I wish u enough..

This is a forward email from my dad, I received it this afternoon...

I wish you enough!

Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.

Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.'

The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.'

They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry... I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'

'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'.

'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said.

'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' May I ask what that means?'

He began to smile. 'That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone...' He paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and he smiled even more. 'When we said, 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.' Then turning toward me, he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger....

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

He then began to cry and walked away..

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them; but then an entire life to forget them.

*Only if you wish send this to the people you will never forget and remember to send it back to the person who sent it to you. If you don't send it to anyone it may mean that you are in such a hurry that you have forgotten your friends.

TAKE TIME TO LIVE....

To all my friends and loved ones,
I WISH YOU ENOUGH.

Lastly, wish all the best for those will sit for few tests next week!! ^^

Crazy Week

This week I was nearly gone crazy!!

3 tests, 2 assignments have to hand up, where we did it last minutes,

and the worst is I dont even know what am I writing in the assignment.

I do not have any confident to get high marks for both assignment..

Monday -

I was so tired as I slept at nearly 1 o'clock something..

and woke up at around 5 something,

the Macro assignment finally done and we passed up it during lecture class..

I really really feel so worry about this assignment,

the next day I'll be sitting for Public Speaking (PB) mid-term test,

and I haven start revising.. God damn there's a lot a lot of things need to read,

need to memorize, although some of the things I'd learned during my foundation year,

but it's 2 years ago, and I almost forgotten what all about...

so I studied till around 1 am then I went fall asleep..

Tuesday -

The day where I hate the most, and it's also the most boring day in this semester..

PB lecture and tutorials and Math Stats lecture..

We all sat for the PB mid-term test, and I think that I fail to score it...

It's kinda simple actually, but some of them I did careless mistakes,

it's over, cant do anything, then during tutorials,

that annoyed tutors tell us our course works marks..

Out of 60 I just got 35.. T.T This time I dunno is my fault or is the tutor strict..

One of my gang got 42.5 out of 60.. so envy of her..

But I have to admit that some of the presentation I know I din do well,

I was so unlucky to get hard topic for my impromptu speech..

guess what's that? "Human Rights"...

This kind of topic, for those whom English very poor like ME,

is unable to elaborate the points and will not speak well without any preparations..

So I think impromptu speech is the part where pull my marks down to the end..

Wednesday -

Craziest day I ever had.. We haven done our Risk Management (RiskM) assign,

I skipped one of the tutor at that morning just to do the assignment,

and yet too many things need to consider..

the worst is, I haven prepared for my next day test, which is Math Stat test 2,

I fail the first test, just got 6 out of 30.. haha...^^|||

that day our internet line also bad like hell.. I have to go to CC just to the assignment

to my friends.. But that day I'm kinda happy, cos one of my friend and I chat in msn,

we were talking about why our friendship is getting 'further'..

We almost did not talk to each other since last few semester..

However, that day I finally voice out my doubt... hehe..

We are kind close again, since we know what's the problems to us.. yeah~

then I din sleep that night to revise my Math Stats test 2..

So tired ~~

Thursday -

My panda eye.. We submitted our RiskM assignment,

then later we sit for the test 2, still, the sufficient statistic killed all of us..

I dont know how to do most of the questions.. I was freaking out...

but then what to do, dunno how to do means dunno..

although we did glanced through the paper beside each of us.. hehe..

then we all start to revising our FSA ...

At night I went to Jun's house to study...Thanks to Jun,

I finally know the EPS calculations...

but by the time I started my car engine to go back,

my car lamp cant switch on again!! I think this is the third time I faced this problems..

And that day was one of my house mates' birthday = Siaw Wei!!

So we actually celebrated her birthday yesterday mid-night at 12am punctual..

So, wish her all the best, and...

**dun la show black face everytime, scared all of us neh~~ ><**

Friday -

I din know that risk management class had cancelled,

I reached school only know.. so went to study room study fsa..

then after loss model class I went cut hair..

hhe.. kinda satisfied my hair cut.. although nothing diff from the previous ..

but I really like it...

Ohya, I also want to thank to Tham Tham for some information he provides to me and some of my friends.. hehe...

Then another sleepless night, and my panda eye is getting darker,

some of my friend asked me whether I din sleep for few days..

I was like : OMG.. is that obvious?! @@

What to do? haven revise finish, dun dare to sleep earlier ah..

So yesterday,

Retest FSA.. really have to thank Tham Tham, his info is very useful...

and Jun also... if not because both of them,

I think I will not be able to do most of the questions..

mm.. I think that's all..

next week will be another crazy week, but is better than this week la...

2 presentations and 1 test.. ==

CHAO!!

双鱼座 PISCES

双鱼座

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Bad Luck...

SO, this week actually suppose to be a quite relax week,

as there's no test..

But we all are busy with our assignments!!

Last minute do assignment definitely not a good idea..

and I also suffering, and struggling for this whole week..

The first day of the week I met an accident..

I was so tired, and I bang the car in front of me..

Fortunately the damage wasn't serious, I only have to pay RM 150..

However, because of that accident, I having bad mood for the whole day,

plus bad results released at the same day..

I've got 2 bad results during this week...

I was planning to study during this week,

but the assignments made me crazy!!

Especially Macro assignment, I dunno what am I writing,

what am I reading, I dunno how I should start..

Kinda struggling now...

Going to be mad because of these stupid assignment..

also start worry already..

I DESPERATELY NEED SOMEBODY HELP ME OUT OF HERE!!!!

Be the helper of Maths Competition + Watch TWO movies in one day!!!

Ok, so basically today I was at outside for whole day,

from 6 am till just now 12 am midnight..

What a day!! Actually now I'm really tired,

my waist pain till like hell again..

But I cant wait to share my whole day with u guys..

So this morning around 6 something a.m. ,

I reached campus, I was invited to be the helper of Maths Competition which was held today,

we all helpers are required to wear in formal,

and I as usual, besides wearing formal, and of course wore high heels,

and it was really really tiring, as I wore to walk, and stand for about one and a half hours.

My role was being a registrar of the competitors,

although I'm in charge of the new comers, but it's quite busy,

as a lot of new participants last minutes decided to join the competitions,

the competitors were included three Arabian students (if I'm not mistaken),

and also 12 students from one of the local uni (I dun remember what's the U ).

Then, I also was one of the invigilators for Category C,

which is the group competitors.

For me it's kinda new and fresh experience to be a invigilator,

as finally I know how does it feel to invigilate the competitors.. hehe..

I was expected to be alone for whole morning, as there was nobody that I know among the helpers,

but then luckily, I met a new friend,

I was so happy, at last I'm not alone for the whole event...

These are the photos that I took at the maths exhibition...

hehe... there's another two: put +, -, x, /, (), [], {} in the blank...

a)

1 2 3 = 1

1 2 3 4 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 6 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 = 1

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 = 1

b)

3 3 3 3 3 = 0

3 3 3 3 3 = 1

3 3 3 3 3 = 2

3 3 3 3 3 = 3

3 3 3 3 3 = 4

3 3 3 3 3 = 5

hehe... why dont u all have a try on these questions?

Then I went to Klang fetched my sis,

straight away headed Summit USJ to watch two movies:

Twillight Eclipse and The Sorcerer's Apprentice ..

and the conclusion, The Sorcerer's Apprentice is really amazing!!

As for the Eclipse, just normal as I'd expected..

the second movie ended at around 11 something pm,

that's why we reached home very late..

Ok, I really damn tired .. See ya!!

Have a nice day.. ^^

That feeling came to me again...

I really really need somebody to tell what's going with me?
No matter how much effort I put in, the results are always dissappointing..
Every time I got the low results for any subject,
the feeling of embarassment will make me dun wan to face those high score students,
the feeling of dissappointed will make me down,
the feeling of upsets will make me feel that all my effort will not come out in good results,
I dont know what to do..

I had this kind of feeling quite often recently.
Since last few sem, I dont know what going on..
I know what I've studied, but when the question paper is in front of me,
I dun know even what the question is asking..
Before that I dun face any this king of problems in my study,
but nowadays, I'm just like those who taught 100 times but still dun understand,
I'm just like those who dun even bother about the studies,
I'm just like those who dun wan past in the exam and let them be..

I really feel embarassing when face my friends,
as I am not who I am before..
I'm now face a lot of problems in my study,
I dont know who I'm going to ask..
I believe that even I asked lecturers or tutors, I'm sure that I still dun understand.
and even I understand at that moment, at the next moment, I will totally forgotten what they told me few seconds ago..

I've told my problems to one of my friend, despite she said I'll do better next time,
but still I cant manage to reach my target..
Although I've told myself so many times that,
I must do better next time..
I wanted to win or beat those who beat me this time,
I wanted to be proud in front of my friends and especially the most important is SHE...
But, I think I'm fated to be a failure in my university's life,
my dream to continue my study in overseas broken..

OMG!! Maths was the subjects that I'm proud of..
and now I started wondering if I've made the wrong choice at the beginning..
Should I just give up?
I've already tired of feeling embarassing and do not dare to face my friends..
as I'm once the one they asked a lot..
I really really dun know what to do...

Does anybody can tell me, what should I do?

老师overuse权利

最近我们一直被老师们骂，我觉得这不是骂，这应该叫做针对……

我们这个学期有个科叫FSA，我不知我们哪里得罪了她，

但是我很肯定的是，她一定要这个机会来说我们，

我不知道我们去上课是为了被她骂，看我们不顺眼，没事就骂一下才爽，

还是她自己最近心情超级不好的，所以找我们来出气。

我要说的是，我们不是出气筒，

而且，不是骂了我们，我们就会被激去读书，拿好的成绩给她看，

我们不是木头人，我们有感情的，难道她就不能用别的方式来教我们吗？

我不是要说她的坏话，但有时候她自己也没有发现自己也有问题，

可以一动也不动的站在礼堂前面，手上拿着等于没拿的麦克风，

然后接下来就是只有嘴巴在动…… ==

我真的觉得她不可思议，更^*&(*&&^*的是，

我们因为写错或是没有写她的姓氏在assignment，

她可以大约用了十五分钟骂我们。

我知道念错或是写错人家的姓其实是件没有礼貌的事，

但是没有到要penalize我们的地步吧……

为什么因为姓氏就要影响到我们的分数呢？

她真的真的超级奇怪咯！

我想补充一下，我真的不想讲她的坏话，

我只是不明白，她为什么做一个老师要做成这样？

心情不好也要有个限制吧，不是找人骂一骂下就会舒服，

就不会想一下被骂的人哦？

各位，如果我有伤到哪位的心，觉得我不应该这样说这位你最敬爱的老师，

我很抱歉，敬请原谅，还有，请不要传出去，

要骂心里骂就好，或者找我来骂，不要到处宣传，谢谢合作！

说些开心事吧！前两天是我爸的生日，

虽然不能跟他庆祝，但我深深地祝福他……

生日快乐！

祝他长命百岁，学业进步，工作顺利！

miss daddy..

这世界上为什么要有这个懒字？

最近的我非常的懒，懒的出门，懒的读书，懒得做assignment，

懒得走，懒得站，懒得起来，什么都懒……

上个Sem，成绩出炉后，心情不是说很好，我退步了！！！

我觉得我不够好，而且我不知道我是怎么了，

读了是读了，但还是不知道为什么考得还是不好，

我看着问题，问题看着我，互相望了很久，结果我还是投降……

现在的我在另一个学期中，就因为这“懒”字，

把我在一开始的几个星期白白的浪费了，

我可以面对着我的电脑好几个小时-- Facebook，追连续剧，

所以现在的我已经有一个摩托的小轮胎在我的腰上（肚腩！！）T.T

我刚刚才发现很多人都有看我的部落格，想借此谢谢各位都有看的人，

其实这里我并没有常常来update，

现在的我，就是因为“懒”，所以才比较少去看看我的部落格。

Dad's now is going well in Australia, recently seldom skype with him,

dunno why, nowadays kinda miss him, and just now,

I jus realised that my cousin, Pei went vacation at Australia,

and she met my dad there! haha..

Dad started his part time job in a restaurant, his course also just started,

he'll be studying 4 days a week, and work twice a week.

I really hope that he will keep it up, and learn a lot of yummy's cake,

then cook for us when he come back.. haha...

I really want to go to Australia very much!!!

Things that happened since Jan 2010

Since January I posted, I never touch my blog again till now...

B'cos of my laziness, and also the line at my condo here is really bad,

P/S to everyone: before apply P1 WiMax, please be make sure that your area can get the line,

if not you will easily get into bad mood just because of this stupid line, like us!!

So, my blog is alive again! And I may update my blog quite often after final...

That's right, our final exam is around the corner, in 2 weeks time...

actually quite rush, cos really a lot of things need to revise back,

memories all those formulas, formats and so on...

My dad now is staying with my third aunt in Melbourne, Australia.

For him is no choice, becos of my mum...

Ever since last year, my family's problems getting worst till they divorced,

my dad really really dont want this to be happened, but they still end up in this bad situation.

All because of my mum... I dont know why she's so stubborn..

The reasons all she gave me are nonsense! And my dad has to sacrifice himself to divorce with her...

Wth, and since then me and mum's relationship become poor,

I never talk to her, I seldom go home, I rather stay at KL,

I just feel very annoyed to see her...

My dad decided to take a degree course there, and apply student visa so that he can work there...

I really feel sympathize of him, he's already old and yet he still need to study and find work..

Everytime when mum mention him, she always complaint he did nothing for the family..

I really wondering how can she say dad like this?

Who's the one cares the patients more than the family?

Who's the one always hang out with friends and came home late?

Who's the one dont even care the children's studies, and dont even know my results since foundation till now?

She just complaint how she works just for the family...

How many times I've argue with her and she just dont wan to listen to me..

I really get fed up, I dont know how to communicate with her..

I really miss my dad so much...

Recently damn lots of tests came to us and we finally got to breathe one week ago..

However when the results came out, I really shocked with my result..

I got it very bad!! I fail some of the papers, and I really hate myself,

no matter how I study hard I still cant did the paper well,

I really worry the final exam..

And because of these, I felt very embarrassing when I faced my friends,

I dont know how to speak to them, I dont know how to communicate normally with them,

I really feel embarrassing..

I taught them, and I myself get worser result than them..

So recently I'm quite emo.. Although I feel really really sorry to them,

but I just need some times to recover..

REALLY REALLY SORRY... PLEASE FORGIVE ME..

Then, just few days ago, I met the CHEAPEST person I've ever seen,

I dont know why he want to live in such cheap life..

He is so selfish, always think how to get benefits from other ppl..

He never feel guilty in his entire life, I really wonder why his friends still can interact with him,

But then I found out that, his friends also kind of weird ppl... haha...

I never feel so mad to a person in my whole life except him,

I really really hope that he will not appear in front of me,

if not I dont really think that I can control myself from scolding him... @#$!#$%...

that's all for now I think.. I'll be back after the final over..

This is recent me..

Doctor said my brazers can take out at the end of this year,

when I heard this news I was really shocked,

because I always thought that I will be wearing this brazers till I graduate...

That's what I heard when the doctor help me put the brazers up on my teeth..

This is my messy tables, now I'm revising calculus,

which I fail it's test paper few days ago.. T_T

我不想要这样

本来，搬家是件好事，应该很开心的，因为可以到新的环境生活，

但是，为什么这么烦恼？为什么这么不开心？

还不是为了家人的事情，搬家后，他要到哪里去？

需不需要做到那么绝啊？

以为自己是最有道理的，更是离谱到底……

新年也快到了，但是我根本就没有要过新年的气氛，

家里的气氛有一段日子是死沉了，

屋子还没好，现在突然间说要开始搬大样的东西过去了，

心理也一瞬间沉了下来，

他，听到过后，脸就开始拉了下来……

没想到那么快……

我不想要这样……

看着他自己伤心还是帮忙收拾东西，

真的真的很心痛……