her, I seldom go home, I rather stay at KL,
I just feel very annoyed to see her...
My dad decided to take a degree course there, and apply student visa so that he can work there...
I really feel sympathize of him, he's already old and yet he still need to study and find work..
Everytime when mum mention him, she always complaint he did nothing for the family..
I really wondering how can she say dad like this?
Who's the one cares the patients more than the family?
Who's the one always hang out with friends and came home late?
Who's the one dont even care the children's studies, and dont even know my results since foundation till now?
She just complaint how she works just for the family...
How many times I've argue with her and she just dont wan to listen to me..
I really get fed up, I dont know how to communicate with her..
I really miss my dad so much...
Recently damn lots of tests came to us and we finally got to breathe one week ago..
However when the results came out, I really shocked with my result..
I got it very bad!! I fail some of the papers, and I really hate myself,
no matter how I study hard I still cant did the paper well,
I really worry the final exam..
And because of these, I felt very embarrassing when I faced my friends,
I dont know how to speak to them, I dont know how to communicate normally with them,
I really feel embarrassing..
I taught them, and I myself get worser result than them..
So recently I'm quite emo.. Although I feel really really sorry to them,
but I just need some times to recover..
REALLY REALLY SORRY... PLEASE FORGIVE ME..
Then, just few days ago, I met the CHEAPEST person I've ever seen,
I dont know why he want to live in such cheap life..
He is so selfish, always think how to get benefits from other ppl..
He never feel guilty in his entire life, I really wonder why his friends still can interact with him,
But then I found out that, his friends also kind of weird ppl... haha...
I never feel so mad to a person in my whole life except him,
I really really hope that he will not appear in front of me,
if not I dont really think that I can control myself from scolding him... @#$!#$%...
that's all for now I think.. I'll be back after the final over..
This is recent me..
Doctor said my brazers can take out at the end of this year,
when I heard this news I was really shocked,
because I always thought that I will be wearing this brazers till I graduate...
That's what I heard when the doctor help me put the brazers up on my teeth..
This is my messy tables, now I'm revising calculus,
which I fail it's test paper few days ago.. T_T
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