Thursday, April 30, 2009

Paper 2 - Web Page Design

Thursday, April 30, 2009
Hehe.. Just reached home from college.
Well, today is Sem 3's second papeer - Web Page Design Paper..
Mm... Overall it was quite ok lo, just some parts were confusing,
and the last part, which is question 4 .. =.= it's really torturing people's understanding,
In the lecture slides none of it talk about MIDI, except one la...
Furthermore, I dont really know or expert all this 'electronic' things...
so, I just simply crap there, I may lost my 9 marks there, haiz...
Need to thank to Foo, who gave some tips to me,
although only some of them got came out, but it also helpful... (next time belanja you makan...^^) Actually I finished my paper exactly half an hour before the time's up,
but I'm not used to left the examination hall early,
as previous exam days I dint do that, I dont have the confident to left the hall that early,
like others did, I used that to check back, but I was really tired,
these 3 days I dint really get enough sleep for myself,
the first day I slept around 3 something, then woke up at around 11 something;
next day even worst, I dint sleep at all... I was awake until 6 something,
I even saw my sisters went to school in the morning, then I slept until 11 somethings;
then yesterday, I slept at around 2 something and woke up at 6...
haha... my sleeping time always not consistent,
but I still force myself awake to check my paper, at most I just closed my eyes a while...
that time quite a lot of candidates left the hall, so it's quite empty within the half an hours time, even ah gor also, haha... Go back so early... =.=

Anyway, this morning I departed from my house at about 6.30 am,
cause I need to get to the bus stop to fetch ShuXian, but unexpectedly,
on all my way there, it was smooth, as in I dint stop to wait for traffic jam, neither the traffic light... so, I reached there at about 7 am, haha...
I told her about 7.30am, half an hour earlier than the appointed time...
so, as usual, study lo, revise lo... what to do? then fetched Foo at Sek 17 there...
SX some more said sorry to me, nothing de leh... No need to say sorry wan la honey~

Have to thank and apologize to Tracy and Joe,
These 3 days I kept troublesome them, I asked a lot of questions regarding WPD,
Thanks and Sorry guys! I really appreciated it,
You guys really help me a lot lo... Thanks again...
And sorry if I really disturbed you guys... Hope I dint affect you guys' studying...

Just now on the way home, got slightly traffic jam,
swt, they blocked one quarter of the road to fix the road... =.=

Yesterday was Teik Wei's birthday, although I wished him already,
but here I want to wish him again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, TEIK WEI!!!
DFSD
ALL THE BEST IN THE FUTURE,
SDFS
HOPE YOU ALWAYS HAPPY...

Well, that's all lo I think, yesterday SX told me that on Saturday after Management paper want go yam cha... Just received a call from my manager, asked me to work on Saturday after exam,
haiz, so sorry, cant yamcha liao...
Ya lo hor, Management paper, another torturing paper...
Dont know still remember what I'd studied or not,
So, this 2 days - NO SLEEP MORE TIME, NO MOVIE, NO MSN ...
and most importantly --- SELF-CONTROL, CANNOT BE LAZY...
haha... Good Luck to all of you again... ^^

Chao! (^o^) Y

@P/S: But, I may on9 msn to ask something lo... hehe...^^|||
@@P/S: Dont know I really can control myself or not... =.=

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

An Owl...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Today, is Tuesday.. kinda boring,
I was like nothing to do, WebPage seems like nothing to worry about,
cause I'd studied it at earlier time, I mean, last time...
and now, surprisingly, I still remembered some,
so tonight I decided to finish my past year papers, 
I had done 2, where I did them in college, 
I hate to do the part where they ask you to define somethings,
that actually test your memorise ability...

Yesterday night around 10, I was not at home,
I went to my sis' hostel to bring her some daily's needs at Klang...
It becomes a trend to me or my dad. She came back home every Saturday,
and back to school on every Monday early in the morning,
then at night around 10 something, only me or my dad can bring her all the clothes some stuff like that,
she got tuition every evening until 9 something (this year sitting SPM)
that is why we go there at this late...
So yesterday I drove my dad's Avanza there instead my Kembara,
haha.. It's already quite sometimes I dint drive Avanza,
last time I used to drive it to college, until when my dad was being unemployed due to the economic recession (it was a nightmare...) and the company took away his Unser,
and of course, my Kembara is second-hand car,
my dad bought this to me so I can drove it to school,
here I dont have transportation that able to fetch me to UTAR,
I also dont know how to take a bas, and I seldom use it,
normally my dad is the one be my transporter...

And...

This coming Jun I'll shift to Setapak, and my dad decides to sell it... (T_T)

Ok, so after taking those things to my sis,
I went back home and arrived at about 11 something...
that time I was sleepless, so I just continue my WebPage,
then, I came to the computer and watch some movie...
I cant really concentrate, I dont know why,
Normally night time is my best time to study,
nobody's annoy me, nobody's talk to me, nobody's distract me...
but yesterday I watched movie until 3 something...
OMG... I'd waste my time to do such useless things,
so, this afternoon I slept, then tonight I'll be very energetic,
I want to study, study, study...


my messy table... 

P/S: notice my chatbox? I left a msg that I've think of Eng name for my blog,
either: 
# Sapphire Snow
# Snow Sapphire
I dont know which wan is correct way to name it, any suggestions?

Monday, April 27, 2009

English for Communication Paper @ [Team Hoyt]

Monday, April 27, 2009
OH ... MY ... GOD... NESS!!
The paper was so hard like hell man!!
I did it really badly! It was really shocked that I can do the identification errors as I always cant find all the 15 errors, some times I even correct the wrong errors, 
and, as for the word form part, I thought that I can do the word form part,
and what happened? Shit man! Out of 15, I think I did wrong 6 =.=
At then comes the important part, REARRANGING SENTENCES!!
This is my most headache part in the entire English paper,
and today also the same thing happened to me!
It took the longest time to consider the answer,
and still I cant manage to do it well.. So depressed!
Compared with the past years, today's paper is the hardest English paper I'd ever do...
I will never get an A for my English in my whole life,
I just cant score it, no matter how much I tried,
the 'B' always appeared at the same column of English subject in my result slip.
I really fed up. My mind always think about that stupid paper on the way I drove home just now...
If this paper is already so hard, then what will happen for my Management?
I dont think it would be enough after I studied this subject for my whole study week... 
All my effort are wasted.. haiz..

This morning 11 something I reached school, fetch ShuXian and Foo as well,
it has been my habit, every time when I'm having exam on that particular day,
I will come early as I can, this can calm me down,
and be prepared lo as I can ask my friend more questions,
or some times I used the extra times to revise back,
try to recall back, scared if my mind goes black when the moment I sit on the chair.
And still, the paper really disappointed me..

Ok, go back to todays topic...
Actually yesterday morning, I was opening my mom’s Inbox at Yahoo,
I saw this very touching, amazing video,
I dont know whether you all know about this story or not,
For those knew already, can skip or just quietly read it,
For those who does not yet, you are advisable to read it and watch the movie.
The story is about the strong relationship between a father and his son,
Rick and Dick Hoyt
The unfortunate son, Rick, when he was born,
the umbilical cord coiled around his neck and cut off oxygen to his brain,
and that affect his whole life, as he can’t do any normal thing,
his growth development were affected, and thus,
to show that Rick can lives like other normal people,
he has been participated a lot of competitions, as he loves sport very much,
His father, Dick, shows his dedication, and very supportive to his son.
There is once where Rick want to participate in a five-mile benefit run for a local lacrosse player who had been paralyzed in an accident.
So, Dick agreed with him, willingly to push the wheel chair to finish the race.
Other than that, the most unforgettable event that surprise the whole world is,
Both of them – The Team Hoyt – join the the triathlon,
combination of 26.2 miles of running, 112 miles of bicycling, and 2.4 miles of swimming
mountain-climbing, and once trekked 3,735 miles across America.

This is the summary of the story,
I like the song “My Redeemer Lives”… Do watch ya…

4 minutues

This one is talking about the life of both father and son,
How they got the inspiration to participate the triathlon,
How a father loves his son so much...

10 minutes

Or you can read their story – Team Hoyt

Dick Hoyt quotes,
“Yes you can,
you can do anything you wanna do,

As long as you make up your mind,
you can do it.”


It was an amazing stories that I’ve ever read,
I just want to share this story with you all,
Every parent do loves their own children,
Haha, maybe not as strong as theirs, like mine,
He never show his loves in such way,
In his dictionary, scold and nag is how he shows his loves to us ^o^||| haha…

Well, some parent also irresponsible, they even dump the infancy to the rubbish area,
I wonder, what makes them to make up this unforgivable decision,
Or they think that the children will hinder their future or what?
Anyway, I don’t want to talk about the philosophy of this matter,
It could be very long, and of course ---- boring…
Hehe…

Ok, have to backup for my WebPage already,
I dont want to lost another A, it's really frustrating...
and...
GOOD LUCK AGAIN FOR U ALL GUYS' EXAM YA... !!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

The Moment when I was a Student Reporter...

Saturday, April 25, 2009
I know now already midnight, I just finish my Management,
but not really memorise them, some points which are important only I managed to remember,
the rest I decided when referred back to tutorial only try to memorise,
it's quite hard for me to memorise them, I was like forcing me to do that..
and now, you know what I did? haha, I went to see my senior's blog,
if you all notice, there is a link states "白雪不是公主",
that's my senior blog, and she's quite famous,
as she published a book before... named "白雪不是公主" lo...
her blog has been visited by thousands of people.
She was a student reporter of XueHai, (i think a few people know this magazine...)
and I was her junior. (She's quite leng de o.. ^^)

So, what is student reporter - 学记? Basically means that,
a reporter who writes the news of what events that happened in his / her school,
and these news will be selected to post up in the newspaper,
which is Sin Chew Jit Poh (星洲日报), but only on every Wednesdays.

Just now I went to visit her blog, and so happened I saw her very first article that posted in the newspaper loooong time ago.. haha.. it was so unforgettable,
I remembered when I was a reporter as well,
my friend - that is Yen Ping - and I, both of us wrote some articles,
and so surprisingly, some of them were uploaded in the newspaper!
haha, it was so memorable that it was my first experience to post up our articles in the newspaper, and of course, we got our "reward" - which I've forgot how much it is,
but what i remembered was, I dint get any single cent from them,
instead, Yen Ping is the one who got the pay =.=
well, actually that time I dont really care much about it, I just got so excited.

so, when I saw her first article in her blog,
I just jump out from my chair and started to search nowhere to find out the book,
and now, you know what? I'VE LOST MY ARTICLE!!!
I remembered when the articles were posted up,
I will cut it down, and pasted it on my book, BOOK! you know...
how can I lost it? No matter how I find it, it just hide some where else and does not want to show up! =.= I'd tried to search it at all possible places,
and still no result, not even it's shadow can be seen around,
so disappointed man!

But, I found one article, which was the day we went to collect donation for the old man and unfortunate children, so that they have money to go back to their hometowns.
It's not simply collect it, we sold tooth brush for at least minimum RM5 for one...
It just for charity, so dont ever think: "Aiyo, so expensive ah..."
This activity was held before or after Chinese New Year,
I've forgotten, I think is before, and that time I was actually became a senior student reporter, haha, it was fun to collect the donations with juniors they all.

this wan is that article lo.... and if you notice...

the one most in front was ME!! hehe...

well... haha, maybe you all will feel curious: "she got nothing to do ah? =.="
never mind, I just suddenly feedback the moment I was being a student reporter,
so fun, and a lot of activities had held that time...

okok... being serious, exam is coming soon,
in 2 days time, essay.. mm... haven start my revision yet,
tomorrow must memorise the format liao...
I really, really, really desperately, dont want to get B for my English, again...
I'm so frustrated whenever I got a B for my Eng,
no matter the Sem 1-Eng Language, or Sem 2-Writing for Science,
I got B's for them... >.< haiz..
My Eng really poor, so when you all reading this post,
I bet you all will find out some grammar / vocabulary mistakes...
Do correct me if possible k? haha... (eng lessons meh... =.=)

:p

Thursday, April 23, 2009

绑牙@《饥饿30》营

Thursday, April 23, 2009
今天,我绑牙了,感觉—没有…… =.= 真的很奇怪,难倒政府的牙医绑牙医术高明?还是不是时候感到痛? 相反的,之前还没绑牙的时候,在我的牙缝放那一颗一颗蓝色的东西的时候,痛到根本不能关嘴巴,i mean,不能咬啦……

一大清早就要到该死的医院绑牙……也不能怎么说啦,这样子说不是很矛盾吗?明明这些都是自找的,要不是因为自己的牙齿而感到自卑,我也不会去受这种苦啦。不过哦,他们偏偏就喜欢把时间调到早上的,我也必须七早八早的起床,唉……
我还以为我又要连续几天不吃东西了咯,又要连续几天都吃讨厌的粥,不过看来不用那么烦恼了,嘻嘻,但也不能说想吃就吃,这就是绑牙的不便之处。

下个appointment竟然是在6月4日,那天是什么日子啊?我开学不到一个星期咧!唉,看来我要驾车去我的外宿了,这也有要跟我爸商量再说……

好了,不想说了,说些开心事吧!

昨天我收到一个来自World Vision 2020的信,说《饥饿30》将在8月23日,Bukit Jalil举行。算算起来,我不知道有多久没有去参加了,我只参加过两次,这两次都是筹委员,没有当过营员。

你们不要看它的标题—饥饿30,虽然它的意思是让你饿了30小时没有吃东西,不过也不会那么残忍啦,他们都会给你一个小袋子,里面装了6个soya bean,还有milo,(没有记错的话啦,上次去的时候他们是这样给的啦,身为筹委也不例外咯)他们举行这种活动只是要我们体验饿肚子的经验啦,还有活动咯,很有趣的。

我记得上次去参加的时候是我中三和中四的时候,那时我是学记,也就是学生记者,整场都爆满了人,真的很受欢迎咯,他们还有送衣服,在这30小时的时候都穿着,没有冲凉、没有换衣服,不过时间很快就过去的,然后活动结束的时候都会给一盒点心,待遇是不错哦!

这次他们再寄这个“请柬”,我在考虑当中。以前参加的时候,都要筹到RM100才能参加。我还记得那时在学校,我拿着那个饥饿30的表格,很厚脸皮地到处跟朋友要donation,当然,很多都是用那种“苦笑”的脸孔捐钱给我。这次就不同了,学生只要RM80就可以了,自己付也可以,跟别人“要”钱也可以,不是学生则要RM120。那为什么差别那么大咧?我猜想哦,往年的这种活动学生的反应比较大,大部分的参加者都是学生,每次主持人介绍“让我们欢迎来自(什么州)的XX独中/国中/大学的学生!!!”,那些学生都会尖叫的,哈哈……当然,我们学记也有哦,那时我们有波浪式来接应。

这里是《饥饿30》营的主题曲,想听的话,就点击那个三角形……


Tomorrow ~ 明天孩有希望 (饥饿30主题曲) - 罗亿诗 & Francissca Peter

我现在到处问我朋友要不要参加,哈哈……好久没有参加了,不懂进贺怎么样了?还是肥嘟嘟的吗?也不知道那天 – 8月23日—得空吗?不要到时候突然跑出来什么该死的活动……好想参加,真的是一个很好的经验咯!

@P/S: UTAR的朋友们,如果想参加,记得告诉我哦!^^
(不过,我猜想,应该没有一个想冒着生命危险,饿肚子30小时吧…… =o=)

@@P/S: 这个是我第二次去参加《饥饿30》营的部落格,也是我第一次开Spaces写部落格的,可以点击去看看…… 不过先说明,没有照片可以参考,那时没有带照相机去 ^o^|||

更多详情,请点击《饥饿30》

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

boring @ cook porridge

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
so boring leh these days...!!
do nothing at home, 2 days ago i went to work,
do half day nia then come back home...
i was studying management, and it was damn a lot need to memorise,
but i haven memorise la, i just tried to remember some important points lo,
i just want to watch video --- 《败犬女王》, so desperately!!
but i controlled myself from watching it, i scared i addicted to it,
and dint study at all... OMG!!!


《败犬女王》

yesterday... nono... this morning 4 something only i slept...
i cant sleep, i dunno why, so i studied, but i din really studied..
just like flipped through and try to get into it...
you know la, i so lazy... cant concentrate at all...
and then morning about 9 something i woke up, my mum was cooking,
then she asked me to cook meat porridge later in the evening,
she thought me how to cook it, as this is my first time cook porridge (other meals either..=.= paiseh) what i need to do is just chop the meat and roll them into small ball...
before that also need to add some ingredient la... then put into the porridge lo...
and so, it just like quite simple, it took me about half and hour to do it,
of course not include the porridge really served la...
hehe.. my first experience to cook meat porridge hehe.. ^^

well, still got another 5 more days to go for our first exam paper,
which is the English for Communication paper,
i haven touch it, so if now you ask me the essay how to write,
i will answer you: "DUNNO, SORRY..." = =|||
haiz, every times when come to exam, sure feel lazy to study de,
some more can relax, if you got go see Tracy's blog, then you will know that
now most of the people are in "poker" mood... instead of study mood,
as for me, i'm in "video" mood... haha.... but instead of watching video,
i listen to musics, to prevent me from watching video,
i know it's kinda weird, what to do? it's works for me...

so sien, i also dunno what to write in the blog,
just crapping here, kinda a bit stress liao...
but, i will try to figure out what to post in my blog in next days...
nowadays nothing happen, just as usual wake up in the morning and worry about the exam,
then until night, sleep... that's all...

P/S: sorry if this post is boring for you, i also dunno what to write.. paiseh =.=

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

梁静茹 《没有如果》

Tuesday, April 21, 2009
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果 如果 如果 如果 如果
最后变成如果 我也不能接受
错过 错过 错过 错过 错过
我比你更难过 不会一错再错
嗯 这次不要再轻易错过

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱

如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手

Friday, April 17, 2009

最后一天

Friday, April 17, 2009
今天是我们在 UTAR PJ 读的最后一天,
也就是我们Foundation 学生的最后一天,所以我们几个TD1的到mid valley轻松一下,
我们13个人出动4辆车,分别是我、dailoukar waitracy的,
我们在PA食堂吃午餐,这也许也是我们的最后一次在那里吃东西,
然后sushi还有几个"冰淇淋fans"去Wendy买frosty吃,
这应该也是最后一次在Wendy吃东西。我们今天经历很多“最后一次”的事情……
所谓到mid valley轻松,就是打bowling,呵呵,而我,很乖地,
一直紧追着tracy的车到the garden泊车,因为那里的parking位比较容易找,
dailou kar wai则照样在zon里泊车,很幸运的他们很快就找到了。

我们本来要打2场而已,不过因为有特别优惠给会员和学生,
3场+鞋子,一个人只付RM12而已,第三场半价,不错吧!
不过,今天我的表现不是很好,有史以来最低的分数--85,71,81 =.=
算了,大家高兴就好……


第一组--女子组 (我,tracy,sushi,frogzai)


第二组--男子组(1 )(dailou,zhen bao,龙哥)


第三组--男子组(2)(shen joe,kar wai,uncle)


第四组--男子组(3)(CK, mengwei,andrew)


*~全家福~*

回想我们在这一年Foundation所经历的事情,
从陌生到朋友,一起分担快乐、悲伤、压力……
真的很怀念,接下来大家就分开,不然就去Kampar,不然就去Setapak,
各分东西,聚在一起的日子变得越来越少了,
我还记得在Sem 1 的时候,我是一直跟我表弟一起上学的,
虽我们不同班,不过我们能的话就是尽量在一起,然后就遇到CK
上课、放学都在一起,然后就认识I Jing Yi Herng,(他们都是TD2的)
那时候我还和他们不是很熟,但还是有载他们回家,一直到Sem 2 咯,
然后就认识M、Sushi,那时候她们俩是好朋友,(现在对Sushi来说应该变成恶梦吧……)
坦白说,那时候对Sushi的印象是:"为什么她那么多话的?"哈哈……
不好意思哦Sushi,现在想回来也是很可笑啦,因为现在我们已经是好朋友,
将来也是同房友,人不可貌相,我也觉得很高兴有这个朋友,
然后我们帮她取很多花名,最geng的就是SS^14,我忘了它的全名,
如果我记得的话,一定告诉大家……
然后就认识Tracy,当然,第一个印象就是--“美女”,没别的,
又聪明,还记得那时她每次都是黏着Mei Boh & Mei Kuan的,
那时她是卷发的,后来在Sem2 的时候烫直了,我们还有共同点,
家母蛮相似的,不过我的比较严重一点,
然后就认识Frog仔,她是后来两个星期才开学的,因为她参加NS嘛,
第一个印象--tomboy,后来怎么熟我就忘了,她思想很熟,
怎样也不会颠到像sushi的那种程度,哈哈 (没有啦,开玩笑)
现在他们三个--tracy, sushi frogzai已变成“三人颠”,
变成无所不谈的好朋友,而我呢,就变得比较少和她们颠,原因啊,不知道哦……
就是话题方面差不进去啦,然后我的广东话永远都是很烂,
就连sushi都觉得我讲广东话觉得很好笑,哈哈……不好意思。
对了!我还变成出了名的mc^2,就是朦查查,不懂干嘛,
就是有时候没有进入状况,弄得我一头雾水的,也弄得有时候他们要讲两次我才懂 :p

然后认识dailou,mengwei龙哥
我记得那是上tutorial 的时候认识的,我和CK被分到和他们三个大男人同组,
dailou 的第一个印象--“老”(dailou,恕我直言),
不太和其他男生谈得来,有的话也是CK,那时他和CK是好朋友,
成天在谈话的,数学是一级棒的,上两个Sem也是请教他数学的。
然后Mengwei,他是dailou的老弟,第一个印象我就忘记了,
只记得我们俩曾经是谈的来的朋友,老是欺负我,
然后就某些原因,我们两就再也没有说话了。
龙哥!!呵呵,他啊,很静,很少和别人交谈,口头弹就是“没有钱哩!”
喜欢玩中国象棋,老我们一岁,不是不是……是大我们一岁,
有时候觉得他很好笑,比如说在回答老师问题的时候,不懂怎么就觉得很好笑,
不是嘲笑啦!就单纯的很好笑咯……
andrew,我也忘了怎么和他变得熟,kelantan人,在sem 1 的时候,dota 是出了名的游戏,
男生们都会一直追着它玩,应该是这个缘故,他和dailou他们就熟了,
他也是我的“师兄”,他有教我玩cube的东西,而龙哥是我的老师。
shen joe,和tracy是读书朋友,他们俩每次都会在讨论功课,
数一数二的聪明人,没有人会比得过他,除了tracy啦……哈哈
anson,沙捞越人,怎么熟我也忘了,皮肤很白,
现在我都在叫他uncle,哈哈,就是朋友咯。不错嘛,能交沙捞越同学这位朋友。
kar wai,很少跟他交谈,不过比较跟sushi谈得来,人还不错啦,
喜欢说“ok,ok” 驾MyVi车,还是manual的,比较跟uncle他们熟,一直在一起的。
还有vasandran,我们TD1唯一的印度仔,两个字形容他--高大,
拥有一个萤幕能转动的个人电脑,喜欢开玩笑……
tommy, ken lye, chun yip是三人男,每次都在一起,
都是电脑expert,sushi每次都会找他们问电脑的东西,
偶尔在班上超静的shao tat,也就是Andrew的房友,也会和他们在一起。
对了,好友dillion,第一个印象--gangster,觉得应该少和他来往,
结果,“大开眼界”,是个physics pro,也算聪明,上课时很专心,不耻下问,
但,缺点--非常非常的喜欢吸烟,所以每次都会闻到一身的烟味,难以忍受,
也喜欢开玩笑,作弄Tracy……=.= 他非常非常的高,又瘦,有女生喜欢他,
当然,不包括我,我对这种男生没兴趣。

我第一个认识的朋友是S,那时候我们渐渐变成好朋友,
一起搞生日派对,一起分享小说,然后他和M在一起,
因为一些缘故,我们变得很排斥他们,尤其是M,不想再说下去了。
对我来说,他蛮喜欢show off的,现在Sem3 已是我们TD1的class rap,
他之所以做得成这个位子,也是拜我们所赐,谁叫我们对class rap这个位子没兴趣,wakakaka……

然后我们这班TD1就一直在一起,我们几个还在一次的假期里下Genting玩,
住在CK的别墅,BBQ,真的很怀念,还有几次去打bowling,
读书、考试、假期,就这样过了一年,到了最后一天,也就是今天,
这一年所发生的美好事情变成回忆。我们还决定在4/5聚在一起吃buffet,
告诉大家,TanFei也会去哦!他呢,曾是我们班上最cute的男生,
小我们一岁,和Andrew是不错的朋友,当然还后shenjoe、anson他们,
然后再sem3的开学的第2个星期就转校了……

在这里顺便放几张回忆照……

一起穿UTAR的衣服

一起上practical的情景

打bowling的一次

去打bowling前,吃午餐

去sunway的时候

一起吃pizza的时候

上genting,在CK的别墅

presentation的时候(1)

presentation的时候(2)

presentation的时候(3)



共同的回忆,愿我们的友谊永固
UTAR PJ TD1 Foundation May Intake 2008/2009
Last Forever!!

P/S:真期待我们的gathering!

3rd time being TAGGED!!

幸运一族


~遊戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題,再加上一個新的,傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人,到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真),並且所有願望都會實現。


01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
~ 可以,为什么不能?除非对方讨厌对方
02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼?
~不知道哦,只要他们好就好啦
03.最近最鬱悶的事?
~非常的多
04.最受不了自已哪個缺點?
~丑样
05.遇到喜歡的人,你是勇敢表白還是默默關注?
~默默關注
06.說出點你名的人的3個優點
~其中一个是喜欢跟别人开玩笑,算吗?
07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼?
~laptop
08.喜欢现在的生活吗?
~还好
09.如果要被關起來十五年,除了離開之外什麼都能做的話,要做什麼(複選,生涯規劃亦可)?
~不懂喔,没有想过,不过我知道我会很痛苦
10.什么人是你最欣賞的?
~不知道
11.你身边有讨人厌的人吗?为什么?
~有,恕我不告
12.十年之後,你想過什麼樣的生活?你打算如何實現呢?
~step by step
13.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎?如果有,為的是什麼?
~有,恕我不告
14.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦?
~when kena only say
15.喜欢听什么音乐?
~as long as i like
16.年終要領多少才算OK?
~according to my position lo
17.明天中午吃什麼?
~吃什麼lo
18.一個月多少錢才算OK?
~more than 5000 吧,不知道哦
20.最想到哪里举行婚礼?
~太远了吧……=.=
21.有什麼不可告人的怪癖?
~已经是不可告人了,还问?
22.你喜欢的对象有什么特别之处?
~对不起,我没有喜欢的人
23.有没有暴力倾向?
~没有

“中头奖”的幸运人:

Tracy,shen joe, sushi, dailou, teik wei, siaw hie

(不好意思哦~ ^^Y)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

不爽﹐生氣﹐抓狂﹐哭笑不得的分別

Tuesday, April 14, 2009
today nothing lo, jus took the exam slip,
and i also just knew that the school need to refund each of us RM200,
i was wondering where does this money come from?
i dun even remember i got pay this amount of money,
whatever la, as long as i got money back... which is supposedly belong to me.
i'll sit my exam at PE 011... =.=
and until now i only know me alone in the class... haiz...
and our exam are held at PE block is because Sem 1 students are going to sit for their final too... and they are using PA block, so,
we as their senior must let them use the class lo...
(see, we all so good... Good Seniors.... lame..=.=)

now, almost 9 pm, we are discussing about the cars...
i mean, who sit who's car, all together got 5 cars man,
damn a lot.. haha...so exciting!!
long time din play bowling liao... hehe...
k la, here got one joke that i received in my hotmail...
i think most of u know about it liao... so just enjoy la...



有一天


兒子問爸爸: 爸爸, 不爽﹐生氣﹐抓狂﹐哭笑不得的分別是甚麼意思﹖

爸爸﹕要解釋很難﹐不如讓我來示範。

首先﹐爸爸拿了一本電話簿﹐隨機選出一個人。然後打電話給那個人。順便把電話調到擴音器模式。

VICTIMHELLO

爸爸HELLO請問ABDULLAH BADAWI在家嗎

VICTIM﹕你打錯電話啦﹗

﹕你不要騙我啦﹗

VICTIM﹕我騙你幹嘛﹗神經病﹗ (蓋了電話)

﹕哪﹐兒子﹐這個就是 "不爽"。現在來看甚麼是生氣。

(兒子點頭)

(過了5分鐘﹐爸爸再打一次電話給那個人)

VICTIMHELLO

﹕請問ABDULLAH BADAWI有在家嗎

VICTIM﹕怎麼又是你﹖都跟你講了你打錯電話了﹗

﹕我沒打錯電話啊﹗

VICTIM﹕你這個神經病﹐你到底是誰﹖

﹕我是誰你還不懂﹖我是NAJIB

VICTIM%^&*$#@﹗你是NAJIB我還ANWAR﹗白痴﹗(大力蓋電話)

﹕哪﹐兒子。這個就是"生氣"。懂了嗎

兒子﹕喔我懂了﹗

﹕現在來看下甚麼是抓(又打電話給那個可憐的人)

那個人一拿起電話就咆哮了

VICTIM﹕你這個吃飽沒事做的神經病﹗整天打電話來干擾我﹐要不是我的電話沒有CALLER ID我早就報警了你這個變態佬。。。。

(刻意壓低聲音)ERM。。。。請問林先生在嗎。。。。

VICTIM﹕啊﹗很對不起﹗剛剛有個變態一直打電話來。。。

﹕喔﹐沒關係﹐請問ABDULLAH BADAWI在家嗎

VICTIM ##$W$#^^%$E$%^$&^%R%^$^&%^$^%$﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗

這一次﹐爸爸蓋上了電話。

﹕你現在知道分別了吧﹗等下你媽媽要回來了﹐我們可以吃晚餐了﹗

兒子﹕可是爸爸﹐你還沒有講解甚麼是哭笑不得﹖

﹕喔﹐那個要等到晚上12點啦

(晚上12﹐爸爸搖醒兒子﹐然後又打電話給那個人)

VICTIMHELLO。。。。。(睡到一半被吵醒)

﹕我是ABDULLAH BADAWI﹐有誰打電話找我啊﹖

VICTIM﹕。。。。。。。。。。。。

爸爸好厲害啊

Ponteng...

today i reached school at about almost 8, din late leh...!
On the other hand, ms aida is the one who late about 15 mins,
a lot of us online play game... dillion is one of them...
ms aida's class always boring, i dun even understand what is she talking,
all we do is just copy what she typed in her com...
then after that we skipped the next 2 classes, we went to eat ban mee...
this week is our last week study in UTAR PJ,
then we'll separate ourselves to Kampar and Setapak,
so delicious... but... 美中不足, SM gang came along with us...
today i sat dailou's car, mm... haha, first time sit his car,
i forgot what his car's brand le, but his chair like quite hard,
not not good to sit, quite comfortable also la...
and dailou's driving skill good la (dailou: of course la, 2 years liao wo... =.=|||)
haha... anyway, i think this is our last time to eat ban mee there,
dunno next time still got chance to go there eat or not,
of course, with our gang la.... haiz....

after i went home, at first i was thinking to go Klang to find sis,
so i sms-ed her whether she free or not, but she din reply me,
so i went to sleep lo, and then when i woke up,
i heard "夜来香~" =.= this shows that my sis is even more outdated than me...
wakaka.... (lame....)

i received a call from the clinic, the doctor tomorrow is having an urgent meeting
at Kelantan, so my appointment will be postpone to next Thursday...
haiz... Malaysia is Malaysia, not efficient at all...
dunno how many times already like that,
always got excuses to postpone my appointment....
so, tomorrow going to eng lecture or not leh? still considering lo...

after having dinner, mum told me that they are sending the Indo kakak to agent,
no more working here (i got 2 maid, Indo and Cambodian)
so tomorrow i need to take care of my sis, and prepare dinner... =.=
i dunno how to cook, so she ask me to warm up the food...
that Indo kakak has been worked here about 1 year plus plus...
and she told mum that there is somebody want to hire her ,
and that somebody is around my neighbourhood...
so, since she want to work with that "somebody", mum jus straight away send her back to agent, let that "somebody" go to the agent and talk to them...
actually not convenience at all, when she go back, nobody in the house,
another Cambodian kakak work with mum at clinic,
so after my sis come back from school, she left alone in the house...
now after school i can stay at home to take care of her,
but what if i go to setapak? so inconvenient... dunno what are my parent's plan...

P/S: still considering whether tomorrow going to school or not...
any advices??

Monday, April 13, 2009

"Enjoy" Food

Monday, April 13, 2009
before this i was thinking not to update blog as today ntg special happen,
however... last minutes something happened.. afterward let u noe..

well.. today a lot of us skipped web page tutorial class,
this week is the last week of Sem 3, so this week there will be a lot of student not to attend most of the class in this week,
of course, including us... hehe... ……^^||
actually i din decide to skip the class de, but then i changed my mind after the web page lecture class...
i felt so tired, and lazy... tracy felt headache, most of the guys skipped the class,
sushi and frogzai din skip, dillion too... haha...
and then suddenly stomach ache =.= so happened....

then reach home sleep... then jus now tracy asked me the place where we decided to go eat buffet... that is...

[ Yaki-Yaki Japanese Barbeque Buffet Restaurant, Jalan Bukit Bintang ]
click above to go have a look...

walau.. when u see the food, u immediately feel hungry.. like me..
that is what happened to let me make decision to update my blog...
(huh! tracy ur fault... haha, no la, jus kidding *o*)
really... nvr mind... here i post some foods for u to see....
i bet ur saliva will come out from ur mouth... haha...
the seafood all are so fresh... omg...

satay..


served by cup (left & right)

food...


sushi (left & right)

if i not mistaken, this is shashimi... (gua)

beef!!


prawn and egg (left & right)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

分享杰作 (4)

Sunday, April 12, 2009
today go work... do nothing...
here's sis's story.. come enjoy la...! ^^

****************************************************************************

烙印

小说 2008年11月18日

你说风像谁?我说,风像你。你轻易地在我的心里留下不灭的痕迹、烙印。

夏天,那时最初的片想。你我看见的阳光,一样灿烂。我依然记得那天夏风的温度。而那个温度,一直持续到现在。

我是一个在城市谋求工作失败的人,乘坐巴士不知不觉到了这个渔村。这个渔村是巴士的最后一站,我付了车费下车。

一阵海风吹醒了混沌的我,抬起头来,一群海鸟从我头顶上飞过。刺眼的日光从翅膀与翅膀间穿越过,我闭上了眼。再睁开眼睛,不再是刺眼的日光,而是穿着白色连身裙,正追着海鸟的你。你那可爱的摸样,逗笑了我。那么久以来,我第一次真诚地笑。

你愕然转身,似乎认为我嘲笑你,你嘟起了嘴,叫我向你道歉。你那摸样让我笑得无法停止,最后惹你生气了。

你转身跑向那片森林,我才发现了自己的失礼,正想追过去道歉,却找不到你的影子。为了找你,向你真诚地道歉,我决定在这个小渔村小住一阵。

我在接下来的5天里四处游山玩水。这个渔村纯朴洁净的印象让我爱上了它,美丽的稻田,五彩缤纷的花裙,幽静的森林……这一切,让我的心舒畅极了。但到了第六天,我身上的钱所剩无几,决定了我露宿街头的命运。而我,却依然没找着你。

我走到了芋花遍地的坡上,并在那儿的凉棚坐了下来。淡淡的滑翔及明亮的银月,呈现出一幅诗情画意。突然,我听见了不远处传来的笛声,那是一首美丽的歌曲,《夏天》。

我沿着小径来到了森林边的小木屋,只见你坐在梯子上,优雅地吹着笛子。我走上前,坐在你身边,唱起这首歌。你睁开眼,一片迷惑,但又闭上了眼,继续吹笛子。

再度睁开眼,你笑着问我为何来到这个地方。我说起我的经历,你听了一直笑。我的脸沉了下来,转身就走。你拉着我的衣袖,叫我陪你多一阵。

你一闪而过的忧伤,让我对你感到了好奇。你见我不走了,那起笛子,吹起了一首我不知道名字的歌曲。

后来,我在海边一间小小的杂货店当起员工来了。接着那几天的夜晚,我都来到你的小木屋陪你吹笛子,而在这几天里,我略知了你的情况的一二。可是,我还是不明白你一个如此貌美的女子,为何一人在小渔村内居住呢?

有一天,你突然晕倒了,我连忙把你抱进小屋里。看着你苍白的脸,我只能干着急。当我看到了你床边的药品,我才知道,你患有不治之症。你的笑,为何那么凄凉,我已明白了。

知道你患了绝症后,我每天陪着你吹笛子、摘花和赏月,但你却始终不提起你的病情。从你面无血色的样子,我知道,情况正每况愈下。

你问我,风像谁?我说风像你。温柔而坚强,你笑了,但又哭了。为什么呢?我永远都不会知道。

夏天,你叫我带你去看日出。你背靠着我,我背靠着你。当第一道霞光出现之前,你已进入了长眠。我的眼睛湿了,我捉紧你的手,你的手渐渐冰冷。一个夏天的太阳,两个相依的影子,渐渐模糊。

回忆起你对我说的话,《夏天》是你的写照,短暂却魅力。那也是你名字的由来,关夏。你说,你出生在夏天,也注定在夏天结束生命。你说,你的梦,是化为风筝,在天上飞舞。你飞了吗?

你说风像谁?我说,风像你,坚强又美丽。你的影子,成了我一生的烙印。

星洲日報/城人小說‧文:火玄‧2008.11.18

Saturday, April 11, 2009

FAILED...

Saturday, April 11, 2009
mm... today actually nothing lo, just that,
we had failed to go into final... but is ok lo,
as long as we got the certificate ma...
we watched a lot of dramas, they were all talented,
they acted so good, we cant beat them, so it was not surprise that we dint go into final,
actually today all of us (i mean our group) like no energy, me too...
all are so tired, haha....
TD 4 was funny, and some too... got one is very violent story, but they go into final...
and there's one is funny drama, a bit like 小孩不笨 story,
they got to final too.. congrats to them...

well... that's all for today, stay at home do nothing,
and then tomorrow go for work... ^^

final exam is coming soon... gambateh for all of u!!

P/S: next friday go for bowling, i'm looking forward to it!! haha... ^o^

Friday, April 10, 2009

Presentation 3 - Management Studies

Friday, April 10, 2009
finally, all presentations had done...!
haha... today management presentation dunno why, quite nervous,
sushi also, maybe is because dun really practice or what...
this morning when i reached the school, sushi they all were watching our group's drama,
they also watch shen joe's group drama, it was funny, but i dun join them...
we received the news that tomorrow's competition is at PE Block,
=.= haiz, so troublesome...

during the management presentation, when it's my turn,
dunno why, holding the mic, felt like very heavy,
last time dun have this feeling de, quite nervous,
it's come worst when ms khor told me jus left 3 min...
my part is too long, so sorry... dunno got cut marks or not...
and then sudarn asked us a question, the question is quite blur,
i heard that it was nicholas' question, and he dunno why ask sudarn to ask us,
why he himself dun ask us? so weird, and i heard rumor,
that at first nicholas dun actually think to ask us,
before our group he was asking too much question to the previous group,
and wasting time cos he just dun wan to stop, so Dillion stop it,
maybe he want to 'revenge', lame... =.=
and we not really know to answer, and luckily Dillion answered it.
then after the presentation finished, sushi, frogzai and shen joe went to PC Fair,
i gave them a drive to Asia Jaya ... i thought i want to go, but at last i dunwan to go,
cos i was thinking to go there with my sis...

anyway, tomorrow is the drama's competition...
it's just semi-final, we just try our best...

Wish us Luck!!! ^^

Thursday, April 9, 2009

哭笑不得

Thursday, April 9, 2009
今天休息一天,没有什么presentation,
不过,我们都收到一个,不知道该开心还是悲哀的消息;
我的组"Turn over a New Leaf"竟然被选参加比赛,我的天……
本来以为可以摆脱演戏了,现在则必须再当一次天使的角色,这就是悲哀;
被选参加比赛,就是说我们的组是最高分的,这就是开心……=.=
我还没有心理准备被选的,不过Sushi好像很兴奋,
得知被选后,就一直在给意见,说不完,哈哈……
唉……不过还是要搞定明天的management presentation,
我们平时都为下一个presentation而准备,但这次没有,
大家应该都很累了,我也不想再present了,
还以为明天是最后一天,没想到我们还要承受着比赛的压力,
不对……好像没有压力……哎呀,总之就是还要去演啦!

今天放学后我去EON Bank存妹妹们的钱进银行里,我在那里遇到一个趣事:
一位中国人(应该是中国人吧!)要bank in cheque,不过他在支票上写华语,
总额是RM3500嘛,他就在他的支票上写:
Received by : 现
Total amount : 参仟伍佰元XXX
不幸的是,那位中国人的cashier是印度人,自然看不懂,
所以就问我的cashier,而她是马来人,起初我也很奇怪为什么要问一个马来人,
原来她的孩子有叫她一些关于钱的华语字,“现”字她就看得懂,代表现金,
而下面的“参仟伍佰元XXX”就看不懂,就问我这个华人是什么意思,
坦白说,如果我没有看旁边的那数目3500,我也不知道“参仟伍佰元XXX”的意思,
就是3500,哈哈 ^^||| 我还是第一次遇到这种事情,
谁叫那家银行没有华人,我所看到的华人cashier都是负责customer services的,
里头负责帮人bank in / withdraw钱的,都是马来人和一些印度人,
这也难怪啦…… 我相信大家应该很少看到“参”字其实也是“三”的意思吧……

好啦,明天的presentation,要开始练一练了,拜拜……

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Presentation 2 - English and Communication (Drama)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009
today is the drama day,
at last, i finish my drama, it was so embarrassing,
no la, ok lo, but it still very nervous,
haiz, not only our group, others wan also is still ok la,
but a bit boring lo, i expected some of the group will be interesting wan,
but no, so quite disappointed lo...

today i wore high hills again,
maybe already long time din wear high hills,
so 2 days continuously wear high hills is quite tiring lo,
and plus today the foot started to feel pain.. =.=
i also need to wear skirt becos no angel wear pants wan ma,
so today i'm in "white wears", totally white,
from the time we graduated in secondary school until now,
i never wear dress or skirt before, not once,
today i break the record.. hehe,
before the drama, i reached school at about 9.30am,
when i reached there i saw frogzai and sushi already,
and we thought that tracy haven reach yet,
but suddenly she came out from PA 005 room;
only we knew that she was watching TD 3 and TD 4 playing drama,
and today she wore formal again, exactly like a teacher
(in the drama, tracy's role was a teacher)
then, at first i thought i just need to wear the round silver ring on my head,
but then tracy brought a pink color feather stuff and ask me to put it on my head too.. =.=|||
well, i just put it on, as long as i did not looks weird then can liao,
so, in overall, everything is ok la, quite smooth de;
oh ya, today i brought my pink long skirt to andrew,
because his role was a queen in his drama.. haha, so funny la...
our drama also held at PA 005 room,
but then dunno why, today at the corridor was so crowded,
most of them are Sem 1 student...

some more, what we all were surprised is shin tat's group,
it was really unexpected, shin tat act as a girl,
we all were like *omg* ...
overall was good, i think his group will be chosen for competition lo,
long ge and mw were good too, espeacially long ge,
unexpectedly his role as a father was good, haha...
he was a quiet guy.. too bad i din record it...


Andrew the Queen *Tracy's shirt + my skirt*


Shin Tat the so-called-girlfriend =.=

then our drama quite long, from 11.00am to about 1 something pm,
so we missed our management tutorial,
we heard that today ms quah din come to school (i hope i din spell it wrong..)
is another teacher replaced it, and some more the answer she gave not really good,
so we din go for that class also never mind lo..
today we all quite tired after the drama thing,
have to prepare a lot, so after we ate lunch we simply discuss the management presentation then we went back,
some more dailou went back early,
forgot the discussion, so we also nothing to discuss about..

yeah~! now left management presentation nia..
hope it will over fast... ^^

@P/S: hey guys!! i was thinking to go for a bowling in this or next friday,
any comment? leave msg in chatbox...
@@P/S: from 8 something till 11 something i was waiting my video to upload, it was too long to upload, so i've decided to upload next time, hope all u dun mind...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Presentation 1 - Web Page Design

Tuesday, April 7, 2009
at last, we finally finish our web page presentation,
ok lo, nothing to worry about, as usual nia...
cos today is our 2nd last presentation in formal wear,
so today Tracy kept capturing the photos...
and i was a bit "forced" to take... but since is our sem 3's memorable day,
so here i want to post up some pictures...


dailou's group


guys..


"family".. ^^


4 of us (up & down)



have our lunch at PC Block after our presentation...

after today class, we went to Pb Auditorium to practice our drama,
and i as an angel have to wear a round ring on my head =.=
haiz.. so nervous man.. need to act the drama...
after tomorrow we will half merdeka, so i must be patient..

then after that, we went to pasar malam,
so long already we din go to pasar,
i bought an ice cream cake which its flavour is rainbow,
so delicious... *yum yum*
i think today is our very last time to go to this pasar..

anyway, have to practice the drama first,
jus now we rehearsal got once i forgot the script,
wish me luck!!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Fast and Furious~

Sunday, April 5, 2009
今天和妹去Summit看Fast & Furious,很好看哩!
我不知已经有多久没有看电影了,我也不知道THX是什么,
差点就弄巧反拙,哈哈,差点去看knowing,真的很paiseh...

去了Summit,才知道今天又taekwando比赛,
看起来好像不是中学生的,不过没兴趣,看电影要紧,
本来想看《新宿事件》,不过因为妹不到18岁,才改看Fast & Furious,
买票的时候才知道原来这部电影也是18岁以上才可以看,
还好,也许妹的样子看似成熟,所以他们并没有看出来我妹的年龄,真是幸运。

竟然容易骗,改天我们俩再去看《新宿事件》,呵呵! ^^


赞!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

分享杰作 (3)

Saturday, April 4, 2009


小說 2008-10-11 18:56

“我看着沉悦,再看看他,他在操场上慢跑着。我,应该只是感动吧,但心里却感觉有点酸,有点甜。”

有些话,想了一辈子,还是说不出口。有些梦,梦了一辈子,还是一场空。

夜里,安静的坐在桌前,写下这几句话。

“有些话想了一辈子,还是说不出口……”那是你对我说过的话,那天的机场。

X X X X X

“李湘,有个大帅哥转到我们学校来,还跟我们同班哦!”好友沉悦一脸发现新大陆的模样。

“是吗?”“真的很帅的,你看!”说着,指向门外。抬起头一看,只见你的眼神也正望过来,你的身边围了一群仰慕你的女生。

“嗯,这次还好。不过,还是不怎么样。”“哎哟,你不会真的要搞什么单身主义吧?你瞧,我跟你哥也很好啊!”是的,沉悦和哥哥是一对,好是被我撮合的呢。

“我就不觉得他怎么样了,你觉得帅就多瞧几眼吧。”“哎呀,不理你了,我先走了。”

“真的很帅吗?”我不自禁地说了一句。

“这位同学,你好像对我很有意见?”我转身一看,刚才那名帅哥不晓得何时坐在我身后了。

“你好,我叫叶里有,刚从日本回来。”他一脸的贼笑,仿佛捉到了我把柄似的,令人讨厌。

“那又怎样,我对你的名字来历没兴趣。”收起笑容,拿起书包,我转身就走。

X X X X X

今天,叶里有又出现了。“你那天很没礼貌耶。”

“那又怎样呢?叶里有同学。”我不悦地瞪着他。

“咦,你不是对我没兴趣吗,怎么记得我的名字了呢?还是,你对我一见钟情了?”

“你是白痴那是你家的事,我才不是什么花痴。”我转身就走。突然,他捉住了我的裙子。

“叶里有,你在干什么?”我生气了。他却笑道:“没什么,你不必走,我离开好了。”

X X X X X

肚子好痛,怎么每次来月事都这么痛啊?现在又是体育课,体育老师可一点也不通情达理的,不接受任何理由,一定得先跑个几圈再说。越想,我的眉头就皱得越紧。

“李湘同学!”才刚想走出去,却看到叶里有走到老师身边轻声说了些什么。

“你确定吗?”对于老师的提问,他没回答,只是笑了笑。

“很好。各位同学,叶里有要代所有女生跑十圈。我们班上有15名女生,共15圈,没问题吧?”

大家听了顿时起哄,从来没有男生对我们这么怜香惜玉过。身边的沉悦却笑着对我说:“我告诉他,你今天月事啊,他就自告奋勇去帮我们跑步了,不错吧?”

说着,沉悦就大笑起来。可是,她接下来严肃地说:“说真的,他是一个好人,对你的心意也很明确吧,不要再对人家黑着一张脸了。”

我看着沉悦,再看看他,他在操场上慢跑着。我,应该只是感动吧,但心里却感觉有点酸,有点甜。对于这个认识不深的人,我有点茫然了。

今天放学,我依然坐在课室里。不晓得为什么,我就是想要跟他说说话。他从体育课之后,就一直没回到班上啦。

等了好久,他终于出现了。他看到我有些惊讶:“怎么还没回家啊?”

我把书包里的汽水拿出来放在他桌子上,背起书包就走。

“李湘,你生气了吗?”“李湘,你不高兴吗?”“李湘,你知道我喜欢你吗?”他对着我的身影说了好些话,终于他说出这句话时,我停住了。

“我知道。”我说了这句话后,静静地看着他。

“你知道?既然你知道了,可否明天来送机?”“送机?”

“我明天要回日本了,你可以来送机吗?”“好。”

X X X X X

飞机场,你带着行李站在入口处。你看到我,扬起了微笑。

“我还以为你不来了。”我只是安静地看着你。

“你有什么话要说吗?”我摇摇头。

“那我要走了,再见。”他转过了身。看着你的影子越来越远,突然,我开口了:“你知道吗,有些话,想了一辈子,还是说不出口。有些梦,梦了一辈子,还是一场空。”

“但是梦一过,一定会重头。”你转过身,走向了我。

“有些话,无论如何一定要说。”你抱着我说:“我喜欢你。”

“我知道。”我还是给你这么一句话。

“等我。”看着你,我坚定地点了点头。

X X X X X

今天,是我们认识的第七年。这几年,发生了很多事。沉悦和哥哥结婚了。也生了两个大胖子,成了我的大嫂。

这几年来,我们一直通过电邮互相来往。我也去了几次日本,去探望你。而今天,我们将要订婚,一起走向永恒。


星洲日報/城人小說‧文:火玄‧2008.10.11

Thursday, April 2, 2009

真心话

Thursday, April 2, 2009
我真的很不明白,就只是搬一个家,
为什么要这么辛苦?既然dailou在部落已发言,我就直话直说。

找一次家,真的很辛苦,事实上我可以不管你们,
直接到Carrie家住,我不需要那么麻烦,
但我再想,有朋友可以互相照应,而且Carrie那间到时候会空的,
总不能我一个人女孩子在那边住吧,我也会怕,
我才选择放弃Carrie那边。我没有怪你们,因为我也想和你们住在一起。
但是,房子找到了,为什么要出现那么多的问题?
为什么我们大家一定要迁就一个人?为什么不要迁就一下我们?
如果是钱,我们已经尽量减低了,为什么还不满?
有什么问题,还是dailou的那句话,“大会议”,
不要再背后埋怨,更不要因为这样而退出,
我真的很不希望因为这样,大家才要退出,你一句退出,我一句退出,真的很烦,
到后来大家都要退出,现在是怎样?干嘛?好像变成只有我一个人想住在那里,
一直找来找去,变来变去,真的很爽吗?
我一样也不好受,我一样也想退出,我一样也想另外找,
但是我爸已经是很不满,浪费车油、出尔反尔这样的,他很不高兴,
我也不想再这样烦他,我也不想因为这样搞到大家都不高兴,
我只能静静,我只是想,如果你们这样想退出,倒不如你们留下来,我退出,
但反过来想一下,这样也解决不了,因为以后大家都会住得不高兴。
我不能这么自私,丢下你们不管。
我今天真的很不高兴,我也真的很不想理,
要不就住下来,要不就大会议,不要在背后埋怨来埋怨去,
大家彼此想一下彼此的感受。

siaw wei,请你也为我们着想一下,我们没有怪你的意思,如果你可以退一步,我们随时都欢迎你,你要知道,我们住在一起,是让大家可以互相照应,不是每天因为这件事情都要黑着脸的,我不想连以后住在一起都要吵吵闹闹的……
sushi 和 siaw hie,房间窄不是问题,问题是你们有没有心留下来,我只是建议如果以后真的很不满意再找也不迟,还没住你们就想要搬,不过如果你们坚持我也不会反对;
dailou 和 long ge,我不知道你们为什么也想要搬出来,不过问题不在于你们俩身上,所以我觉得你们没有必要因为这件事而让我们。

这只是我的意见,语言上如果不满,我只能说对不起,
我只是站在我的立场发言,希望大家可以面对面。