考试前夕

明天是大考的第一天，我还在这里写部落格，

我还蛮佩服我自己。

今天下午Microeconomics的分数揭晓了，

除了assignment的分数出乎我意料之外，midterm的我还满意。

（19/20，你说我满意吗？我第一次拿这么高的分数哩~）

前几天FE的分数揭晓了。

当我看到FE的coursework分数的时候，

虽然可说是进步了，拜第三张试卷所赐，我拿到一半的分数，

大大的提高了我的总分数，可是不能说是安全了，

因为……还是FAIL……

当初我还在为这张试卷烦恼的时候，

情绪不是很稳定，天天在唉声叹气，

不知道因该drop掉，还是不要drop了它，

怕如果我把它drop了，延毕了人家会比手划脚，

怕这个怕那个，总之就是爱面子。我承认。

下午爸爸从澳洲打电话来，问我的状况咯，

然后又谈谈妹妹的大学事情，挂电话之前一直重复告诉我：尽量读啦。

我的决定：豁出去了！

那些像芝麻小、爱面子的事情就不要理了。

最近我的housemate说王力宏的《你和我》很好听，

你和我

亲爱的听众朋友我是你的代班dj 

想找你陪我一起聊聊这世界

整天的工作重复疲惫的画面

麻木你的感觉

耳边才刚刚听到仇恨要靠理智解决

谩骂和子弹却在那头满天飞

学了一辈子的爱没勇气说出来

弥补那些伤害

你和我在世界同一座擂台

别懦弱拿出勇气对待

让眼泪流出来不是因为失败

幸福那个梦

就看你和我你和我你和我

美丽的主播说的都不是美丽的新闻

彩色的报纸能让鲜血更逼真

当媒体播报的全是绝望的气氛

谁该负点责任

那么多的人只敢窝在网络里面生存

慢慢都忘记计算机屏幕没灵魂

科技的发达让人的距离被拉开

再也拉不回来

你和我在世界同一座擂台

别懦弱拿出勇气对待

让眼泪流出来不是因为失败

幸福那个梦就看你和我

你和我你和我你和我

你和我(我们做得到yeah)

你和我也没什么不一样

该学习地球如何分享

为什么我们会忘记怎么拥有简单的大爱

that's right,

你和我我们都要做的更好 

你和我在世界同一座擂台

别懦弱拿出勇气对待

让眼泪流出来不是因为失败

幸福那个梦就看你和我

你和我你和我你和我

我也去听了，也觉得不错，歌词也蛮有意思的：
虽然这首歌是很久了，也许以前我没有怎么听歌，
所以觉得还不错。
好一个“别懦弱拿出勇气对待，让眼泪流出来不是因为失败”
对咯，Fail了大不了就延毕考过。 
（我现在这样坚强，也许当我拿到成绩的时候我未必会勇敢面对。）

希望，明天会更好！！祝我和大家考试顺利！！
P/S: 我要染发，什么颜色好呢? =)

2 Rounds of Pizza

Do you believe that I have went to the same Pizza Hut for 2 days in a row?

However for the first day, I do not have mood.

Because that day is the day we register for the subject we want to take for the next sem.

But, out of 5 subjects, I just manage to register 2,

and this 2 subject's time slot also not I want to take.

I dont know why UTAR dont want to upgrade their system since every sem most of the students face the same things like me.

And they dont even bother whether you want to study or not,

you dint take, means you are too bad.

STUPID you!!

(Sorry that I'm using harsh word, I just get mad when I think back..)

And therefore, I have no choice that I have to register it at the first week of the next new semester.

Ok, back to the Pizza Hut..

So yesterday we actually went to Pizza Hut, again..

And this time besides the 4 of us, Jun and Foo also joined us..

The first day me and Dada share one set,

which include drinks, bread, mushroom soup, one plate spaghetti, and one cheesy tuna pizza.

I ate the spaghetti, and it's taste really good;

while Dada ate the tuna pizza, and I ate one slice of it,

I dont really prefer pizza with cheese, so it's just ok for me.

So yesterday me and Jun share one set again,

but this time I ate pizza, Jun ate spaghetti.

I ordered Pizza Chicken Trio, and it's better than the previous one.

This is the spaghetti we ate, you should try this..

-Jun Jun & Me-

-Frog & Foo-

This plate of rice is ordered by Frog, she said not bad..

I know most of you like to put cheese into the mushroom soup.

But Foo put half of the bottle of the cheese into her mushroom soup.

Frog actually got took picture of it, but sadly her memory card suddenly got prob,

all the pictures she took disappeared.

After we ate finish, we took photos and chit-chatting..

- with Foo-

-with Dada-

-with You Zi-

We took funny pic of Youzi.. hehe..

Frog with 'imaginary long leg' ... *cute!*

-Dada & Jun-

-Youzi, Me, Dada, Jun-

-Frog, Youzi, Me, Dada, Jun- (Photographer: Foo)

Besides, I've done the most craziest thing in my life..

I've PASS the LOVE letter to my friend's crush one!

Shocked? I also shocked to my action.

I really unexpected that I dare to pass the love letter to the guy.

I think I will be very embarrassing when meet this guy..

So, next time when I saw this guy, I have to turn back..

Or else..

Yesterday evening, me and my friend got chit chatting a while, and..

Thanks to my friend who says that I'm very important to her.

Thanks to her also because she trusts me and know me well.

Thanks to her that I feel that I'm still useful for someone else..

I just feel that, being a friend, not just have to discuss school works,

but some times you need a really trusted friend to share a secret, or happiness.

And later on, when I think back of my action,

it actually nothing, what I've done is just helping my friend to pass the card to the guy..

So, live like normal.. That's all..

For the past few days, me and Him chat quite often,

but then since 2 days ago, we din really chat..

I wonder if is it because of the topic we chat in the msn?

The Magic Of Love

Love is like magic

And it always will be.

For love still remains

Life's sweet mystery!!

Love works in ways

That are wondrous and strange

And there's nothing in life

That love cannot change!!

Love can transform

The most commonplace

Into beauty and splendor

And sweetness and grace.

Love is unselfish,

Understanding and kind,

For it sees with its heart

And not with its mind!!

Love is the answer

That everyone seeks...

Love is the language,

That every heart speaks.

Love can't be bought,

It is priceless and free,

Love, like pure magic,

Is life's sweet mystery!!

- Helen Steiner Rice -

Have a nice day.. ^^

Pasar Malam Caunnaught

I actually should write this post yesterday, but I was busy with the assignment.

So today I use my whole afternoon to edit the pictures and write this post.

I know it's waste of time.. I promise I will put double effort on my studies.

So yesterday, 4 of us decided to go to Pasar Malam Caunnaught, Cheras.

Since they will be busy with their internship program for the next 5 months,

so they feel that they should go for the last time to the pasar malam.

I even brought my camera out to take pictures.

On the way to Caunnaught..

When we reach there, a bit surprise that the people is quite few.

Normally, the place is crowded with all kinds of people.

Our first food: Chou Tau Fu

This is my first try eating Chou Tau Fu

Not bad, although it smell yuk! I personally like to eat taufu very much..

My room mate took pic with the auntie.. cheeze~

She likes to wear the wrist chain, she bought one with RM10.

We tried this mango ice, but name unknown, forgot already.

It's very refreshing and taste nice..

Here also got sell books, although it's 'pirated', quality not good.

I wanted to buy, but I later on I decided to give up.

I normally buy book at Popular Book Store, and it's become a habit to buy books there rather than anywhere else..

We actually eat a lot, but I dint take down photos.

In the half way, there's a little raining, then it stop after a while.

During the trip, I actually received a lot of phone message,

regarding the calculus assignment.

Then at 9 something, we all full already, so we decided to go back.

Before that, we went to a stall to buy 'supper' for my room mate's sister.

You should try this, especially the seaweed flavor..

While we waiting, me and my room mate took photos..

She bought all kinds of things, but of course, mostly are foood..

I bought this small cute contact lens case for myself..

It cost me RM8, and it's easy to bring out just in case I have to wash my lens..

K, that's all.. This post I upload more pictures,

I kinda lazy to write the descriptions..

Hope you enjoy.. ^^

LOVE letter ...

Finally I finish my Y2S3 test papers today!

Although feel relief, but now also it's the time to start for my final revision.

From last week till today, I sat 3 test papers: ASM test 2, Adv Calculus test 2 and FE test 3.

ASM test 2 was ok, although I feel very confuse with some of the concepts and equations, but I manage to get it right before the test started.

and today also is the day where all the ASM test papers return back to us.

When I got the paper, I really want to bang myself to the wall, no..

Is jump building..

I was upset when I saw many careless mistakes I did in the papers.

I wrote the correct equation, but I count wrongly..

SO SO SO STUPID AM I!! ><

Of course, I have to calm down because I have to sit another paper at 5pm.

So, I targeted myself to get an A for this subject, I promise myself to work hard in the final. *Gambateh!*

2nd test, Adv Calculus test 2.

I took 2 days plus to understand and memorize all the formulas in my brain.

The syllabus covered in the test was Chap 3 to Chap 4.5.

And it's A LOTTT ...

After test, I feel kinda exhausted.. Some more I have to prepare another dame subject -- FE I test 3,

which I totally no confident at all..

However, surprisingly, I can do most of the questions!

Kinda proud of myself when I finish the paper 2o min before times up.

Although I'm not sure about the answer.

Ok, that's all my mumbling about the tests..

Hehe, the most exciting part comes.

My dear good friend wrote a LOVE letter!!

I always thought that this scene will only appear in drama,

but I was so surprise that this can be happen in reality life,

and more over it's was in front of me!

Asked the owner's permission to take the photos and upload in my blog.

At first, I thought that she will only wrote in a piece of colorful paper,
with an any color letter, but.. It is decorated so nicely and beautiful!

She asked me to blur the name.. Sorry ~

Translate: Thanks to God that give me the chance to know you,

maybe you don't realize that, you have become one of the wonderful part in my life.

(I dont know I translate correct or not, hope you know what I'm trying to say la..)

I feel that writing a love letter is not just write for fun,

it needs encouragement, and strong self-confident.

Because, once you give the letter to your love ones,

there are many possibilities can be happen that you will never know.

You have to think what are the possible consequences,

and are you able to take it or not..

My friend just wan to write her feeling towards the guy,

and she does not expect anything from him.

Actually I'm very admire her courages.

I wish that one day I will become like her, although I know the percentage to become like her is 0. hehe...

What will I do is avoid him. SEE the difference?

I'll choose to walk far away from him rather then close to him.

I know I'm weird, I just cant help it.

So now, for the time being, we all are busying with our assignment,

and also busy preparing for the final..

Besides..

I LOST MY DEAREST, NEWEST BOTTLE AGAIN!!

wa~~ T.T Till now I still cant figure out where I left my bottle.

What I remembered is the bottle is always with me, I drink the water before the test started.

PLEASE, anyone who take my bottle please return me back!!

Yesterday my housemate experience very unforgettable UTAR bus ride..

haha.. Because the bus bang on the traffic light!

When my housemate tell me the story, I laughed non stop!

Actually yesterday the driver is not the usual driver,

Every time when he wanted to make a turn,

the bus sure will hit on the divider beside the road, but the funniest is the traffic light.

So whoever seen this post and curious about the story, find me! haha..

ok, that's all for now.. Tata!!

我的烦恼，朋友的“教诲”

如果可以回到过去，

也许就没有今天的我。

如果当初我做对的选择，

也许今天我就不会这样痛苦。

如果可以从头来过，

我和家人的关系应该不会像今天这样差。

如果当初我可以听取别人的劝导，

我就不会做让我今天后悔的决定。

当然……

如果我的头脑可以灵活得像那些聪明到像神一样，

我今天应该不会因为一个科目而想撞墙。

如果UTAR没有聘请烂的老师，

我今天应该不会因为一个科目而想杀了那个老师。

如果我没有认识他，

我应该不会因为他而死命的想他。

如果这世界上可以公平一点，

我希望大家可以得到平等的待遇。

可是，

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会认识所有对我好的朋友。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我的人生也许未必会好到哪里去。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会遇到我那三个三八又可爱的housemate。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会交到一个可以骂我的好朋友。

如果当初我没有做这样的选择，

我就不会认识到他。

人生真的由不得你。

我真的常常在想这个不是人都可以回答的问题：

我，为什么是我？

我，为什么会走上这样的人生？

我，为什么不是别人？

今天晚上，和这个好朋友MSN，他说：

“說實在的，有人講，你要做好一件事，首先你要喜歡上他。

當你沒有選擇的時候，是不是應該就算沒辦法喜歡他，

也要嘗試不討厭它呢?”

虽然我觉得有道理，可是不是每件事情你可以用这样的心态去想。

不是每样东西可以这样催眠自己而做这些事情，

这些事你可以选择不去做，不用这样催眠的。

有时候，在你要做一个决定之前，你会去在意人家说的话。

在意人家的指指点点，在意人家的比手划脚。

可是，如果我不走这样的路，我又会遇到什么样的烦恼？

不一样的路，有不一样的烦恼，有不一样的结果。

我们的人生，为什么要这样过？

他骂醒我：

“ 想一想你以前中學的時候

你那時候會覺得你努力讀都拿不到一個 B4嗎?

信心是自己給自己的

你自己都沒有信心那要怎樣考?

乾脆現在去drop 掉他

不要想那麼多浪費腦細胞

還要影響其他科

現在我們的時間不算很多了

你想那麼多不如拿來讀?

果斷一點

做個決定，要考，那現在開始就去讀

不要婆婆媽媽

我不會像某些人一直講好話給你聽

所以人緣不好 =.=

但是我講的是真話

珍珠都沒那麼真”

朋友，我是过不了我自己这关。

然后，他送我一句话：“當斷不斷 反受其亂”。

我想，我是时候该做决定了。

警告：我现在是处于emo的状态写这个部落格，

请那些关心我事情的朋友们，不要把它挂在嘴边。

Test, test and test... then Relaxx...

Yesterday I just sat my IAM Test 2 paper,

luckily I got do MLC manual paper,

because some of the question in the test are came from MLC.

The worst is, I had terrible headache and stomach ache,

both sickness came to me at the same time,

I was having a hard time when I want to revise back what I've studied.

Thank goodness that I've work hard,

try my best to answer the worksheet of MLC,

and also does not waste my time study in the library for whole week,

memorize, memorize and memorize all the formulas in the lecture notes.

However, I think I cant do well in the exam if I dint do MLC.

Now, the thing that makes me headache is FE paper.

I dont know what to do with this paper.

I now preparing for the coming test, ASM test 2,

which will be held in this coming Friday.

When I see the course work marks,

I was going to faint!

Although I know that I will get horrible marks,

but it was out of my expected, it's lower than I thought!

Most of my friends get quite high,

they all said dunno how to do, but at the end get high marks than me.

Sometimes I was wondering if they care our feelings before they said: "I get very low marks leh, XX nia.."

So I'm planning to spend most of my time in study.

For these 2 days, I will read through the ASM lecture notes first,

then on Monday and Tuesday I will revising FE from A to Z..

and I'll start to consult tutor.. Mr TZM..

Ok, let's talk other things..

I know that it's kinda impossible that I just spend all my time in studying..

So what I do when I got bored?

Besides Facebook, nowadays I'm reading a Chinese novel,

and I'm almost finish reading it..

It's called 《鲸鱼女孩，池塘男孩》, translate: Whale Girl, Lake Boy,

I know the title of the book is a bit weird,

but if you read this book (for those who know Chinese, hehe..),

you will understand why the author give such title to this story.

I like the books written from this author - 蔡智恒,

and I read a lot of his books,

it's funny, and enjoyable..

and actually I got post some of the funny part in Facebook,

but some seems dont understand what am I writing..

Here's one of the part that I feel it's quite funny..

This part is actually about the main character B,

add wrong person S in his BBS (something like MSN),

and whenever B online, S will go find him,

but B feels S very annoying, so what he do is,

he used all kind of weird way to get off her..

Besides, my health conditions is getting poor,

I'm having serious constipation..

Now I'm controlling my diets, keep eating fruits and drinking tea.. T.T

Anyone can give any advices??

haha.. so that's all of my updates..

Good Day!! ^^

Make Up Girls!

This morning when I woke up, my youngest sister asked me to bring her to buy her sport shoe.

She was suppose to have one as she recently just joined golf club.. (Mum asked her to learn play golf ..)

At first, we went to the nearest Giant, but cant find any of it,

so I decided to go to Summit USJ.

After we bought the sport shoe, we realise that there's a some sort of make up contest was going on at the middle hall..

As you can see, there were a lot of contestants participated in this event,

and the models were well-dressed,

Out 2 of these contestants were men..

When the stylists were helping the models make-up,

the judges walking around and at the same time giving marks to the stylists.

Do you know who are they?

Kinda weird you know? They were wearing high heels, standing besides the sofas,

watching around that's it.. They're guards!

Feel pity of them where they were dressed nicely, but just have to stand there..

Meanwhile, I was thinking of myself.

I never make up in my entire life except for some special occasions like,

I make-up when I was small for the tadika's performance,

then until when I'm in NS, I make-up also because of a drama..

That's all.. haha..

Recently, I just start using skin care..

and I was thinking to buy a concealer to cover my dark circle..

When we're getting older, we'll start to care our image,

especially when you are no longer a teenage but an adult.. T.T

Tonight, I start searching some simple natural-look make up in YouTube,

and I found this video clips by Michelle Phan,

and I notice that she made a lot of make-up videos.

These are the videos that I would like to try, ONE DAY..

*although I might not look good as Michelle ;p*

This one is natural look with eyeshadow applied.

and this one is also natural look but no eyeshadow applied.

Besides, I also found this video clip (also by Michelle Phan),

I like this video clip, because the make-up is simple and it's beautiful,

and also it's natural.. Especially the eyes part..

Michelle's make-up are focus more on the eyes part,

different situation you are different eyeshadow you apply on your eyes.

Haha.. I just browse through these video clips for fun,

but I hope that I can apply them to my own face someday.. ^^

Enjoy!!

P/S: Before you watch the videos, please scroll down and pause the music first. These videos took me one night to upload, that's why I only can post it at the next morning. ^^|||

平静了……

最近，我的心情平静了很多。

一堆的考试，一堆的测验，一堆的assignment，

弄得我没有那个时间去想别样的东西。

很久以前，我就说过，有些事情不是勉强就可以得到的，

就算你勉强得到，你也不会觉得快乐。

我也有这个决定，是时候该放弃了。

因为不论我多渴望，不论我多想，我还是一样这样的呆着，

没有改变，也不会有任何的改变。

我的幸福，以后来找我的。我相信。

光是这个星期就有两科很难的考试，

尤其是Financial Economic I，简直是要人家的命！

我为了这张paper，花了我不少的时间，根本没机会读另一科，

可是，我还是一样不能做，可以说是直接拿颗零鸡蛋回来。

最后我还是没有去那我期待已久的Masquerade Ball。

就像我之前说的，AS的人很少会去那种场合，大家都觉得没有必要花那个钱去出席那个场合。

我觉得那种场合应该会是很高雅，很多贵族的气氛，大家都穿着好看的礼服和tuxedo，

听着音乐，跳着慢舞……

算了，希望以后有人会陪我去ball吧！

放学后，我和Frog到Jun的家做assignment，可是Jun生病了，

我又不知道要做什么，结果上Facebook，写blog。

Jun 她非常的不舒服，希望她可以快快好起来！

今天是四月的第一天，也是我们考ASM的一天，

一大清早，整班同学都被Dr Chua整了，就只是为了让我们清醒一点。

其实我们都没有想过今天是愚人节，心里只是一直想着考试而已，

所以我差点就被他搞到火大，还好是愚人节，有点苦笑不得。

回Subang，就急着看着我们四个买的包包。

这是我的包包，好看吗？=)

其余三个，恕无能奉告。

还有我妹妹不知怎么了买了这个passport套给我。是很可爱啦……

这篇有点无聊哦？就先这样吧……

祝福大家！

P/S：给那些关心我事情的朋友们，不要再问我了，我怎么样都回说不是，也不会告诉任何人的。谢谢！