New "Member" of PB ^^

well.. today 9am start class, but again,
i left house early cos want to go to new junction photostat some documents,
and plus today flat there got pasar pagi,
so when i reached there, it took some times to find parking,
and the conclusion... FULL...
i made a big turn to find the parking and surprisingly,
i saw Shen Joe.. haha, now i know where he lives liao..
(that time he was walking, and i think he saw me.. hehe,
so still not really sure which house he lives la..)
at last, i saw a empty space beside the road, in the housing area,
so lucky and that time was already around 8.30 am,
i saw SM reached already and they found a very nice place to park..

i walked to new junction to photostat,
SM also went there to print out something but not sure what's that,
after photostatting finish i quickly go to school as the class will start soon..

end class at 1, sx tumpang my car but i need to go to Sin Chew to submit my forms, she came with us as she was not rush,
but the guard just let me in just to submit the forms,
ah gor and sx waited outside, so paiseh...
anyway good also la, let them have their private time.. hehe..
and then i need to go to BNS,
but when i reached there only realized that i haven photostat 2 copies of the forms,
so again, i cant apply the pin, i asked the person to help to check whether i fill in the forms correctly or not,
luckily i asked, if not will photostat the wrong info..
then ah gor asked me to go open account at PB first,
so we went to PB lo...

the procedure of open bank account is not that hard also,
what i did was just keep signing and then paid RM 250,
plus RM 8 for ATM card.. it's kinda experience la, new to me...
cos normally this kind of thing is my dad do wan..
hehe.. and i also decided to close the account at Bank Pertanian Malaysia,
this account opened when i want to go to NS,
cos the government will bank in the money to this account,
other bank account they did not accepted, now no use already ma,
so i'll find some times to go to that bank and close it..


this is the account book of BPM...

haiz.. tomorrow management test.. i dunno i can do or not,
today the management tutor discuss some of the past year ques,
is kinda hard, needs lot of imagination..
need to apply lots of theory.. and i'm really worry about it..
so chao first! study study study... =.=||

Scholarships~ @ Thanks ah gor...

today quite calm down already, compared to yesterday..
this morning actually 10am only start class,
but i departed early from my house, because i want to go to Bank National Malaysia to open account and buy the student pin for application of PTPTN,
i thought 8 something should be ok, i mean no traffic jam,
if got jus a bit nia, but.. haiz...
at kesas highway there, jus because of a narrow lane,
the cars wanted to squeezed in that lane, and cause traffic jam...
haiz... these drivers not sien de meh? everyday traffic jam...
but luckily, i stucked in the traffic jam a while nia,
i din use LDP road, or so-called SS 2 road to go school,
cos that time not really jam,
so i used the highway to go lo, and also made me easier to go to BNM ma..
when i reached there, that person gave me 2 forms,
and asked me to fill up, then only come again and apply,
so i took those forms and go to school lo...

end class at 2, then at 4.30pm we had our mid term web page test,
and unexpectedly, the ques are very hard~
haiz.. i think this is my first time not doing well in the exam,
and i was so worry about it... haiz, haiz, haiz~ how leh?

then in the car, ah gor and i chating,
but not those nonsense craps, is talking about my problems,
now ah gor know already what is actually happened to me,
and he also understand that yesterday how come i so depressed..
tell the truth la, i really glad i have this ah gor,
i never tell anyone of my frenz about my problems,
i really dunno how to open my mouth and say it out,
luckily ah gor dun mind, and i dunno why,
i just bla everything out in front of him..
and of course, i feel quite relief la, but still,
i haven put them down from my heart..
and of course, i apologized to ah gor of my scary behavior yesterday,
but ah gor said he was ok with it.
so, i decided to not accept his pay for this week,
but he insists that still want to pay me, as it just nothing to do with it..
haha, i just want to express my apologize ma...
or maybe one day i belanja him or what lo...
thanks ya ah gor~ hehe.. ^^

after came back from school, i was thinking to apply Sin Chew scholarship,
maybe i'd influenced by Siaw Wei and Frogzai, today both of them submitted their forms to Sin Chew lo.. But tomorrow is the dateline already,
so i was busy the whole night to print out and fill up the forms,
to arrange the forms and my certs,
some more go out photostat, but after come back home only realize still got something haven photostat,
so i decided tomorrow only photostat at new junction nearby the school,
is really a lot of thing to write and to consider when fill up the forms,
some more need to write the reasons of application..
mm.. quite troublesome, but what to do? financial problem ma..

but i dun expect to get the scholarship, got apply means got chance ma, although it is small la..
i know i will get the scholarship if only i'm lucky enough,
haiz, Tracy and Shen Joe no need to worry about lo,
they will get the UTAR scholarship itself,
good results ma, CGPA must exceed 3.80 only can get,
but i only 3.70, no choice, have to find external scholarships or loan lo...

oh ya, today sushi got a new name.. --> Pig Lai Ren @ Pig Lion @ Mouse Pig Lion
haha, thanks to Tracy, Dailou and Frogzai...
(dunno the spelling correct or not la... if yes remember correct me o!)

this saturday the plan to go find house fail,
sushi cant drive as she has no car that time,
her mother need to use the car,
so, sunday only go find, dailou also will go o...
i need to ask dad to borrow his avanza, kembara cannot fit too many ppl la..

k la.. that's all for now, haiz..
friday summor got management test..
and i'm going to die if i nvr do well again.. =.=

i'm in bad mood...

P/S: b4 you all read, i want to say sorry first if anything bother u all...
this post is jus to say out my problems, if can dun read also can...


*********************************************************************************


today i'm totally in bad mood...
first thing in the morning, wake up, cleaning all stuff,
get the car and drive to school, and again,
traffic jam...
i dunno what is the problem to those car in front there,
dun wan to move at all, and i'm stuck in the traffic jam for about 2 hours,
AGAIN... today i'm having practical assessment for web page,
and i'm late for about half and hours time,
the class start at 8, so i sms ah gor to help me log in the computer first,
and then i got in the traffic jam at SS 2,
walau... Jus raining only ma, need to traffic jam until the car need to reverse or not o?
got problem la, so, end up all the car like hoking all the way,
i hate traffic jam, and is very very very~~~ much...
and also, make me in bad mood already,
when i reach there, luckily Ms Aida give another half an hour to finish my assessment,
is kinda nice, summor dillion also got help me a little bit,
so i score 19 out of 20, thanks dillion~~!! ^^

ok then, my mood got better de, having 2 class till 3,
then i was rush to go get the car and want to fetch my sis,
but the stupid uncle place his pasar stall behind of my car,
and beside my car got cars, and that stupid uncle did not want to move away his stall,
i was nervous, i dunno what to do, dailou, ah gor, mengwei, karwai and long ge also help to think what to do, they even got the idea of moving the black kembara car beside my car since there is only one car and only way to get my car.
they summor asked dillion's help..
But i know is impossible, how can 6 guys able to move that 10++ ton weight of car,
dillion also think that it is impossible wan la...
so i called dad, nobody pick up; i called mum, nobody pick up either,
my mood turns bad again, and is very bad, plus upset...
i jus want to ask for their helps, and i was angry that time,
that stupid uncle refused to move his stupid stall,
and my sister is waiting for me to fetch her home,
and my parents refused to pick up my phone,
and tomorrow i'm sitting web page exam and i haven touch anything,
WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON??!!
is like nobody cares about me, i noe la , except ah gor they all,
but they cant do anything, what we all do is jus wait for that black kembara's owner to move away his/her car,
so luckily, a women came and drive away her car, and
only i able to drive, that time i totally upset, in bad mood,
and i think ah gor's half life gone liao,
cos all the way i was upset, and i drive very fast,
my brain jus thinking of my sister is waiting for me, and my parent were like dun care what happen to me...
i noe they are busy working, but what if nobody move away the car?
what if i got to wait until night?
what if the sister wait too long?
a lot of question marks in my brain, and all of these may happen jus because that both of them din pick up my phone...

today suppose to be my big younger sister's and my secondary frenz, Russell's birthday,
and i cant wish her because her hp broke liao,
all of this happenned have to thank to mum, she, again, throw her hp on the floor...
yeah... both of us quarreled with her...
her old thinking minded is jus hard to accept,
the way she rule us makes us hard to breath,
and summor the rental house also haven find yet,
Siaw Wei and Siaw Hie dun wan that house already and i still dunno why...
(dun worry, we can find another wan this weekends...)
nowadays a lot of thing need to fan,
and a lot of family's problem also fan,
i jus... i jus dunno what to do,
and today, finally, in front of ah gor, i cry...
kesian ah gor... sorry ya ah gor...
and sorry ya sx, i din meant to scare him...
i jus totally gone crazy that time...
everytime when i got upset and unhappy until i cant really control my tears, i'll cry out.. that's me, so sometimes will scared ppl...

i post this blog jus because to say out, izit i too emo?
i dun have place to release my stress... recently too many things happened,
so, i hope u all dun mind, and thanks for reading this post patiently,
all i jus have to say, SORRY if there is any harsh words...

anyway, still want to wish my sister and Russell...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU!!
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN THE FUTURE,
GET WELL IN YOUR STUDIES,
GOOD DREAMS WILL ALWAYS COME AFTER YOU...

that's all for now, hope you all dun mind...
i need to calm down and study liao...
but i feel much better now so dun worry,
(after write all these craps down... really relief..)

找房子记

今天和Sushi, Siaw Wei和Siaw Hie一起去看屋子，
我和爸还没去载他们的时候，就叫我怎么去Bank Negara Malaysia和Public Bank，
因为我要申请PTPTN loan，是需要在他们这两家银行开户口的，
然后我们就直接到Siaw Wei的家载他们咯……

我们一路上去，爸教我怎么走，而他们就谈话，
Sushi 还是一样疯疯癫癫的，还好爸不介意，哈哈……
由于我妈介绍的那个Carrie，在3点才在家，所以我们就去找别间屋子，
不然就是太贵，就是太旧，最贵的也有RM1200，因为是新的condo，叫 TAR Villa （名字不错嘛），
我们也是偶然看到那个招牌的，才打电话去看，
才两年而已，地方很阔，客厅很大，所以才那么的贵。
我们在KTAR附近的Taman Bunga Raya找广告，Siaw Wei还把它撕下来，我们一个一个打电话，
不然就是没人接，不然就是已经出租了，不然就是太贵了，不然就是设备不齐全，不然就是……
好多“不然”哦…… =.=

我们到Sri Pelangi Condo去看，就在Carrie的Genting Court Condo隔壁而已，
屋子太小了，大房也要RM 480，中房就要RM 380，小房就已经租出去了，
有点不划算咯…… 到了下午2.30，我们就去Genting Court Condo附近的Mamak喝饮料，
爸请客 （好好哦！） 我们还谈天，发现Sushi的爸好像有点那个……（Sushi，不好意思哦！）
没有啦，其实因为他们有出租房间过，比较有经验，所以变得有点麻烦，
Carrie也觉得麻烦，不过呢，还好啦，只不过怕那间屋子有什么不好，那个屋主会怪在我们身上咯，
为了保险，变得麻烦也无所谓啦……
看到这里就应该知道是什么意思吧？对！我们就是租下Carrie那间家，因为便宜，
整间才RM700，还有冰柜、火炉、瓦斯、桌子椅子，什么都有，
就是有点旧，所以我们打算油漆，还要找个时间大扫除，
我们将在5月15日搬进去，意思说开始算租金咯……

我们打算再找个时间再下去一趟，再看看那边的Condition，
看有什么需要修理的，Sushi还要拍照哩……

好了，要开始温习了，星期三考试哩！
晚安！加油！！ ^o^

特别的日子 （3月20日）

今天是我的生日，我不期待他们记得我的生日，更没有期待收到他们的生日礼物，
不过，今天我真的很惊讶，因为他们记得我的生日，还送礼物给我，
哥和大嫂送我parker pen，很漂亮；
Tracy, Sushi 和 Frog zai 买了两块 Secret Recipe的蛋糕给我，还有Shen joe，
我真的吓了一大跳，还写了一张小卡给我；
Siew Hie也是写小卡给我，不只我认识的朋友们有祝福我，
就连不熟的朋友也记得我的生日，还有已转校了的Tan Fei，
真的很谢谢他们。

不过哩，我今天也是蛮忙的一天，早上10.30才上课，
我却一大清早就要起床载我妹妹去学校， 吧生的，
然后直接到学校，那时才大约9点多，所以上课的时候不是很精神，
接着补课，然后彩排drama，就要去载我妹回家，
不过中间我绕了很多圈，差点迷路，
因为我不会从subang到klang的路，哥教我的路线我到后来才会走，
那时已经是5点多了。接着回家路途又塞车，到家时已经是6点了。
不过，我妹特地买了礼物给我，很美的小风车，我很喜欢。

生日，每年只有一次的节日，
一旦过了，就要等365天后才能再庆祝，就像别的节日一样，
我希望大家过生日的时候可以过得充实、有意义，
不要像我，不能和家人庆祝，尤其父母（至于是什么原因呢，我不想多说，无奈……）

再次谢谢大家，认识你们真好！
FRENZ FOREVER!!

First Being Tagged...

Tagged by Qing Ann

001. Real Name: Soh Chin Wei
002. Nickname(s): (from last time till now)Cindy, Helen, chin-chin, wei-wei, ah chin, dai ka jie, ah mui
003. Age: 19
004. Horoscope: Pisces
005. Male or Female: female
006. Elementary: Tadika Eden
007. Middle School: SJK (C) Khe Beng, Klang (class: 1B, 2B, 3H,4U, 5U, 6U)
008. High School: SMK USJ 12, Subang (class: 1C, 2C, 3E, 4W, 5A)
009. College School: UTAR
010. Hair colour: Black lo, mum dun allow me to dye hair also... =.=
011. Long or Short: long
012. Loud or Quiet: i dunno wo, quiet gua... sometime loud too... hehe
013. Sweats or Jeans: Both
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: My condition is good, seldom sick
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink (i HATE smock)
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Now no more liao...
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: yup, last year July 12
020. Tattoos: -
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social & Anti-social somtimes
022. Righty or lefty: Righty

Firsts
023. First piercing: 12 July 2008
024. First relationship: - (nvr have b4)
025. First Best Friend: Tee Yun Lu (primary)
026. First Award: standard 5, caligraphy competition
027. First Kiss: -
028. First Pet: - (got bird live in my house la...)
029. First Big Vacation: Thailand
030. First Love at first sight: Form 3
031. First Big Birthday: 9
032. First Surgery: -
033. First sport you joined: Badminton

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple juice
035. Rock or Rap: Rock
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: no interest
039. Night or Day: both
040. Sun or Moon: both
041. TV or Internet: both, but i prefer TV
042. Playstation or xbox: -
043. Kiss or hug: -
044. Iguana or turtle: -
045. Spider or bee: - (yulk!~)
046. Fall or spring: Fall & spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: - (i dun use them but others)
048. Soccer or baseball: baseball

Currently
049. Eating: finish ady...
050. Drinking: water
051. Excitement level: -
052. I'm about to: writing tag
053. Listening to: song
054. Plan for today: receiving wishes from my friends
055. Waiting for: the next holiday
056. Energy Level: in good condition
057. Thinking of someone: no

Future
058. Want kids?: Ya
059. Want to get married?: Ya
060. When?:When I have ability to do so
061. How many kids do you want: >1, <5
062. Any name on the mind: - (too early liao la...)
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Teacher, doctor, nurse, lawyer
064. Careers in mind: something to do with maths, or helping ppl
065. Mellow future or wild: Mellow
066. Something you would never try: Commit suicide, smoke
067. When do you want to die: I hope it will happen when i'm old, and i dun have the ability to do anything

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller than me
071. Protective or Caring?: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: -
074. Sensitive or Loud?: -
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Never
077. Muscular or normal: extremely normal

Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger: No
079. Broken a bone: No
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Yes
081. Ran away from home: No
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Yes
083. Killed somebody: No la of course, crazy ah?
084. Broken some one's heart: No gua, if parents yes...
085. Had your heart broken: Ya..b4
086. Been arrested: No
087. Cried when someone died: Ya
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Ya

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: I dun have self-confident, i'm weak in that
090. Miracles: Ya
091. Love at first sight: dunno---
092. Heaven: Ya
093. Santa Claus: No
094. Tooth Fairy: No
095. Kiss in the first date: Yes
096. Angels: Yes

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: No
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Not really...
099. Do you believe in God?: Ya
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. --> Posted, sorry ya for those who been tagged... ^^

Dailou
Sushi
Tracy
Siew Hie
I Jing
Yvvone
Leng Zai
Shen Joe

前夕

我又多久没update了啊？
这几天大家都在赶着assign，下星期又考试了，
时间太紧迫了，这就是sem 3的学生的宿命咯……

我今天绑牙了！只是绑上面的而已，还是那种前面四颗大门牙没绑，
说是要把我的老虎牙先拉下来，再绑完，
还是不习惯，也不痛的，不过那个医生说晚上就会痛，
已经11点多了，还没有任何感觉，不知道明天会怎样。
还记得上次前后共拔了四颗，最后两颗是最痛的。
接着医生在我的牙缝放了蓝色的橡胶，弄得我大概有五天是吃粥或面线添肚子的，
好不容易可以吃饭了，菜还不可以吃，所以我就搅水果当水果汁喝，代替蔬菜。
今天我又绑牙了，虽然到现在我还没有感觉，但不知道待会儿痛的时候，
不知道又要几天吃粥了，唉……因为我本身不喜欢吃粥，不饱的。

我也剪了我的头发，太长了，很重，洗的时候又落了很多发，
所以今天把它剪短了点，就不会太重，太麻烦。
以前还没烫直的时候，就算已到胸部的长度我就忍无可忍要把它剪短，
但现在烫了又有点舍不得剪，所以一直留到现在，才把它剪掉四分之一。
我很满意，不后悔，大不了再留长然后烫直它咯，虽然是贵了点。

明天是有点特别的日子，前夕就发生了很多事情，特地上blog的。

好了，不说了，大家晚安！！

忙的日子又开始了

开学了一个星期，一切都变得‘赶’……
7个星期的学期的确很短，大家都忙着做assignment，
都很讨厌，虽然只是三科，却让人喘不过气来，
大家都没改变，只不过tracy换了发型，不错啊，看起来很清秀，一样是美女。XD
今天的我，有点闷闷不乐，
原因呢，我就不想多说，只不过，我想告诉大家，
朋友不是交来玩的，而是互相照顾、分享大家的心事、一起承担困难，
不是交了，觉得不好交就把别人撇在一边，
我想，不知我有这个感想，我看大致上的人都有这个思想吧。

昨天是siew hie的生日，祝她生日快乐、学业猛进、步步高升！！

今天心情不大好，放学后迟了，
驾快车载我妹妹，然后赶去医院做appointment，
绑牙真的很麻烦，中间又要过了两次的过程才绑 =.=
然后赶去工作，老板娘明显的不高兴，因为我而错过了yoga，
所以我并没有和她多说什么，只是顾着打扫，尽量不要停下来，
过后跟她说以后只做一星期一次而已，
最近真的会很忙，她也理解，所以就批准了。
不过，代价就是，薪水少咯……

好啦，最近也没有什么特别的事情发生，
我也要赶着做assignment了，拜拜咯！^^

long time no update liao...

so long din update already....
actually i din on9 , lazy...
i now everyday working, after come back from work then watch tv,
then i ma go sleep lo... ^^

this holiday is kinda boring , but also relaxing...
i extracted 2 tooth... very painful, this thursday need to go extract another 2... =.=
i dunno the doctor's words can be trusted or not,
but i noe everytime i went for appointment, he'll said
"Next appoinment will wear brasers.." haiz...
ya, you all's rite... i haven wear braser, but i lost my 2 tooth...
haha....

exam's results is coming out soon ba, sem 3 is approaching,
7 weeks nia, i think it will be the busiest sem among the 3 sems....

k la, wan to sleep liao...
have a sweet dreams o...!!

^^

Exams!!!

hihi... i think this is the first time i write my blog in eng... haha..
cos i kinda rush...

exam week... how to say leh? so suffering, so torturing, and so stupid...
i know i dint do well in exam, i'm going to die...
first paper, Writing For Science --> eng poor, what do u expect?
second paper, Prgramming --> the coding all are confusing , and hardest paper i ever sat...
third paper, Chemistry II --> much better, most of the question i can answer, i think A is not a prob.. (..gua, haha ^^||)
fourth paper, Physics II --> i made a lot of stupid mistakes, so i know i wont get good marks for this too...
fifth paper, Maths II --> ok lo, better than the previous papers except Chem...
sixth paper, Public Speaking --> haven sit, next tues.... dunno how to score that paper...

which means, in overall, the exams are sucks!!!
the papers were set by the Kampar's lecturers...
compared with past years, this years will be the hardest papers...

my sister is going to move to Klang next tuesday.
she made this decision because she thinks that it is too troublesome to fetch her to school to Klang from Shah Alam, and my parents approved it.
so today, she packed her things and dad bring some furnitures there.
that's right, the rental house was found, thanks to her friend... =.=
well, i'm going to move either, but not now,
the distance between Setapak and Shah Alam is further than to Klang,
takes about 1 hour journey....

well, thats all i think,
study study study.... =.=
this is our life!!